i have this thing where i get older but just never wiser

i have not done my testimonial but this is something that i shall do haha

there was this girl who's heart was not whole but she found the missing pieces in the cracks and corners of her treacherously goofy CCA called NPCC

it leads me to think that this whole NPCC journey was honestly such fate for me. i will never live down the fact that i tried to appeal out 3 times and mr chai just never read the emails LOL one thousand, one hundred and sixty four days of being part of NP with barely half of it being us actually doing something related to NP, 40 weeks of going home with sweaty people and complaining on buses too loudly that half the nation hears. 

im going to miss this :( thank you hera for being my lovely buddies who stuck with me even though we fight sometimes and thank you for being the constant thing that never changed even as the year passed. i will miss going home with yall, i will miss eating at the longkang at AC with yall, i will miss drinking milo that sonia or diviya definitely paid for after CCA and i will miss the 7am wake ups and jumping onto zoom to do AC immediately.

NPCC jumped at me when i least expected it and now is something i hold so dearly and closely to my heart. i cant imagine it all going away when we POP let alone after graduation.

im glad Sir never saw those emails. im not one to believe in fate but if three times was a charm, NPCC was a beautifully winded rose with thorns that stabbed and wrenched through my heart.

And the girl's heart was whole again.

from nepo bby wannabe