i get the feeling that you'll never need me againnnnnn

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bro yesterday so embarrassing muack muack balleter go remind me that it was our last time wearing PT Kit and it hit me so hard i started to sob. urgrhghgrhghr so emo so emo i wanted to go home then cry or like atleast cry on my way home not like bawl even before everyone was dissmissed, its ok to be emo its fine i love life hahaha i literally wanted to POP asap cus i wanted to start revision proper but now its all coming to and end and its hard to accept it cus regardless of how much or little love we have for this cca, we are all attached one way or another :// 

i am craving banana cake from molly in hougang maybe ill go over the weekends js to get it. it taste so good and nostalgic cus i used to live there till i was like 4 years old so ya. im so sad iw my comfort food. also today was supposed to be louis concert but hahahahaahaha its ok life is never perfect we can get through this. I AM SO EMO I DIDNT SEE MYSLEF BEING THIS AFFECTED BRO VUVHSGVSRGJ URGRHGRHRGHRHHH yk i cant even like hold my bottle the normal way i always hold it in the np way like by the base. this cca has grown on me sm i cant escape it quite literally like ehbveipv its even harder when i didnt want to get this attached in the first place. i hope i made time in NPCC slightly more memorable for everyone and idk gosh its really time to go??? feels so long yet so short like esp having Parades twice a week idk its all like fever dream. hard to accept but our time is really over man. life goes on. i will get over this and we cant still keep in touch right? yea we deffo can. i will still continue blogging whenever i can GOSH I CANT BLOG ABT Parades ANYMORE??&#%)%#*( iwgrrhj urrhrhrr issok my life is more entertaining ill keep all of you updated whenever i can :)

ps happy birthday tall banana!! please stop growing too tall /lh

- stewa (emo emo emo)

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