so tired

 today Parade was so crazy i ran around sm and now my legs hurt sm and im mentally so exhasuted also after school. school was lowkey so tiring we had chem prac and it was super rushed and then bio was so confusing. and also i had no idea what was going on during math either. and i was just super confused and tired today. maybe bcs its still the first week of sch and i havent adjusted back to normal routine. my sleep schedule is like messed up but it's not at the same time???? man i dont know at this point.

anywaysssss,, first Parade as CLs was not as bad as i thought it will be. sorry if i hesitated too much during Drills 🙏🙏 but everyone did well (i didnt even see the other squads but yall seemed cool from where first level 👍👍)

also swetha my love pls go negative yourself,, i want to matchy matchy on youth day and do ballet together but if u dont come im going to be so sad. ridha said she can replace you buT ITS NOT THE SAME YK. ridha also said that we can use cardboard and tissue paper to make makeshift tutus. "douse the cardboard in glue and stick tissue paper all over it" - ridha. it wasnt a bad idea then i told her we'll do on graduation/pop and i regretted it the next secnod hahahaha help nvm itll still be fun if we do it

ok bye will go sleep now to un-tired myself