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 hello. havent blogged in a while ☹️ tbh i miss blogging during lessons instead 😅😅 i dont feel like giving life updates tbh 😂😂 idk what im even gna talk abt here i js felt like blogging! the number of times i backspaced a paragraph bc i realised idw post it is insane lol  ok lol i js read some of our old posts abt our emo times bfr we popped LOL valid tbh sometimes i still think and cry abt it then i cry abt how no more cedar and then i cry abt my whole life 🤣 but thats okay bc thats how life goes and we just learn to deal with this stuff! anyway this holidays has been so eye opening tbh… like i understand so much more i cant rly elaborate but ive learnt so much abt ppl and things and ive reflected on my past self a bit too much with all my free time. and js… emo abt it lol! but yeah i hope i go into jc as a better and improved person 🙏  speaking of jc. i am absolutely terrified for results + sch posting 😭😭 i dont know how my fellow y4s are coping with this but th...

 Hello it's 25th December...anyway I did SO many things this month it's been such an eventful month but last week was so tough 😞 will not go into details but anyway I am still suffering frm the after effects of the thing that happened a few days ago so it's so annoying...I hope I forget abt it soon 😭 anyway the only things keeping me happy the past few days were the super weird msgs in the slytherin gc but even that is like...decreasing in number 😞 everyone is drifting alr it's kinda sad. Anyway it's like....19? Or 18 days to olevel results and im so scared....I honestly don't have high hopes anymore but I'll just wish for the best 😭😭😭. Ok I'll stop here for today bye

 Hello has it been like 2 weeks or smth....anyway I'm sorry I said I was gonna be more active but like. The past two weeks have been sooooo packed for me and I barely have any time everyday...have so many things to do every single day and it's so exhausting but I'm just pushing through 🙏  anyway today I'm going decathlon with my friends 🥳😂 we all have stuff to get from there so...anyway one of them is going to come on his bicycle while blasting yp music so I'm kinda scared to see the actually sight irl...I think I may get second hand embarrassment...ok ya that'll probably be the highlight of my weekend...tmr I'll just be home and stuff. Ok I think that's all for my blog today bye

 Hello! I know I said I'm gonna blog more but I was super busy this week so it completely slipped my mind 😭 I am still super busy but it's ok I'm here now! Anyway uhhh idk bruh I got nth much to say actl...just wanted to like publish stuff here 😭 wow I rly have nth to say I think I'm just gonna go sleep now bye 😭😭 sorry for wasting your time

 hello everybody only the first 1.5 weeks after os ended were interesting.... after that everyone is either rotting at home or overseas.... i js sit on my bed all day and scroll 😅😅  sorry guys i completely forgot i was blogging LOL 😅😂 anyway ive finally started reading again and YSTD WAS SO BOMB at night it was raining insane and i was in my bed w my kindle and reading was js so fun! my sleep schedule is soo messed up rn LOL but its ok bc no one cares until next year! im gg overseas in 3 days and i have not packed yet haha! need to pack asap bfr i get scolded LOL life is so boring rn… i went swimming a few days ago and i realised how much i love the water! im gonna go www in jan bc everyo will have sch and it wont be as crowded 😁😁 i js read all the jnrs blogs! i dont rly have anyth to say abt it LOL but happy to see sm posts LOL also im slowly forgetting abt blogging… i hope i still come back occasionally and blog im terrified for next year btw… not ready for education a...