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  em is tmr and chem is fri. apparently em was ok but i need to memo the geom properties of circle properties i keep forgetting the actl name i need to revise sets and probability and congruency and similarity too but all these topics pretty ok so i not scared for em. however, i am TERRIFIED for chem. my chem last yr wasnt the best so this yr i rlly wanted to improve so ive been trying alot and studying chem more diligently now (+ tuition) so im rlly hoping thr is some improvment ykyk i rlly dw my chem to go downhill again jiayou to me ig :] oh thrs crosscountry this wed, im excited lol not bc we're running but bc of other reasons muahahhaha jk a bit sad i cant deco myself in hse colours but its ok i rather do what im gg to do. hgafdf VJ again i rmb NDC at VJ soso fun i loved NDC with my whole heart i miss NDC era :") also week8 was super bad lol i didnt like it all. let me tell yall why. i didnt finish my amath paper (like 3 qns left blank bc i could not solve them at all) an...

 wassup yalls, i wanted to like blog yest but i ended up staying up late and talking to myself while deciding to let go my pcs,, 30 plus and like 1/5 of them are xiaoting pcs hcsdjkjkjks.  anyways the wk was ???? yes. chem energy changes is so confusing ish? like i get it but i dont as well- idk la, im js hoping ill be able to get the hang of it b4 the chem exam grabbed macs during late day hehe my sausage muffin w egg :)) corn cup > hashbrown, fight me. i was js revising bio while revising Knots and Lashings for later and thn thrs germ. i will not say anyth as i feel like it is her story to tell. the bio exam was ok la, not that bad rlly, hope i shall pass, i felt like i was writing the exact same thing over and over again uk, hope i wont get penalised hahahaha--- :] wanted to revise First Aid after bio, but bcause i got no bandage so i was practising w Twine lol, its sosososo off but like i mean it works ish but its not the best in this case. the test went well??????? idk...

 heartbroken and beyond rn but i shall move on cus i talked abt it (to myself) for the past 20+ mins this week is finally over?!?!??!?!?! oh god worst week of term 1 me thinks,, seemed like we all collectively just hated this week and had enough of it. even my ft was extremely done tsk anyway i love love love my ft so much! blessing fr! every living momnent with my ft is very comforting and happy ok im very blessed with most of my chers this year i hope i find teachers like them wherever i go after cedar oh and i really want to eat bali thai but the nearest one to my house (the wwp one) is closed....... BRO IM SO SO SAD ok its not like closed permenetly but its closed for 3 more months :( the next nearest one is probs nex tsk tsk issok i got with my friends after sch one day. if u are reading this please go bali thai with me ill love you forever <33 hist is really really interesting but im so tired i cant focus in class like when i watch documentires or read tb by myslef i can r...

 bio WA is tmr! but i did (almost) all the tys qns and the 1001 mcqs of tested topics and apparently bio WA was quite easy so im blogging i am supersuper scared for amath. i cant prove trigo identities AT ALL. all i can do is find α and then find x/θ LOL its ok guys. amath is on friday so i have some time. (that's a lie i do not, i only have tmr bcs weds is Parade and fri is msp soo.. ykyk) but i like to gaslight myself into thinking i have time! i cant do amath at all. AND linear law is tested? i might aswell die atp (BIO. jk we dont need to know atp) listing down some bio things that i forget often! pls skip next para if u dont care LOL insulin is secreted by beta cells of IOL in pancreas when BGC is high! then liver/SKM converts glucose to glycogen for storage! increased permeability of liver and SKM cells to glucose results in uptake of glucose which increases rate of cellular resp and excess glucose is then converted into fats.  YES IM SO SMART i dont like insulin and glu...

 i had SUCH a good dream last night but i cant expose it here but it was SOSO good (one part was a bit confusing) but it was amazing i woke up so happy. there was also some funny rituals in there but they were fun rituals LOLS it was a good dream i had a lot of fun in the dream 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️ i love dreaming its so relaxing and enjoyable and bc im asleep so even better <3 i love love remembering my dreams hehehe i love dreaming anyway i am studying hormones rn. i am lowkey scared for bio but its ok yaknow just watched a video on procrastination, as i procrastinated. lol. i shd actl go study but i cannot bring myself to it 😭😭  bye ill go eat smth to motivate me maybe atb everyone rmb to drink water and eat enough and sleep 💗💗

 how are we starting week 8 alr.... SO FAST DJSFKJLHSDKLVB WHAT EVEN time is s fast even faster than last year every year is moving faster and faster i watched antman today hehehhe 😍😍 it was ok tbh like they tried making it a thor ragnarok of phase 5 but nothing will ever, and i repeat, EVER match up to ragnarok. movie was okok not the best marvel movie ever but i wldnt recc watching in theatre like js wait till its out on streaming platforms then can watch ykyk theres am and bio this week hahahahahha glgl everyone i am scared for trigo... i cant prove anything 😭😭 atb to 4s bio students though... 3 WAs in ONE day. die liao... jiayous i need to study trigo i cant do trigo to save me. idk how im going to amath maybe i will ask teacher for consult yes  ok bye! gonna study now :] this is a side note but i believe every human deservers basic respect, just from human to human 🙂 jiayous for WAs and AAs and NP related Tests too 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ rmb to rest well and eat up and drink wel...

sweet sixteen is not sweet-ing at ALL. also balleter called me dead?!?!?!? how dare she ?!>?!??! JGDHJGKFFG Sjk its true tho i was dead for some time and i didnt even continue the writting challenge JKHFGSKFGLYS i knew i was gonna give up but why did i give up that quick  💀 💀 oh ya and also my sister drank my milo and didnt even tell me.... i was so so so dissaponted pls broke my poor heart fr! also the bio ppl in my class hjave 3 exams on the SAME day and its on MONDAY lol goodluck to them ig?? imagine taking bio lol cant relate xoxo  also im looking forward to steppping down.. like i will def miss yall and the Unit so so so much but u see without NP i would be able to focus on my studies way way way better and have much more free time so yes i cant wait to fully focus on Os :)))) also feel like after NP i wont have a life lol sometimes thios cca is such a fun way to procrastinate on my studies like i js do NP work when i need a break from sch work yk  ok 26 DAYS TO...

