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 ok day 2's topic is 'What is something someone told you about yourself that you would never forget?' urmmm idk there's a lot i essentially remember everything someone tell me about ME maybe ill list then down in point form here - "you made me less lonely and like to come to school" made me sob cus she said it on the last day we spent as classmates :( - "i like your eyes/smile" thank you for the love guys i like my eyes too, i hope i never need to wear specs -"you are very real/unhinged" ya im unfiltered around the people im very close to yes :)))) k i forgot the rest and also its eng lesson rn so bye!! - stewa

ok scrolling thru pinterest and found this 30 day writing challenge so why not i do it here cos idw to bore the ppl from the status heheheheh ok so todays topic is day 1 (list 10 things that make you really happy): (not particular order but here we go) 1. Larry (they also make me cry but let’s ignore that) 2. the number 28 (everyone knows and shud know this) 3. my friends (i keep them for a reason /lh) 4. family (mainly sister cos yk same gender same gen so hehe) 5. fav food cooked in my favourite way (sometimes my fav food is not cooked the way i like it and i won’t like it as much i usually do so yes) 6. my phone (cmon everyone should relate to this) 7. 2m’2021 (forever my lovelies) 8. ahemahem (shush) 9. music (mainly cos it’s comforts me) 10. cute animals (cats, dolphins, rabbits etc) this is not even everything yet but enough to expose myself. - stewa

 mine is the thyroid. It looks like a butterfly. So pretty unlike the pancreas. I hate the pancreas. I dont like the pancreas. Like why must it be so UGLY,,, i hate it so much id rather not have it. its so not nice i like hypothalamus, ADH is so interesting and its in the brain so its a smartypants also it looks like a tooth. i also dont like pancreas it looks like a flattened tennis ball between badminton racquets and in the shape of a freaking shrimp. we are avid pancreas haters ok bye

 so cold. i am freezing. in squad jacket also. i love squad jacket. i think half of us have holes in them at the white net part inside HELP 😭😭😭 but its ok i also have. but its so comfy and nice i love squad jacket (i also love squad but jacket more sorry not sorry 😍) i have alot of geog hw and idw do but then again i have to i am going to be #responsible this year and do my work 😋😋 and #raw6 and #vjc WOOOO yes i am motivating myself and all u o level takers 💪💪 also i need to get new glasses my degree increased but i have been procrastinating for a month plus and now i cant see the whiteboard as well anymore (i sit in the 3rd row) i should go today maybe i will ill think about it anyways iw to watch avatar 2 bc i watched the first one in the plane in the hols sorry forgot to finish we all just collectively cringed over our y1-y2 selves 😭😭😭 NAHH OUR TEXTING WAS SO WEIRD WE WERE SO GOOFY WE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THE WAYS OF NP IW TO CRY BYEEE SO EMBARRASSING but whatever we must ...

 YEST WAS SOOOO FUN OMG me germ rae swetha at the drain 🔥🔥🔥 and then me and germaine did all the cheers but aggressively HBSDKLHS and ofc biting (sonia's) cupcake at the same time with my balleter 💋💋💋so kissykissy muack muack hehehhehehee and how can i forget our dear sonias bday WOOOO our chocolate bouquet was quite pathetic but its ok the voice recording shd be her ringtone or alarm tbh! swetha and germaine eating canned food was also quite funny... the photos are so funny HELP. after Parade also seemed dead-er bc shv yana ridha all went HCI for PYA something idk sorry but yass Cedar NP bigbig W anyways i was talking to rae ab pop... idw.... i dont want to leave NP i have grown too attatched despite all the scoldings and the hard Parades i love NP way too much i love Hera i love Cedar NPCC so so so so much,, cant believe NP was my 4th/5th choice... now i love this so much and aft we POP there will be no more squad lunch and we cannot clown before Parade and the only time we...

