wish i had a time machine

 hi im back but bc im emo. i said this alr but im gonna blog ab it too

i miss npcc so much

i miss having parades

i miss b4 parade goofing arnd in store and playing burning bridges

i miss taking walks b4 parade

i miss hearing "all adjusments cut"

i miss doing roll call and inspection

i miss goofing arnd with hera. esp during pioneering.

i miss tent pitching and flag erection

i miss asking hera changing timing and seeing we improved

i miss planning ac and games parade

i miss meeting up like everyday of the wk b4 ac to prep for ac

i miss making layouts

i miss parades where ncos wld come for parade with hera and i wld be soso happy

i rlly wanted a full hera parade b4 pop yk

i miss all our ma'ams

i miss post parade bonding with Euphrosyne

i miss buying and chugging milo after parades and talking ab how everyones parade went bc got ncos for each squad in all of us gg home tgt

i miss taking pictures at THE mirror

i miss the few mins b4 pop when i was alr ab to cry bc fr last thing and i js hug swetha and sonia

i miss hearing bersurai and doing our last drill as a squad (fun fact i was alr crying when i heard the command)

i miss post pop when we were all hugging and bawling

i miss everything so much im so sad rn

being squad ic wasnt my favourite thing but i still miss everything so so much :")

im crying rn haha

im actually fr so sad i didnt ever think i wld be this attached to np but i am so live laugh love

oh um miss doesnt look like a real word anym lol

ok ill go cry ab this like the loser i am

bye