good morning

 hello everybody today felt so weird when i saw other NP ppl bringing their uni and i js came to sch w my bag 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ funny but i am starting to accept reality </3

anyw today i had chem make up prac and it was so funny i asked 3 of my friends to come with me bc i was too scared to go alone and make small talk with my teacher HELP and then they helped me wash my test tubes and stuff when i was doing other parts of the prac LOLL and they like gave me hints not to do co2 test for one of them so i can save time and my teacher was like "wow ur friends so nice they help u i would be so touched" uhuhgufihliu i didnt how to reply so i js "hahahah yaa" LMFAO then i came home at like 3 which is super early for a friday bcs for the longest time friday was alw a reach home at 8 day so it felt good ig but i rather be at Parade 😕😕 its okays life goes on!

also i miss the NP Store so much 💔💔 iw to go in and go crazy on fridays b4 Parade and js talk and talk and play burning bridges and stuff ☹☹ but we will go in one last time for POP (then i will cry but its ok) 

i have school tomorrow i cant believe this im so emo i am fr like reaaallyyy sick and tired and done with sat sch. like last yr i still could do it but this year i am js idk i have no energy in general even though i sleep enough and stuff. but i have no choice until Os are over. speaking of which, 189 days till Os are over 🔥🔥 its the only thing keeping me going bc i will be 100% free no one can stop me from doing anything at all. 189 DAYS ‼

im also q emo bc i cant see xxx this weekend bcs we both have wa2s and stuff and its not a long weekend either 💔💔💔 but its alright. june hols i will see them more. trust 🤞🤞

okaay bye i will go do mt hw due tmr 😔

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