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 hi hello what is up i am back i hope u guys missed me. i dont think any of us even view our blog anymore. sometimes i go to see the jnrs blogs bc i think the blog is one of my fav parts that came from my npcc journey. aft blogging for so long, i can put my thoughts into words better! t3 is practically over yippeeyahooo life is rlly tough i did so badly for WAs... worse than any cedar paper ive given. but thats ok i learn from this! tough ppl make it through tough times (me asf!!!!! im kidding im dying)  omd idk what to talk abt here... i miss answering random qns we found during lessons / proposal calls. that was so fun! idw talk abt acads... help. i have no clue what to blog abt. tmr is teachers day im meeting my cedar class fg! i wanted to go cedar but im dismissed a little later so idt i can make it back in time... ☹ ok but im still happy to see my friends hehehhe OMG sabrina released album a few days ago but i bet everyone alr knows that bc of how much she blew up!! which...

wassup gang im back! havent blogged in so long but i decided to do it instead of watching my lectures hehe, theres sm of it i rather not touch it at all... but not like i can bcause promos are in less than a month! yippie...!  anyways i signed up for ndc this year for funsies but now as the hours count down to tmr i realised how much i really missed and loved np. i only had 5 trainings but i feel like i formed so many new and close connections and im genuinely so grateful for them, for making every one of my trainings feel so fun and nolstalgic. pulling up in my uniform made me feel so proud of how much i grew because of np and also brought back so much of my dearest memories. i cant help but chuckle everytime i think abt parades in cedar where no matter how tough it was to be doing drills in the hot sun, we would always leave the school laughing and smiling together, reflecting back on some of the stupid mistakes we had made or some unfinished convo we had before parade started. i...

 hi pookiepops i forgot abt bloggginngg 😂  omg jc is so tough like its NOT A JOKE i thought the snrs were exaggerating i was like how hard can it be right! I WAS SOO WRONG! i sleep at 1 wake up at 6 everyday stuyding and im still behind. how. but whatever rn i'm just on pace w everyth in the way that if they go through one extra qn than what they said i wouldnt have done it.. haha! alls good though im trying my best to make it through this! tonights agenda is finish econs sls, chem bonding notes and gravitational field tutorial! i should be studying but i decided to come here for a while ! i saw my cedary friend today bc she came my sch for sc invest and i was So Happy. like words cannot express how much i love Cedarys! everytime i get on at serangoon i pray to see a cedary or someone i know 🤞🤞 hmmmm what else! idk if i said bfr but i got a digicam a few months ago and i cant stop using it and takinf random pics i love it so muhc im so ahppy it was a good invetsment hehehhe...

 Hi guys I miss PDP 😢 hearing 3/5 of kwm talk abt PDP is so like "wow those were good times" but at the same time I wish I cld be there 😢 but no. I'm in another continent unfortunately. Life is tuff like that 💔 anyway long time no blog! I've been rly lazy the past few weeks. Life hasn't been very eventful too. I'm just living thru and grateful for June hols 🙏 ok that's all I have to say for now bye

 i blogged like ystd but i’ve been feeling emo lately so! i’m so grateful for all my friends like i’m genuinely so so happy that 99% of my friendships have always been for the better. and like js knowing that i can voice msg any friend and they will listen to me yap makes me feel so grateful for everyth! also icl having bad days makes life so much better in the sense that like it makes good days 100 times better if that makes sense. and honestly. i have come to the realisation that nothing u do matters that much. like at the end of the day once u graduate nobody cares abt what u did and didn’t do (except universities but whatever) idk what im saying  bye i was blogging this on 12 may and today is 19 may WAIT its been a week das craaazyy  im not even emo anymore LOL whatever! um i don’t even have much to say anymore lol idk why but i feel like a child when i blog  my wa1 grades were Not It i did so badly for some subjs. like people say its okay to do badly in jc but i...

 hi gals! i was gonna blog a few days ago but i fell sick and forgot 😂 😂 😂 anyw jc is Not It. i think i’ve said this bfr but ya im js expressing my hate towards the jc lifestyle. nobody is joking when they say os is significantly easier than jc. haha! anywaayyy im so excited for POP ! ik y’all are sad but i’m so excited to see heraaaaaa hehehehhee i miss cnu 😞 life was better without Males. lol jokes the guys are not that bad (some). maybe it’s js bc of the sch i’m in haha! but overall i think the sch isn’t THAATT BAD as i might have said before… 🤣 doesn’t mean i am enjoying school. idk what im on about anymore i feel like i’m going absolutely insane  i don’t have anything much to say ig??? idk man i’m so Lazy to do anything at all. excited for pop tho hehehe see y’all then 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 going to Lock In and finish my work now bye guys 😘

 jk this sunday is  not yummy at all. the only thing yummy from today was my delicious samyang i just had for lunch! wah this weather is so hot sia oh my days iw to on aircon so badly... im in the middle of watching my protein synthesis lecture and i need to do tutorial for it and entropy tutorial and figure out math and er many more things to do... shd i go for cedars open hse on 18 may, kinda tempting ngl iw to get free cedar merch! i can honestly pass off as a 12 yr old! which reminds me of a time a aunty at macs asked me if i wanted a hello kitty crown and when i rejected she thought i was a shy 12 yo kid haha...  i need to make flowers for all the concerts im gg to as well oh my days why so many things to do ah and IM EXCITED FOR POP, (one of my fav squads) POP ❤️! im looking fwd to it because its actually a valid ish reason for my squad to go back and meet up tgt and i think thats really nice and also nice to know ish that we will make time for npcc hehe, esp since ...

 I loveeee love love NPCC with my whole heart. I cannot express how much I love NPCC. I'm just soooo immensely grateful that I have NPCC. It's really really my biggest pillar of support. The things we do, the people I interact with, everything about NPCC just makes me feel so happy and content. I don't know where I would be without NPCC. I am so so thankful I found meaning in NPCC. It is really the best thing that has happened to me in life.  On another note, I just went karaoke with my event ppl! I was scared to use the mic the whole time cos one of them sang soooooo well. Soooo soooo soo good. So I didn't dare use mic cos like bruh I've literally been told I'm tone deaf or smth. I mean I'm pretty sure that's not true but still. But I still had a lot of fun. The activity is not the main point the people are! Grateful fr these ppl fr. I'll be so sad on Saturday after the event......