trying 🙏

 hello im taking a break so im gonna blog bc i can!

ok first good job Persephone for ATC 😋😋😋 sounds very fun iw be there but its ok i am living vicariously through yall. idw blog too much ab this bc i have alr expressed my thoughts to diff ppl alr so! but super super proud of you guys very happy that yall got to experience this 🔥

second i was missing NP big time today bc NP alw brought me comfort and stuff bc it was kinda a way to forget ab everyth else and escape and today was so so so overwhelming everything in my life was going wrong and i js wanted to forget ab everyth and do a WUR or proposal or smth 😭😭 sorry i sound insane

third sept hols has been a absolute 0/10. i have without fail cried and broken down every day since monday.. 😕😕 life has been crazy lately man im so tired 😓😓 i am living the same day everyday i js sit at my table and mug

fourth i have been doing sm ip math thanks boomwhacker and kalai. its making amath a breeze LMFAO but i genuinely think my chem and amath is better 💪 

fifth i said this alr but ive broke down way too many times alr i keep telling myself to pull myself together but i js spiral downwards for like 1h then regret it bc i cld have spent that 1h studying 😅 its a endless cycle hahah

sixth grad is in 10 days os start in 26 days and os end in 63 days and prom is in 67 days JHDSFJKL cannot wait to get all this over with 🙏 

idk how much more iw to say here so im js gonna continue for a while

my bio is sooo cmi i need to work on my bio alot alot i dont have alot of time but i dont think its impossible 🙏 

im going to do one amath paper 1 and 2 now then im not gonna touch amath until monday!

okay hope everyones lives is gong alot better than mine going to get back on the grind now!

yo i havent sign off in so long

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