i miss np sm

wassup gang im back! havent blogged in so long but i decided to do it instead of watching my lectures hehe, theres sm of it i rather not touch it at all... but not like i can bcause promos are in less than a month! yippie...! 

anyways i signed up for ndc this year for funsies but now as the hours count down to tmr i realised how much i really missed and loved np. i only had 5 trainings but i feel like i formed so many new and close connections and im genuinely so grateful for them, for making every one of my trainings feel so fun and nolstalgic. pulling up in my uniform made me feel so proud of how much i grew because of np and also brought back so much of my dearest memories. i cant help but chuckle everytime i think abt parades in cedar where no matter how tough it was to be doing drills in the hot sun, we would always leave the school laughing and smiling together, reflecting back on some of the stupid mistakes we had made or some unfinished convo we had before parade started. im genuinely so gratfeul for the experiences np have given me even though i have popped and hopefully i can do this again next year! esp since next year is VCA NDC!!! sg60 and bringing the 3 schools together again hehe!

im lowk abit scared for tmr because what if i fumble and my flagstaff doesnt go in the holder then i wld have to pray and hope i last in that position for the entire slow march i might actually combust leh.. pls pray that the wind and sun is not too strong too... oh dear AND NO RAIN. IT WILL GO WELL TMR. TRUST.

im also so excited to meet up w my darlings and spill tea too! i love meeting up w my darlings missed them so so so much, really missed their presence every morning and yapping in the corridor 

anyways i need to go and pin uni etc to prep for tmr! it will all go well tmr trust! wld like to say im super grateful for npcc again hehe

~ boomwhacker