 hello, my thing got deleted bye. HI imma retype all the things i typed, i dont rlly rmb the details but ill try to recreate :) MY IVE SSG ARRIVED ON WED HEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHHEEH soooo sad i didnt get pobs thou, they were all damn chio its soya joys 16th birthday tdy heheh, gave her presents in the morn and a damn sad looking choco bouquet which we ended up eating LOL im so glad i managed to ic bcause i wont b able to do that in the future, sad got no time to do bonding thou :( ill defo miss it  y1s came for CCA Experience tdy and i hope that they managed to clarify their doubts and that they will join NPCC hehe tdy was fun, got to do Rifle Drills in the Courtyard and damn thats a first, really hope that we can do it more in the future again, I LOVE MY SSG THANK YOU live laugh love ahn yujin <333 ~boomwhacker pls let this blog be posted

 omg guys i bet yall missed me so much i am the best blogger out there (ofc other than my fav ballet-er 🔥🔥🔥) anyways i cant log into hera email on my phone and i was locked out of my comp which is why i did not blog for so long (1 week) omg guys guess whos bday tmr 😝😝😝 my favourite woman in tech 💪💪💪 WOOO  just texted our turning 16 yo child and shes going a bit crazy. maybe its the last day of 15 or smth idk bro i hope that doesnt happen to me 🙏🙏  idw do hw guys i just want weekend to come. i just want to sleep. i want march hols. but i cannot so i have to do hw which is so sad i dont like studying it uses too much of my brain but i lowkey like when im constantly thinking?? idk if it makes sense i like my brain to be engaged doing smth yk. mb thats why i like math. speaking of math, we leant how to gamble today. jk it was all to learn about combined probability and stuff (super chill topic i love it) i am currently eating oreos i feel like i need to update ever...

 GUYS I FOUND MY HOMEWORK FILE YEST!! Parade was quite good but my body was close to decomposing by the time i got home. i am so energy drained HBCFJHFVGEJ also 50 days to harry's concert I CANT WAITTTT IM SO SO SO EXCITED but after the concert im prolly going to be so so so sad cus hslot doesnt last for more than 1.5 hrs :// so thats really sad BUT STILL IM SO EXCITED ok bye we are gonna have history lesson now - stewa (#dissapear > #persevere)

started my first read of the year and holy moly woah its really good but im not done yet so ill post a blog talking abt it later on but firstly.. i lost my homework file... the time when i have the opportunity and motivation to do my work is when it goes missing... its not at home so it has to be in sch right!!!??!?! anyways my frd that comes super early told me she wld help me search for it tommorw i love her <33  my baobei fr! sometimes i see the people i call friends and think i dont deserve them like they are so so nice and precious like WAAAAAA also there are some that i regret becoming friends with so heh guess its perfectly balanced?? (insert thanos) anway i love my new physics teacher hes so cute and adorable and just so nice this year i really hit jackpot with my sci chers and they are so <33333  also my mum got telegram yesterday??? like wow did she see me talking to myself on tele and try it out also? idk but found it funny cos i dont see what made her get it...

 i am addicted to blogging. anyway. physics is terrible. why did i take trip sci. i hate physics. bio>chem>phy. but i love math. i love my math teacher more. bestbest math tcher fr. and crazy rich. buys us snacks all the time 🔥🔥 i want him to teach me math foreverrrr 4 day break 🛐 🛐 thank you singapore. i will study hard! #iamcomingtoyouvjwhoooooo (and #willnotdisappointanyone) i actuallyhope i do i will be so emo if i procrastinateeee ughhghhghghhg i hate studying! i want to do math but idh any math to do HELP nvm we'll get math hw soon! 3rd chap of the year and w2 is not over 💪💪 i love my math teacher /srs. he is best.  ok bye guys time to finish phy hw  pray for me bye love yall muah

 wow this is currently 293rd post! i bet i posted at least 1/3-1/2 of these Parade was good today <33 Y1s SO CUTE i think we scared them but they thought Marksman was cool 🔥🔥🔥 i am Marksman 😎 and swimmer 💪 pt was so funny my body hurts now bc of the funny stretches shvetha made us do hagshdajd issok i will recover we walked to woodleigh bc bus was too crowded but it was fun we js talktalk and chill bc parade was not that tiring ! anyways i have sm bio hw 😕😕😕 i love bio but i have one practical ws, homeostasis ws and all the homeostasis tys qns 😥😥 this is making me very emo. i love bio but no i am actl paying attention in lessons this yr (#responsible) so ik whats gg on 🙏🙏🙏 would be crying if i didnt. i zoned out for 30s during math and suddenly we are on a whole new section?? but math is ok so far OK BYEE ill go study for a while then sleep <3 love yall jiayous

 i love blogging bc i js talk and talk and talk and no one has to read it but my feelings are out somewhere atleast  um i keep having terrible breakdowns bc of Os and idt anyone else is this stressed yet so if yall have any tips to calm down? idk man i feel like im breaking down TOO much to be good. ik i shd b stressed but not this strssed right.....?? idk. i js want to cry while hugging someone and run away to europe or smth sdhkjghdlsgh i keep crying for no reason also. like even wihtout thining ab Os ,, i js cry then i get reminded of Os and cry more fun fact i am crying while typing this bc i am reminded of Os this is so so scary that my body physically cannot do this. ive been having alot of physical health problems also.. so... i am looking forward to cny break though. 4 days yess its only 2 wks into sch and im DRAINED. hahahahhaha its ok though bc no pain no gain 💪💪 jk i am gaslighting myself into thinking i can do this. mb i actl can?  jiayous love yall drink lo...

