no longer im denial

 hi im still in denial but rlly i cant say much details abt POP bcause erm, i was js living in the moment and like rlly my brain is small 😗😗

POP came and go so quickly, rlly i nvr knew it was gg to come so quickly and finish so quickly

it still doesnt process in my head rn. its so funny that Persephone and Nyx alr blogged about it and NONE of Euphrosyne and Hera blogged abt it yet HAHHAHA.

spent the time b4 Parade helping everyone pack their gifts while i js cleaned the Store and threw sm things and js tried to make space for all the gifts omg thr was so much so much

then i wore my SI Rank and my Beret with the Yellow Flash FOR THE 1ST TIME AND IT WAS SO DBFKRVSKVDKSVDKSH i felt so cool but it felt so off at the same time gdkdgdjgdkshsjhs

soon it was time for the actual thing and erm IT JS WENT BY SO FAST.  tbh i actually forgot what to do aft my name was called out, literal brain freeze uk. i actually teared a little during Pledge Taking as the entire Unit js recited the Pledge so loudly and it resounded sm throughout the entire Courtyard. cant believe its the last time alr... when Aswatha commanded Bersurai, i let go. i js cldnt hold it in anym, rlly it all js ended

i js bawled w germ in the Courtyard and rlly, it was vv emotional and again i cant believe it was js over so so quickly. we laughed and cried it was on and off crying HAHAHAHA i saw Ma’ams and i cried to the wall. i actually didnt predict myself to cry THIS MUCH. but what can i say, i love CNU so much ❤️

i cried sm that Ma’am Sharelene called me a faucet HAHAHAHA and our Aphrodite Ma’ams gave a WHOLE WATERMELON UK it was so heavy to carry all the way to pizza hut. so sweet and so nice hehe

i actually missed seeing Alectrona Ma’ams so much and im so glad they all came bk for us <3

METIS MA'AMS TOO its been so long, i cried when i saw them 😗😗

overall, im rlly thankful to every Ma’am that came down on Wednesday js for POP. rlly am thankful for all the guidance u hv given to us

pizza hut aftw was so EX??? 119 ++ for 8 ppl uk hrjrhejdh expensive man but it was nice we laughed sm and i was js purely fangirling hehehehe

yole w the remainder of the squad funds and then we went home 

slept at 1.30am bcause i was laughing and crying HAHHAA

yest was also so crazy and fun called fot 13h ++hehe w the best ok thats it 

so crazy so fun thank you and jiayou to those chem-ing 

~ boomwhacker