why wont you ever say what you wanna say...

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one more proper parade until POP man its all coming to an end sooner than we thought. I was fr anticipating POP so that i can finally start on revision proper and work towards olevs and prepare for the BIG EXAM but im so conflicted rn like im so grown to this cca and leaving it in ond day is so URGHRGRHRG no more procrastinaing my homework by doing NP work and no more sunday night panicking with Training goofers :(( life is gonna be so boring after step down i think hera should still try to meet up every wed or fri and study/do work tgt and also watch the rest of the squads have Parade. POP is gonna be so emo but I am just so grateful for all the experienced gained in this cca. ya it was and is still quite terrible at times but there is srsly so much you can learn and takeaway from everyone and everything here. i learnt more soft skills in np than any other cce lessons HGDAJGADG also the friends i made in here <333 my biggest fear is drifting away from them. i hope we stay in touch man (dramatically wipes tears) 

wah i think wed after parade when i go change in the toilet ill js start breaking down JGHSKGFJHFGYJ NP is such a escape from reality though it can turn out the other way round sometimes but ya its time consuming but way better thna facing the harsh reality and O levs. its ok after POP ill try to robot-ify myself and all ill be doing is studying for Os and not let myself feel a single emotion /joking 
nah i will try to find a way to not be so affected by POP. i rmb our year head said in the start of the year how many people are attached to their ccas and how stepping down from cca would be harder than we think and recovering from it would also be quite tough.. its true... i am finally seeing the truth in her words. its such a constant that has been throughout the 4 years yk leaving it is HARD. anyways love each one of yall i met thru thiss cca please dont drift away too much and jiayou!!

special mention to admin dept for the most amazing gp ever :)))) will be remembered forever and such a unforgettable Parade <33 ienjoyed it sm i am now sad cus its over but thank you thank you sm AND selamat hari raya to those who celebrate!! go have fun, eat all the kuehs and be HAPPY hohohoho

- stewa (emo hours)

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