 so true - ilyana nah why she scream some words out while talking like its actually scares me bro HJGFSFGS anyway im craving bali thai thanks iw to eat the bangkok fried rcie from there its SO SO SO SO GOOD thanks i love bali thai iw to be brand ambassador pls (if they have one)

 bro every time i look at the pusheen website and see all the adorable cats i just start melting.. SO SO CUTE man. also i got pusheen plushie at home and i miss it rn. i like squishing my face into it cus it's so soft and so cute :3 - ilyana

 i finished all my hw yas  this is the most ive blogged in 2 days HELP except POP era anyways sometimes im so sad that im not a NCO... i mean in a way i am but not rlly. i wanted to mark journals and have bonding and Parades with jnrs so so bad. but again, NCO is extra work.. so yea LOL i can just IC my way through ❤❤ also works bc i can still get to know jnrs a bit a bit yk. ive been having alot of mental breakdowns bc i think ab Os but its ok i have to accept it 🙏🙏 i am so so stressed now and for NO REASON i still hv sm time to sutdy and improve but im still crazy scared  idk man ok bye ill go study for a while then sleep

 update on hw: i finished bio, and redox basic ws 👍👍 i was feeling a bit emo js now bc idw to graduate??? i will miss Cedar sm, esp Hera?? idk man we spend way too much time tgth but i will genuinely cry SO MUCH on POP and grad and prom and o lev results and basically everytime i see ppl from school after last day of sch... and i also want to go back to being a cadet. being a CL is cool but i miss being a cadet whr u js follow what Ma'ams say and there's alw the anticipation of "omg i wonder if Parade tmr will be interesting" yk??? like omg will thr be bonding tmr etc etc but as a CL idk its a bit less exciting bc uk (almost) everyth that will happen. and YOU hv to plan everyth and stuff,, ya so i miss being a Cadet. HOWEVER, i love the NP Store ❤❤❤ so fun to clown in thr theres smth ab the air in thr that makes us go crazy HAHAHA as dirty as our socks get,, its still soso fun tbh i will most definitely miss the store <///3 i feel so sad rn thinking ab grad prom ...

 let me explain why. ok so friday is ofc Parade so i get EXHAUSTED when i reach home i js shower + eat dinner + use phone and knock out by 1020. but i take ntil... so school on saturday! otw to sch i am making debrief sheet etc and then in sch i am falling asleep for the first half of the day until recess 💔💔 ok so that ends at 1ish and i rch home arnd 145. then i shower + eat and its ab 230 and bc i am very used to taking aftn naps (i physically cannot survive i get super cranky and cannot focus) i go to sleep and then wake up at 315 to go for physics tuiton 😘😘😘 4 to 530 is phy tuition and then i come home and its 6+  yes. and then rest for a while and use phone, have dinner and its 8 🤣🤣🤣🤣 then only 2-3 hrs to study 💔💔💔 so emo-ing i barely have a wknd. and i wanted to go vj open hse tdy but sch and tuition 😥😥😥 its ok thrs alw next year heheahhe  anyways. im going to list my sch hw over here so that i can come back and say i finished it all which will motiva...

 hi im about to fall asleep and pass out tdy was tiring, ok not bad la finally had history lesson !! i love history, learning about cold war this yr and i like it alr. its continuation frm ww2. i wonder if the mao zegeng guy is like hitler or stalin math was math. confusing but able to understand la english we got to play more with chatgpt, its so fun. i asked why Tent Pitching was no longer in NPCC and it gave me quite a goofy answer lol PE. mr chai is so funny i dont actually know why ppl dl, or mayb i get him for 3 yrs alr im used to his sarcastic jokes, idk. frisbee was so fun like yest, i rmb me and suwa kept throwing the frisbee into the gap and it was js so funny HAHAHAHA js tdy we learnt forhand throw thingy w the frisbee and suwa js cldnt do it while mine flew out of the cage :) chem was oxidation numbers. confusing. but erm ill make it before CCA starts, we are high. i'm not sure if its the NP Store's air but we are higher than we are outside. idk. but i feel the stor...

