i’m falling again i’m falling again i’m faaaaallingggg

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 hi this week i think I experienced the most amount of exhaustion i have in the past few years. this week so so terrible and tiring. i need another march holiday. like i’m tired on a daily basic (coming from someone that sleeps 7+ hours everyday) but idk this week i didn’t even have energy to walk or talk properly (except thurs cos yk yk) ya and then i’m tired everyday but i don’t sleep during lessons okay the most that happens is i js lah my head on the desk with my eyes opened. BUT THIS WEEK EVERY MOMENT THE CHER WAS NOT IN CLASS I CLD LIKE SLEEP ON COMMAND (thank god to the beanbag my classmate put in the class) today i slept on it while waiting for math olympiad after dismissal and wow best nap of the week fr i am so happy it’s over i hope i am more enthusiastic and and energetic in the next weeks cus i honestly feel guilty when i’m like this :// it doesn’t feel like ME yk i feel so off personality and also i don’t pay attention to like the people around me cos i’m simple too tired for that 😭😭😭 whatever i’m sorry to everyone i didnt receiprocate ur energy back to 🙏🙏 will make up for it next weeks. i didn’t even reply to ppl properly and blueticked ppl for a few hours JKDKSHSJS ISSOK I WILL REST UP AND DO BETTER YES THANK YOU

- stewa (2 weeks since hslot and she’s still not over harry styles)

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