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 hi hello its me! the harry obsessed one! title is pcd coded cus we got a new member joining us HAHA diviya kella! lowkey essed how she needs to study and pcd at the same time but jiayou man! pcd is terrible-er than ncd cus it all feels like a fever dream! and it js so sad how time flies so quick and after the concert the slap from reality (ESP WHEN U GET HOME!) is terrible! so ya even through there isnt proper CURE for pcd i hope she manages to avoid it and not let it bother her sm! once again its geog lesson LMFAO my cher is going thru geog times practice i feel so dumb cus i never read the QP and we only supposed to do 1 qn per section BUT I DID EVERYTHING UNTIL MY HAND NEARLY BREAK YESTERDAY bro i shud have js opened my eyes big big but anyway its js extra practice ig but my hands hurt sm i hope the weekend makes it better! speaking of weekend, I AM GOING JB TMRW!!!! ur sign to not contact me cus i no data :) jk pls dont stop texting me its js that i wld reply later! also this ...

 quick blog! MY CONCERT IS TODAY GUYS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 going to die bye im so excited 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ill actly bawl during the concert goodbye i have a ton of hw to complete bfr going but im beyong excited ive been giggling and kicking my feet like crazy omfg im so hyped for this ive waited FOREVER 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 and its finally here! less than 12h im sosoososoos excited this is crazy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ok going to go speedrun all my hw due tmr bye i hope i come out alive after today

 ok i blogged yst so not much to update ab ig..... but today was pretty ok imo! im rlly tired rn i slept 8h last night, accidentally extended my nap from 40min to 2h and its only 10pm but i can barely keep my eyes awake. honestly js thinking of gg to sleep now then waking up early maybe???? or jst sleep bro i rlly want to rest alot 😭😭😭😭😭 my sleep schedule has been crazy lately its not good for me so iw to jst sleep and reset my sleep cycle or smth?!??!?!? idk bro anyway thank god for 3 days of hbl 🙏🙏🙏🙏 but the teachers are absolutely crazy omg ok let me write my hbl hw todo list here - bio mogen ws - bio human repro ws - bio plant transport ws - bio dbq - bio ecology and inheritance tys - chem alcohol and carboxylic acid basic and adv - chem macromolecules basic and adv - physics booster worksheets - geog timed prac - eng timed prac (I LEFT MY TYS IN SCH nvm ill collect aft oral) - amath 2020 prelim - emath 2020 prelim ^^THATS ALL JST HW BTW I STILL NEED TO REVISE FOR PREL...

 life is getting even harder 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 my motivation has dropped so bad today 😇😇😇😇i dont think i can do this anymore 💔💔💔💔💔 im so physically and mentally drained i am not ready for the next 4ish months going to k word myself 😊😊😊😊😊 i am so tired ive barely done anything today i just want a week of no stress and to sleep and talk to my friends. i also want to go back to school so that i feel productive! and iw talk to people man im so lazy at home i genuinely cannot wait for os to be over bro 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 im so sick and tired of all this alrdy. i just think ab 10 november 9am when they ask us to stop writing the immense joy ill feel 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i actually cant wait for os to end! i reaaallyy want to jst go out w ppl and js have the time of my life not being at home 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞 but until then life goes on and i continue studying and grinding 😊😊😊😊😊 anyway at least sch is changing prom date 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 and maybe not in sch also 😁😁😁😁😁😁 pls ...

 Going kayaking tmr! Been so long since I blogged. Anyway I'm excited for tmr. Ok today was so tiring like mentally I was sad and angsty and angry half the time but that's how life is so 🔥🔥 got to deal with it. Anyway I also have no life. Ok I need to do stuff cos I just reached home so bye. Will try blog again soon

 hello everyone 🔥🔥🔥🔥 time for a life update. i actly have q a bit going on but i cant say LOL but today was so ????? the day started w me finally reaching sch at 715. i was gonna do math homework but rae asked us to corridor! so we went corridor. then ended up chugging 100plus at 730 in the morning..... CRAZY. my stomach felt so weird bc i didnt even eat bfast properly so until 3rd period all i had was a lot of 100 plus 😭😭😭😭 today math was terrible I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON and i was so far behind everyone else its a bit concerning 😊😊😊😊 i am only at q3 everyone was alr at lik q5/6 so i cried during lesson today bc i got too stressed 🤣🤣🤣🤣 but i didnt let anyone see and jst went toilet pulled it together and went back but by the time i went back it was english alr! we did oral and the topic was so weird?!?!??!?! idw explain lol theres chem timed prac on fri 😊😊😊😊 i am a little bit doomed (im lying im super doomed). i hate that this wk is the last wk bfr we ha...

