dead

 im so tired..... i have no energy for anyth bro but i still need to go meet someone at 1030.... im genuinely SOOOO dead idk bruh its only 2nd week of june. i havebt even started mugging 😭😭😭 im not even done with hw man .... my todo list is still so long bro 😭😭😭 and idk ive been sleeping sm lately. 2 nights ago i went to sleep at 11, woke up at 9. then at 3 i was kinda tired so i was gonna take a 45min nap but i woke up at 530 and i still slept at 1130 last night! idk ive been doing nth lately its so tiring i hate everything. iw np again bc np without fail alw helped me?? like yes it was ofc stressful at times but np was alw a better option than studying 😭 like idk if idw study i go do some document or smth or go settle np work but now if i dont study i have fr nth to do???? if idw study i js end up scrolling or binge watching then i get scolded 😭😭😭 this blog is taking too much energy too but iw let all this out but i got no energy to talk so im js blogging lol. like i went out today from 11 to 5. but at 130ish i was alr so tired??? and its not like i didnt like the ppl or what we were doing i js kinda died for a while??? and i fr enjoy hanging out w them ok my social batt has js been dying faster. and i genuinely genuinely am vvv excited to go out tmr ok but if i stop talking for a while i js need to recharge ok 🙏🙏🙏🙏 but! thr are also times i use all my energy when i go out then i js hibernate when i go home like when we watched little mermaid yk. i only got tired otw home. so i rlly hope its like that tmr. but like i said,, my social batt is dying faster than usual. also omg my family is being so annoying when i say iw to rest and idw interact w ppl??? bruh they keep saying i shdnt spend time alone which is fine i agree i shd socialise a bit ofc but its crazy that they dw me spend time alone but they dw let me go out?? or call ppl???? they want me to talk to them which is fine but when i talk to them they js end up criticising me or lecturing me ab how Os are coming????? u think idk 😭😭😭😭 i talking to ppl to distract myself then they bring it up again.... ok wtv not gonna say anyth else ab my fam 🙏 but ya idk ive been so tired this week. like last week i went sch for 2 days and it was fine???? like those 2 days i went sch were the least tiring days????? but when im at home im so much more tired than usual.... which doesnt make sense right. idk if u think ab it sch is defo more tiring mentally and physically but idk la its so weird. maybe its js bc i have no self discpline and when i stduy (not hw) i use more brain energy than i actl need so i tire out faster. and like ystd i was js filing my stuff and i js sorted my stack of worksheets into its subjs (havent even arrange acc to topic and put in file) but i was alr so tired?? i js sit there do that my brain was genuinely so dead.... idk man life is hard

ok 1022 alr i need to leave to meet the person 🙏 bye jiayou and see (some of) yall tmr hehe

also. can all of u blog. POP-ed squad blog more active sia.

also i realised i forgot so sign off on sm of my posts

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