 o level results was the worst 💔💔💔 in pain fr but uh whatever I'll just study harder from now on

didnt feel this much emotion in quite some time now. o lev results was all of us (even ppl that didnt take Os) crying /pos EVERYTHING WAS SO SWEET AND TOUCHING I WANTED TO JS HUG EVERYONE THERE BVHRSGEKSE (coming from someone that rarely feels love/comfort thru physical touch) but yes yall should go see the cedar instagram page and our amazing seniors that did us proud (also made us cry and feel A LOT OF EMOTIONS AT ONCE) ya hopefully today made all year 4s more motivated for upcoming big big exams ya im getting that raw6 for sure WjhGWGWHJGHW  ok bye there Parade tmrw tsk tsk i need go pack uniform now bye!! - stewa (cried three times in the same week)

 i am so so so tired??  yest parade itself wasn't tiring but setting up the booth was very (only me shvetha mushy 😢😢😢) i dug out uopa from idk when and found nice nice trophies and made sm trips from np store to booth hahahhahahha ok but our booth was actl so cool!!! if i was a y1, i wld join npcc!!!! thats prob why im so tired tbh... ran sm... i want to go and sleep but i have msp also 😢😢😢 so emo i just want to go home!  i also discovered our uopas and trophies frm like 1990s.... WOW! npcc working hard frm the start 💪💪 okay bye lessons starting soon!

 OK HI i am usually not a keyboard smasher BUT today i  have to be. _____ IS SO SODHAOSHOSPAYDLQHDOEHDOWHDISWIYSJDJXBXKWISDJLDHDHDOSYSKSSHSJKDKDIDKFJFJFJCHCKCKJCHXksjxbslaicyhspaduwpsydi ok bye i won't sign off

 tdy feels like a bloggish day so im here. 1st CCA session of the yr and im not thr lol, cca experience day !! 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️i was scared and nervous b4hand tbh came early to prepare the word hunt cards but erm i only managed to give out 2 bcause i expected a larger crowd and this wld defo work bttr in a larger setting, but its ok, to prevent waste, everyone will eat it !!! /j spent 10 plus dollars on pure candy, pure sugar for this, goofy. i hope they eat the candy in moderation after talking to like a few ppl, i warmed up and wasnt that nervy anym bcause i was saying the same thing to every group of students and parents yes, my mouth vv dry. furthermore, i kept smiling alot, my cheeks and jaw hurts. i wonder how many people will join this year, will it be as big as hera or not? ig we will find out in a while im looking fwd to cca this fri, will b my 1st cca of the yr HAHAHAHAAHA  tdy was alot of standing and talking and interacting. i think i spoke more tdy than i ever wld ...

 HI I am here to say one thing. I love NPCC! NPCC FOR LIFE! My one and only, one true love, forever love, NPCC ❤️ in love with NPCC. (This is 100% serious I love NPCC so much I am so excited for Parade tomorrow you will not understand) OK BYE I live and breathe NPCC - NPCC lover Germaine Khoo

 just discovered a gem of a song called angel baby by troye sivan and i think everyone should listen to it.  thank you and goodbye

shvetha is the best

 i am coughing alot. like alot. i hate it my throat is tired now GKWHEKH that doesnt even make sense but my throat is in pain EVEN MORE EMBARRASSING TO KEEP COUGHING IN THE TRAIN WJDKSHDKJE I HATE THISS but im not even sick sick (touchwood 🙏) im js coughing like crazy but thats all. no flu no fever no runny nose (thank god 🙏) but still coughing is annoying i hate being sick thinking ab how in start of y3 i would have done anything to get mc and skip sch but not anymore JWKEH missing school is one of the most stressful things bc u have sm to cover on ur own?? damn stress ok ya i reaching woodleigh alr bye!

 hi i felt so nostalgic when harry potter came about (wink wink 😉😉😉😉) i rmb my harry potter phase and i didnt have any social media apps then so i would search on google "harry potter marauders text post memes" AJHDSLFKJBSV so funny to think ab it now anyways i have mastered google sheets real accomplishment tbh. idk why im typing w enters mb it js it potrays my train of thoughts better also i am coughing ALOT so embarrassing cough sm during tuition 😕😕😕  HWKEHDK i hate coughing sm okay bye im going to go watch sing!