 Happy 3rd Birthday He(rawr) and 16th Swaythar. Imagine being 16. Cannot relate. 😝😝😝 Love y'all happy 3 years 😘 Hope we don't forget each other. See y'all tomorrow. I love Hera 🔥🔥 Bye! 

 happy birthday to us <333 and swaythar! cant believe we spent 3 years tgth i still rmb bits and pieces of 1st Parade LOLL celebrating in the morning was so fun hehehhee thanks mush for the funny jelly thing that only germ liked and all the hnh gifts 💋💋💋 and sonia for gg cookies muahahha im bringing it home  also we were so loud when singing HAHHA so fun LOLs i tried appealing out of NP LOL look where i am now i love NPCC with my whole heart life is short but NPCC is forever ❤❤❤❤❤❤ NP is my only LOML and i will dedicate my life to NPCC (not my whole life but i love NP) i love Hera i love NPCC i love Parade i love canteen and NP Store before Parade i live breathe eat sleep NPCC NPCC. FOREVER. also happy 3rd bornday hera  and happy 16 swetha ok bye! bio now NP forever i want Parade !!! 

 i am sole carrier of  the blog (even swetha and boomwhacker are dead)! but i am still so emo ab not being able to access Hera gmail on my phone so i cant blog on my phone 😥😥😥😥 anyways yest Parade felt so high it was lowkey so chill and my fav irene was thr so ofc 100% better 🥺🥺🥺 and b4 Parade in the Store even better tbh. burning bridges was so fun fhiufbiubvre we shd play more LOLLL also sonia brought skittles yst 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️  exam period has begun. geography was ok 👍👍👍 i think i messed up my last qn and last point of 1st qn but its ok tbh not that bad la,, english also good. me germ shv all had one para abt the same thing LOL i feel like alot of ppl wrote that if they did that qn. next week ss and msp! ok i can do this 💪💪 w8 w9  is bad. bio, am, em, mt. but (for me) those subjs okok la so i can do this! what else i feel like i wanted to blog ab something but i cant rmb oh well ill js come back to this later lolsies i dont understand physi...

 Ok hi im finally back after like probably 1 month and 1. I need to poo but whateevr I'll poo after I finish this sentence ok I'm back ok honestly idk what iw to share...ok ig I'll give a life update so uh exam period has started, so far I took geog and eng alr, both papers were ok but like I messed up one qn for the geog one 😭😭 #inpain but whatever. Anyway uh yes what else uh oh yst few of us were playing games after sch and that was super fun like super fun it was so funny. Ok what else 😅 idk honestly...uh oh im in a British YouTubers phasers ...not going to specify which YouTubers but uh up to your imagination if you don't know yet! I even paid a subscription for one of them..like one of the YouTube channel has like an app for extra content then like ya I paid for the extra content 😭😭😭 what has happened to me...OH YA AND booseoksoon released an album 🔥🔥🔥🔥 pls go and listen and watch fighting. It's a great song. My fave song in the album is lunch though....

 i wanted to blog ab this but i forgot on fri was actl so funny in the NP Store i lost it 100% i dont know how i survived but i laughed sm until i was practically bawling the panoromas are so goofy nahh i was crying sm. we couldnt even keep a straight face throughout and when we sent the pics those who werent there were like "?????" HJHFHEWUFH i havent laughed this hard in so long theres something in the NP Store air that does this to us EVERYTIME we all sit in the store😭😭 anyway i realised i have eng wa this tues.... i did not realise but its ok ill study a bit LOL i have to study more for geog i need my A anyways i am here again to say i hate saturdays so much i hate it with my whole heart ok bye im gonna go do geog 

 except its not weighted assesment bc weightage is 0! big L for me (and all my o level babes)! i dont like the topics for wa1 this yr. bio testing us on excretion, i dont rmb anyth frm last yr (other than that ok). and chem have metals, which i also dont rmb. phy has like 4 chaps but we are still learning 1st chap,, phy dept.... its ok though all that matters in the end is Os! am has trigo chap 9 and 10. no. idw. at least no binomials! em have TWO chaps from last yr. no thanks ya anyw Parade was fun tday,, i got to ic 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ hehehe also ate skittles aft Parade. yumz i love skittles thank u boomwhacker for the skittles 🫶🫶 ok bye rest well hbl tmr we can sleep in whoooo okay byes sleep well all of u aroom muack muack

day three’s topics are what are your hope 3 pet peeves.. ok been quite some time since i thought about it but ill try my best to list it down 1. When people are very unpleasant and have low eq. (not saying ill dislike you but it gets me annoyed at times) 2. When people peek over and look at what I'm looking on my phone (if im close to the person i dont mind but if its acquaintances and strangers idl it) 3. try hards and people that aren't unique (its sometimes so evident when someone is trying to something they arent and its disturbing to watch) - stewa