clowning and procrastinating

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 one of my wise friends said shes a clown and not a joke because some jokes have meanings... HEHHEHEH im the same. im a clown,, a clown that clowns and cries cos of two grown men who were once truly madly deeply in love with one another. ok moving on im here procrastinating and i still have math and hist to complete god help ANYWAYS I WENT out to eat and oh my god i ate nearly every indian food i was craving like garlic naan god MY HEART beats for garlic naan and garlic bread ok? 

this week felt so off like it wasnt like other weeks yk. im not saying it was bad but it just felt so long and weird like it was a mix of fun and tiring but it felt so weird ok like extremely weird and funky

ALSOOOO,, i changed my water bottle (byebye to "my cup") and idk why i think i share a emotional connection with every water bottle i ever have....MAY ITS CUS I LOVE DRINKING WATER AND USE IT AS A FORM OF EMOTIONAL SUPPORT????? so like whenever i change my bottle i feel kinda sad and it feels like letting go of a friend.....am i ok? NOPE not at all. i need help. i remember in p6 i was like mentally married to this aqua blue bottle and like when it broke oh my god i actl shed tears over a OBJECT. like who gets emotionally attached to OBJECTS literally non living things- yeah but like there are still some objects i have emotional connections with but i wont say cus its gonna be SO EMBARASSING.

-stewa (has emotional connections with objects and hasn't completed her history)

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