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sorry this post is q long! have fun reading

 it's been a while hello friends! life updates. all pracs, egeog, and all eng papers over 🙏 that was genuinely the worst week of os but over now! i am too lazy to give my ratings of the papers bc its been too long (less than a week) and i just dw! this week is pure hist/geog, em1, em2, chem2, am1. i dont take pure human so this is a good week 💪 i love math sm i missed it bc i didnt touch math at all last week HJHDHSJHD but if i dont get a1 for amath i will be so sad bc i genuinely worked so hard esp for amath it was one of my worst subjs and i improved alot so im happy but i rlly hope i can get a1

anyway the main reason i came to blog was bc me and balleter were talking about np and how much we missed everyth :") and how it was such a comfort to talk to each other so often and we spent SO MUCH time together then suddenly it dropped bc everyone was studying and we dont even text as much its q sad 😓 but its ok bc whenever we do text its so nice and comforting 😁😁 i miss the ppl more than the cca itself but i still miss np like crazy sometimes. like it will be all of a sudden then ill miss everyth about it. like tdy i was missing tent pitching and flag erection w all our Ma'ams and how nice and fun it was 😕😕 even casualties had sm fun cheering hera solid and stuff. and np was js so nice even all the downs of it and getting scolded were all part of it. np will alw hold such a special place in my heart. im 100% sure that i will forget sm memories of np in 10 years but at least i can alw read old posts on blog (if i rmb it ofc) and there'll alw be hera acc i can go read our old reflections or smth LOL but yeah np is such a big part of my sec sch life and i'll be so sad forgetting memories 😕 i think i like all the small funny memories more than the big impt one like some random parades that i rmb so well bc it was js so fun and nice or we js goofed arnd bfr parade or during parade ykwim! idw talk about this more bc i dont want to dwell on this too long later i cannot study properly 😭 but yes!

other than np! life has nothing interesting rn. 😐 os end in 19 days (for bio takers) 🙏🙏🙏 i am so excited to go out and do whatever iw and go overseas heheheh. yay rae said she will blog later !

HELP I JS REALISED HOW LONG MY NP PARA IS 😭 its ok blog is my home 🙆‍♀️ also ive been such a Hater lately im so angry at everyone all the time 😥 im blaming it on the stress but its ok bc everyone i talk to understands my pain bc most of them are going through the same thing! oh i also trimmed my bangs today it feels a bit too short i hope it grows out fast so that right aft os bfr prom i can get a proper haircut!

OMG I HVAE SM TO SAY this is a very long post i hope this keeps u entertained for a while!

last post i said fomo is real but GUESS WHAATTT i dont care anymore i got over it bc its their loss (its not) but i tell myself that! and i know that all this will pay off ! it HAS to ive worked too hard its been a never ending grind since august! also keynote can die post answers for what! nobody cares about eng ans 🤬🤬 

OMG OK i need to study ive been blogging for like 20 mins HELP

OK BYE hope everyones life is good rn! for my olvl buddies 19/18 MORE DAYS LETS GOOOOOOO WE'RE ALM DONE 💪💪💪‼‼‼‼