 hi hello i am stuck in a haylor brainrot this is extremely embarrassing but its ok i am js again in geog lesson rn and i am so so so bored. we are doing tys now and idh my geog tys #embarrasment101 i am the geog rep somemore haizzzzz its ok later on today i have chemistry consult hehehe very excited. not excited for chem timed prac on friday tho. every friday i am faced with a new science that challenges me and my emotions and my well being. its ok its only going to get worse from here so its alright i will enjoy(?)  this while its lasts haha! life is so sad and tiring i actl dont know why i dragged myself to sch today its terrible and also i teared up when it wasnt even 7am in the morning cus balleter aroom muacks muakcs decided to relive last Parade before POP memories and post it on thier cfl and when i saw that i js 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i actl kinda want to relive POP day idk i js feel that it was just so much emotions and  things going on like i cried laughed had fun and ev...

 hi have not blogged in long time esp since speaknow tv came but rn its geography lesson and i am secretly revising for my physics timed prac and trying to look like im typing geog notes when im actl blogging lolol  i am so so tired. but on a more positive note, I had a productive hbl after so long, ITS THE punngol regional library istg that places blocks me from procrastinating, after a month-ish of only studying 2ish hours a day yest i studied around 4.5hrs and and i got so tired by like 8.30 pm so i js stopped there and went to do some more relaxed stuff. oh and yest i also somewhat fully iunderstood and cld do differenciation and idk i js felt more confident doing the qns after trying to do it so long.  ALSO TODAY I LOST 20 CENTS OK I nearly lose 2.20 but thankgod my frd spotted the 2 dollar note before it flew away and ya im so sad my 20 cents gone gone fr (js like me from cedar np) (ur sooooo funny im laughing soooo much)  but ya i hope i find (my) 20 cents aga...

 wassup everybody i decided to blog while eating my honey dew frm the box jts so sweet and nice and delicious i love all kinds of melon excepr er the not nice ones this wk was so tiring i dont even want to mention it anymore gosh dont think ill stay bk fr to see Parades anym 💔 its getting tiring but ill stay bk fr mass lectures LOL like literally my nxt sat tuition is getting cancelled and replaced on mon 4 to 6 BUT i signed up fr chem mass lecture then so aft the mass lecture ends at 1630 im running to the library and setting up fr MORE chem  ok but im slowly liking chem more tbh and my chem grades are slowly gg 🆙️🆙️ hopefully ill like eng more so my eng can also go up up bcause i think im unable to rely on chi fr gpa... ok live laugh love  im gg to continue and finish my box of melons and study no wait i need to shower then do my bed sheets then study yes  academic come back starts now 🔥🔥 not gnna end up like last yrs eye (real) ok bye bye ~ boomwhacker

 hi i have 12mins before tuition and idk what to do bc i cant finish any work in under 12mins so ill blog 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 hope everyone's life is going well 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 mine is not i am struggling life is so hard. i wanted to stay back today but as i js said i have make up tuition today bc i had remedial on monday 💔💔💔💔💔💔 (side note ive been spamming emojis a bit lately lol) anyw ive been SOOO TIRED its not even a joke anymore i am too lazy to talk ab how much ive been sleeping but its not that bad minimally 6 continous hours plus 1h naps ok yet monday was SO EXHAUSTING maybe bc of chem lecture that was terrible but 😭😭😭😭 life goes on wait omg only 5 more mins maybe ill continue later i have alot to blog ab! oh my teacher js said delay she needs until until 535pm ok ok life's been stressful lately bc of prelims and os and whatnot and bc my class is a HUGE nerd our back whiteboard has a countdown to os, prelims, and prom (idk if i say alr but prom is on last paper (b...

 This week is finally over! I had such a tough week tbh. Was so tiring. I am also very behind on work and I only have myself to blame for this. But I will try my best to catch up this weekend. There's F1 soon so I'm just waiting for it to start now...and also I hope football season starts soon bc life is so boring without football. Ok I don't have much to say today bye Germaine

 i can't say much but the only good thing ab today was SLI (like the actual marching part). everything else was absolutely trash. i am so so sick and tired of people. i do not wait to deal with anyone anymore i js want to take a really long nap. i genuinely thought today would be a better day but ok i guess 😐 i just have to hope and pray i get through this alive. but i am genuinely so so done w everything and everyone. not everyone is who i thought they were ☺ sometimes i remember to get other people's opinions and suddenly my feelings make more sense LOL anyway i did not get TS tickets. i am so sad. this added on to my entire bottle of terrible emotions. it's ok i just sent voice messages to my one and only real one 🤘 (that emoji is called 'sign of the horns' i just learnt that) fr feels good to let my emotions out lol also speaking of SLI. thank you for the video. it was genuinely so good and wonderful. i was tearing up okay. y'all have no idea how many time...