 hehehehehehehhehehehehehe i am home :))) i am procrastinating on what i need to do, yes. i am sick,, actually wanted to go to sch and prentend the mc doesnt exist so i can wear my shiny badge but i mean i can tech wear it nxt mon lol i have done nothing fort the whole day for now at least,, i am thinking of what to eat for lunch. i dont know what to eat for lunch i just know i sound terrible. i tot i recovered so i stopped taking my meds, but i was not. the sickness came back. lol. my head hurts, but not as bad as yesterday, however, it hurts everytime i cough, i dont think thats ok. the doc did not give me a diagnosis, so idk what i am suffering from. what should i eat for lunch my table very messy but i dont want to do anyth about it, so i will live laugh love with it. ok. i think i will eat korean steamed eggs with my dinner leftovers from yesterday. i rlly want to eat buldak though, sadly cough. too bad :( i want buldak. it burns but the flavour slaps. i miss buldak. i havent ...

 38 DAYS TILL THE VAMPS COME TO SG im so sososooo excited cause theyre one of my fav bands and imo seriously underrated also cause this is my first concert im ever attending so yay!! man theres so many good songs i hope they include it in the song list again imo they should defdefdef have 1. all the lies 2. would you 3. oh cecilia 4. hands 5. personal 6. sad song 7. for you 8. if i was your man 9. its a lie thinking of how these would sound live is just so SAHWNEJKBLBWJLKJEBBEWOJLABLJW>>>>>>>>>>>>>>  ok bye im gonna sleep now :)

 i came home at 4am from the hospital 😍😍😍 7 day mc 😍😍😍 but i want to go sch /gen. idw miss out on lessons esp. its ok though my teacher said i can come back tmr YAY also i woke up at 1230 pm tdy HAHAHAH we're pinning badges on y1s tmr.... kinda funny im scared ill poke them dsgfgifuldfbehbl tmr seems q boring... i wanted to go sch tdy for jc talk and cohort games! nah its ok i much rather sleep at home also. i am in a reading slump and i cannot get out. ive tried so hard to read books but i keep forgetting or becoming lazy bc the first part of the book is alw the most boring when ur getting intro-ed to characters and their backstory. like stop trauma dumping i dont know who you are i have no emotional attachment to you.  yes. ok bye atb to pinning badges for y1s LOL

 house revival was not the best. ixora,, park plant 🙆‍♀️ok la not bad ,, but the pin srsly clashes w the pe attire, yellow x yellow. thr was no other person in my grp that i knew personally 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️div, swetha, germ, anne marie, mushy and my other frnd were in other grps so i was basically alone :D social awkwardness is not ok in this situation, srsly. ig mayb i acted like a y1...so mayb 1 reason............ basically all the games etc etc etc and then i decided to muster the courage to interact and talk to this very tall person who i guessed was y1 or y2 one of them, so i asked. ok the convo was this: me: r u a y2? u are vv tall them: oh no im actually a y1, how about u? u are a y1 too right? me: er hahahahahah, im actually a y4 *silence* HJLDHJKLFHLSDJLFSDJLJDFLS im graduating alr 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️pls save me... do i look too young,, apparently, going back to 2020s yr book, and to my friends, i look more y1 now than my y1 self... this reminds me of the time last yr whr i was buy...

 HII GUYS ITS ME WHO BLOGGED ABT CRAVING COOKIES A FEW BLOGS AGO. so yesterday i got my famous amos JDHJHEGFSHGDKS #cravingssatisfied ill put a picture of it here hehehe best purchase of 2023 so far even though we are only 4 days in!!    also today ill be talking about how amazing garlic bread is and why its best when its from pizza hut. garlic bread is so buttery and probably the best way to consume garlic tbh like who likes the taste of garlic itself? not me! but when its on bread tgt with butter and some other fancy seasoning its becomes so NICE,, bonus points if u have the cheesy dip on heaven on my tongue fr! pizza hut really makes sure like every part of the garlic bread got like seasoning and butter yk so like its very tasty!!! if someone proposes to me with a bundle of pizza hut garlic bread and cheesy dip,, im gonna marry them instantly /hj so yeah guys pls try pizza hut garlic bread if u havent  past two days of sch was WAYYY better than i expected but hey ...

