but man, I can hate you sometimes

 (title is not just a harry song lyric) 

guess who i hate? people that i seem to love. no but rly this year showed me how its very normal to be done with and hate people you love at times cus its quite unreal and impossible to love someone 24/7

also i realised how much people not doing their own work annoys me. like not taking innitiative is one thing but not even completing ur BASIC responsibilities makes me angry. AND SOMETIMES ITS REPETIVE AND I DONT SEE ANY FORM OF SELF IMPROVEMENT OR ADJSUTMENTS MADE LIKE BRO U LIVING THING OR WHAT?? (please dont be offened im just really mad at these kind of people) red flags tbh like i dont like at all, instant turn off fr! u cld be great and funny person but the moment you dont have any form or work ethic, my admiration for you really goes down. cant help but dislike that side of you. i mean some times people really try and dont have time to complete their stuff and responsibilities but thats okay if its like a phase or once in awhile thing.. BUT CONSTANTLY BEING LIKE THAT.. says a lot about ur qualities as a person. maybe thats why i think self improvement is such a attractive quality. like effort being put into beter oneself is so impressive. wow those people are >>>>

also i think this generation has very messed up priorities. "oh i just procrastinate" girl procrastination lowkey stems from not having proper priorities. knowing what needs to be asap but not doing still shows ur priorities arent set well or at least they are not being folllowed. also procrastination is basically putting ur short term moods in front of ur long term wellbeing and achievements so again priorites!!!!! accept ur flaws and make changes rather than justifying urself for all the terrible lifestyle practices you have! if this seems targeted, yes it is, its targetted and each and every single one of you that procrastinate and dont have ur priorities set right. its taregetted towards me and everyone that complains abt having too much to do but proceeds to DO NOTHING about it. yes msyelf included, we are all messed up and need to improve and do better.

problematic traits, terrible self control and having very low motivation levels also all leads to procrastination but i wont talk about it cus iw to sleep and im tired. but basically the gist is everyone should be more acceptive of their flaws and areas for improvemt and help themselves rather than simply avoiding it and running away. you have to deal with it one day or another. so just face it and get over it before its too big to handle. ya ok ill go sleep, if u dont agree with any of these feel free to disscuss it cos im human and i have messed up opinions and thoughts too!

- stewa (she just blogged everything she need to say to herself)