 hello! js wld like to share thank all of you for creating that beautiful SLI video. i cld rlly see all the efforts that u guys put in as well as all ur heartfelt messages thank you so much :) SLI went well imo! it was so fun staying back for rehearsals and getting to wear Full Uniform again hehe esp my Station Inspector Rank 🔥 hehe i was actually so excited for tdy that i polished my new Boots like 3 times to achieve maximum shine !! rlly loved tdy so so much, might js post on ig fr tdy no words can express how much i truly love the video and everything that happened in the morning, this day would really hold a special memory in my heart reception kinda mid tbh… sry… spring rolls were gd! i wanted to snag eclairs but all gone liao OH THE DAMN NICE SHINE MUSCAT DRINK WAS THR SOSOSOSO GD YK i love, glad to drink it again hehe went back to class and had lessons all the way till 1320 then i js walked arnd the classroom block like 5 to 6 times frm 1345 to 1400 while waiting fr germ an...

 i dont know how to do bio i have EIGHT worksheets to do by tmr I LITERALLY TOOK DOWN THE ANSWERS FOR ONE OF THEM ON A PIECE OF PAPER THEN LOST THE PIECE OF PAPER 💔💔💔💔 i am so screwed for lesson tmr but i am too stressed ab ts tix for this so I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO i am not ready i still have other work to do I SHOULD NOT HAVE GONE WITH XXXX TO XXX TODAY this is terrible goodbye on a side note please scream tmr during SLI when we march thank you  goodbye i am going to die today

 HI HELLO this song was playing in the morning when i boarded the bus and guess who i saw  🔥 🔥   yay so ya time has been passing by really really slow and  that its so painful i cannnot why is today SO DAMN SLOW. and mos tof relewased at 1240 for the LC (BTW GOODLUCK TO THOSE TAKING) but i swear its gonna feel as though today was a 2.40 ot 3.20 day man :(((( im so sad and tired iw to sleep i only had 6 hours (NOT ENOUGH FOR ME OKAY?) ya pls if someone gives me a pillow or sleeping bag rn i might js snooze away  i wanted to get acai today but then i only had acai like 5 days ago and maybe its too early to have acai again so ill have acai maybe at the end of this week. also reality check we have less than 8 weeks to prelims lol i m screwed so bad i am only prepared for like 2 subjects?? idk man im so helpless esp for amath js gonna pray to god that the paper wont be that hard that i cant pass.. SJSJSJSJSS btw chem is wonderful i love chemistry everytime i do che...

i am beyond bored i have no energy to study anymore i didnt even do much today so i have come here and decided to keep HE(RAWR) Blog alive. firstly youth day was so fun 🔥🔥 i think i spent most of my time js taking pictures but all the pictures damn cute ok i love the me and balleter one sm its so cute but ya all the pictures damn nice sia the whole day was so fun! then SLI rehearsal. very fun also. then we went nex 😭😭😭😭 did some not very smart things and got kicked out of a certain place BYE but its ok i managed to finish some hw in the library! then dinner hehejhehehe cannot say much but very fun LOL the entire day was so draining though i went home and knocked out by like 1030  ok next tsitp s2 trailer. I AM SO EXCITED OMG jeremiah is so cute im going to die hes so cute. ok sorry wait but the first part of the trailer was not it it was so emo wdym conrad and jeremiah didnt go to steven's grad ☹☹☹☹ i lazy say all my thoughts again sia but ya anw im so excited hehahjhujreyhgv...

 GKZN IS BACK! So today I will be talking abt KWM 30 Days Challenge 🔥🔥 it involves me, yellow, xXsuperwomanXx, brownie and passion btw. It's basically a 30 day exercise challenge. Yellow wanted to name it Cedar NP 30 Day Challenge at first but we wanted to keep this exclusive to Kayaking With Michael so it's now KWM 30 Day Challenge 😍😊💥 So today was day 1 and we record video proof btw so no cheating! We are very honest challengers. The exercises were 40 squats, 5 push-ups and 25 leg lifts.  The squats were ok I think they were manageable. But the push-ups 😅😅 didn't know I was so unfit! And the leg lifts got kinda difficult towards the end but I think it was still quite manageable compared to the push-ups 😂💔 anyway this is only day 1 so the exercises will get more difficult as the days past....I have to mental prep myself for this. I will not give up! Honesty courtesy perseverance fr.  Anyway I watched yellow, xXsuperwomanXx and brownie's videos and they were rl...