rotting at my seat everyday

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 hi hello I have been grinding so much hist and amath and they are both my terrible subjects that make me wanna kaboom. ALSO SINCE IM SO WEAK IN THESE  I TAKE LONGER to revise these and its so infuriating sometimes like im fr losing patience with myself its so annoying where did my psle smartness evaporate away :( 12 year old me ddint have to grind this much and still score well but now i need to mega grind tot be able to js score DECENTLY. thats so unfair but its ok i will push thru! 

anyway today i went back to sch for phy extra lesson1 well it was optional but then i needed to not rot in my dek for one day. so decided to get my backside up and go sch today. im so stupid again the lesson started at 8.30 but i thought it was 8 then i reach sch like 7.50 then i was wondering why no one then i see msg that CLEARLY STATES ITS AT 8.30. FACEPALM. well ridha sharmin babes joined me shortly at 8 then we js talk talk and verbally revise chem HAHA chem ftw i love chem sm. then lesson was at comp lab. first 2 hours were fine but last hour o lost it. sorry it was too draining. MR GUI BROUGHT SNACKS AND CANDIES HEHEHEHE so sweet. it fr kept me going for the 3 ish hours of physics. the lesson also made me realise how doomed i am for electromagnetic induction BYE. the paper wont slaughter me trust!

who made amath2 and phy2 on the same day hello then folloowed by chem1 and hist2 on same day again. girl its like cedar exam committee sat down tgt and thought "LETS MAKE THE O LEVEL KIDDOS SUFFERRRR" bro trip sci ppl have it worse for bio and phy BOTH got amath tgt like HELLO FR????? but they dont have pure humans so even out lah huh we all js SUFFERINGGGG how is grad 10 days im not looking forwatrd to anyth but after Os where i can js sleep. all i need is sleep. js 12 hours of sleep. then illl karaoke my worries away with my friends and have life back. idw a fun and extravegant life i js need a life where im not constantly dwelling over Os and spiralling downwards! i will get thru this! WE SHALL ALL GET THRU THIS!! WE CAN DO IT!! LESTOILETS LETS GOOOOOOO CEDAR SOLID UP UP WORK HARD PLAY HARD HERA IS THE BESTTTT

- STEWA (I CAN DO THIS FRFR)

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