everyone is judging pls provide help

yest i was watching my friend's status and laughing so hard and my sister was beside me js looking at me like i was a crazy insane person but oh well the tiktok in her status was rly funny that i started to sound like a rooster while wheezing + laughing

anyways yest felt so high low high low ya know,, actl the whole holidays feel that way lowkey but oh well yest the books i ordered arrived HDJADGYWGD i was so happy it was only like 3 books but it made my day ya know also since the holidays have started i have bought like 5 books... AND HOW MANY OF THOSE HAVE I READ? TBH NONE BUT I WLD SAY 1 COS I AM VERY CLOSE TO FINISHING IT (hopefully today??) ya and maybe after that i wld start on six of crows which like 4+ of my friends are claiming to be REALLY good like ok yall have overhyped books before but soc is like lowkey interesting but but but I WONT LET THE OVER-HYPENESS affect my reading i wld js read it with zero expectations and i am like kinda prepared to be disappointed if it is not as good as yall claim it to be.

also got my retainers and they are so so so hard to maintain like help pls its like putting my teeth in prison like literally every time i wear it i feel like arresting my teeth and locking them up until i release them afterwards. also im very very scared of accidentally breaking them like the dentist said if i bite down too hard the plastic might break and i need to get new ones so like im always very cautious to not break it pls its like needing to be meticulous with ur teeth?!?!!??!? i hope i get used to it asap and like bro i cant even like talk properly I CANT EVEN SAY MY OWN NAME PROPERLY PLS 😭😭😭okay bye i shall go now and do smth productive or read the books that i bought

- stewa (the 28 lover)