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 I loveeee love love NPCC with my whole heart. I cannot express how much I love NPCC. I'm just soooo immensely grateful that I have NPCC. It's really really my biggest pillar of support. The things we do, the people I interact with, everything about NPCC just makes me feel so happy and content. I don't know where I would be without NPCC. I am so so thankful I found meaning in NPCC. It is really the best thing that has happened to me in life.  On another note, I just went karaoke with my event ppl! I was scared to use the mic the whole time cos one of them sang soooooo well. Soooo soooo soo good. So I didn't dare use mic cos like bruh I've literally been told I'm tone deaf or smth. I mean I'm pretty sure that's not true but still. But I still had a lot of fun. The activity is not the main point the people are! Grateful fr these ppl fr. I'll be so sad on Saturday after the event......

 hey guys… long time no blog but i need to let some feelings out :( i’m not gonna talk about the actual incident but just some stuff i realised. i love all my friends so so much. i’m so grateful for everyone i’ve ever met in my life, good or bad. but i’m 100% most grateful for all my friends i made in cedar and the experiences i had with every one of them. from class friends, to np friends, to msp friends, or even friends of friends. i’m so so happy and thankful i met these people. every single moment i spend with anyone is so important. i’m never gonna take for granted the time that i’m able to spend with people. there’s so much we constantly stress about, and i don’t think we should not stress about it. but there’s so many simple things we forget to be grateful for. and the “you only appreciate something when it's gone” hits so much harder after today. i was definitely not as affected as so many others but it made me realise so so much. i love all of you guys so much and i am bey...

hi pookieeesssss I haven’t blogged in ages 😂😂 but im rlly rlly bored in gp rn bc it’s so boring and I keep dozing off… my teacher is good but he thinks and talks a lot faster than all of us can process 😭 and he alw use big words that we don’t understand but live laugh love ig 🤣 omg i forgot abt this HELP that was 2 days ago i still hate gp so much we have it 4 days a week and its a h1… mannnnn olvls was sm btr! anyw jc life is Not It bc there’s genuinely so much to do i hv sm to do 😭 idk how ppl r doing this sia.. and rn its all the ““easy topics”” bc we js started… we’re like 1.5 months into studying and we’re supposed to be watching the lectures for 5th chem chapter and 4th phys chap 😓😓 my class is q ok actly! except when they game near my table rly loudly and i cannot focus lolll but its ok!! i will get through this bc i am a Strong Woman i’ve grown so much from sec such phys is my acts fav subj rn LOL it’s genuinely q fun ngl HAHAHA idk what else is going on in my life tbh l...