 HELP is this a an addiction to blogging. nah i js blog when im bored. anyways. HOUSE REVIVALLLLL SO FUNNN. like 7? hera in ixora! so fire 🔥. i cant rmb the cheers yet but im so excited. bht 2nd day 2nd half was kind of boring. js alot of talks but the stress management talk was actl super fun,, the way the lady carried herself was SO GOOD. and she helped me get a small back crack. i have needed this since forvever. i love her. but q energy draining... so idk la ig anyw. at the clinic rn bc i have REALLY BAD headaches when i stand up after sitting down. 👍 pray for me. ok bye hope orie is good. tmr got jc/internship talk though .... scared. but cohort games YESSS hehehhe so excited! ok bye fr! (fr is my new favourite phrase i say it to much k bye)

 First day of school was fine but because we had to move around the school for our class bonding activity I got tired after school ended. I also got caught in the rain. I am in the library and writing this out on my  iPad LOL writing to text function is fun but they can't recognise my handwriting. Today was very tiring. I kept wanting to sleep. I can sleep early today because no football matches that I want to watch. I don't have to wake up early for football as well. Ok bye my hand hurts so bad.  Germaine (still in football phase)

 im so tired. i facil-ed my own class so not as bad but my feet are so tired???? i didnt even walk or run that much but i think i js got used to not going out?? idk man.  anyways. talking w [redacted] made me realise how freaking old we are?? it was one thing to realise were y4 but our juniors are a year older???? we are no longer signing of as secondary three squad??? HUHH. 2023 for real here. 2018 was FIVE years ago.  tmr theres house revival HEHHAHEHA im so excited [ixora 😍😍😍😍(so many of us ixora)] and also theres sm talks ab jc/poly, grad, o's, careers?? im so scared can you not do this to me?? ms sarah also said that scolarships matter in YEAR FOUR????? brooo i rlly need like a book ab how life works now?? like post sec sch education and uni and stuff?? they talked ab local vs overseas unis too..... can u pls not. dont do this to me im still denial.  i think our weightage is so funny 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 0% then 0% then - then 100% I LOVE PRELIMS AND O LEVELS. wga...

 Ok hi this is my first blog of 2023 it's gonna be a short one ok basically I'm thinking if I should watch liverpool vs brentford in like 18 min (it's 1:12 rn) I'm supposed to wake up at 5am but honestly I've been sleeping at 5+/6+ during the holidays I don't think I can fall asleep the most I can do is like 2.5h for tonight lol idk also yesterdays chelsea vs Nottingham forest game was so 😐 I do not wish to elaborate ok anyway I'll uh think abt if I should watch liverpools game or not ok bye - germaine, still in football phase (wow I used my name for the first time here #newyearnewme 🤣)

 i need to read kindred, tbh am i even gnna use it this yr... my booklist is a whole diff book i read the 1st page and i said bye bye to the book the whole of last yr.. hahahahahahahahahahahah ok bye ~ boomwhacker

 realised i hvent blogged in a while so im here 🙆‍♀️i think i hv been using this emoji too much lol but its so fun idk why i am sick yes, possible viral infection hehehehehehe i hv been coughing since last yr /j well technically yes though,, coughing thru the new yr !!! ok its bttr now, js that i hv been waking up in the middle of the night js to cough like crazy. do u think i will get abs at this rate huh, lets hope ;D my bag is heavy its filled w sm mail that i need to mail aft sch and like 2 albums and a bunch of photocards and a pc binder and etc items necessary for tmr. my mom finally looked and signed my rebort book lol, she refused to look at it for 2 whole mths haha- tbh idk if im excited for sch tmr, thrs sm talks by ppl and apparently we r pinning badges for the y1s??? ok houses, yes i am excited will i be in the unspellable, 5 petal flower, basic, bread, or park plant? which. btw how do they decide, is it spin the wheel or lucky draw or omg i think this person fits this...

 wow so cool i am writing our first post of 2023 😍😍😍 i js came home from my flight. so i did not get a new year's bc i was in the flight hahahaha 😕 its ok i think that new year's is becoming rather unclimactic every year.  5 months to step down. 10-11 months to O's. 11 months to grad and prom. crazy. so fast man. i cant believe its our turn??? y1 orie feels like a week ago?? were the oldest batch in sch??? genuinely so scary... on the plus side.. HOUSES!!!! only for 1 yr but its better than nth LOL  heres to our last year in cedar. good luck everyone. love yall see all of you in a 2 days <3 edit: js rmb-ed we have late day. thank you cedar. i love late day.