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 I have a confession...I haven't rly started on my hw..or like what jc calls it, "tutorials". Anyway yea I shld rly start bruh cos idh much time 😭 why do I procrastinate so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 life is too tough. Oh yea anyway today Chelsea vs Liverpool carabao cup...honestly I have only 20% hope that Chelsea can win but we'll see how it goes....😞 just hoping for the best now. Up the chels...😭  Bruh I have gp econs lit geog tmr. And only lit is lecture the rest all tutorials 😭😭😭😭 bruhhhhh I hate this. Also the geog teacher gave us a handout and said we can consider refining our geog hw according to the prompts in the handout but I'm so lazy 😭😭😭😭😭 urgh idk if I shld or not...ok I'll do it if I have time anyway I'm gonna go shower first now ok bye

 hi guys its been a while 😭😭 jc is so hectic eh we barely started and im alrd behind sia... i cannot cope with the workload.... only 2ish weeks into actual lessons and im alrd having breakdowns every other day bc i dont understand what the teachers are saying 😭😭 i miss my cedar teachers sia most of my teachers in cedar damn solid. now my math and chem lecturer damn slow everytime i watch their lecture it sounds like a lullaby 😓😓 but no choice ❤ every weekend i just catch myself up on all my work! tdy i need to figure out math and practice chem... math is so confusing i dont know why i think i can do h3 math 😂😂 but its ok! i will figure this out if not tuition is alw thr for me. jc tuition is so ex though. maybe im not built for jc. on the plus side 🥳🥳 i got selected for pre-u seminar!! its so cool sia got 4d3n camp at ntu/nus also and we gonna work with ppl from other sch and do resarch and stuff im so excited i thought i wld fail the selection test 😅😅 but damn sick i a...

 Omg so rmb a few blogs back I said I asked my j2 friend for econs help THEN GUESS WHAT. His answer was WRONG. Can't believe I trusted him for this 💔 but the thing is I actl agree with his ans bruh cos like basically his ans was like a curve la like it's called production possibility curve so like I agree with his ans la. BUT GUESS WHAT. The sch ans is a straight line eh like WHAT. It's literally called a production possibility curve how can the line be straight and not curved omg...then cannot call it a curve alr right 😭😭😭😭😭 it's been 3 days since I found out my friend's ans was wrong eh and I still don't get why it's wrong...he said he was gonna show it to his econs teacher to ask abt it but I think he prob forgot 💀 anyway today I posted a tiktok on my story and he replied saying "Eeee xmm" 😞 im not xmm bruh the tiktok not even xmm tiktok it's like not even xmm at all tbh and I was literally wearing sch shirt and Nike shorts that are ...

 Hello ok let me give a summary of my week so far. So on Monday I had rock climbing trials and IM NGL I DID SO WELL OK. There were like 25 numbered handholds on the rock wall right and we had to like follow the sequence and climb accordingly, and I climbed 24/25 🥳 one of the j2s also asked me more abt whether I have climbing background or not so I think i was rly pretty decent. But the thing is Rockwall climbing is fsr super popular in tm so I'm scared too many ppl apply n get in then I Cnanot get in 😞 just hoping for the best now. Yesterday I had like 2 lectures then the rest was like cce and talks and stuff...was so boring bruh but ok. Ok actl nth much happened yst so yea I got nth much to share abt yst. Today was Not That Bad but I kept falling asleep in lectures sorry. I hope from tmr onwards I stop falling asleep bruh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 so disruptive to my learning 😭😭😭😭😭😭 can't have a repeat of sec3 bruh. Anyway tmr is late day but it's gonna be such a sad day in s...

 I have sch today but I can't fall asleep bruh...anyway yst was so tiring 😞 had to wake up so early and travel 2h and then whole day just kept moving about...the only time that was super chill was lunch...no idea why they gave 2h for lunch tho that's so long tbh but no complaints 😊 anyway it was fun la but so tiring 😭 i ate McDonald with my friends aft that tho so 😁 anyway after that when I went home i was like dead eh i was so tired i slept for like 9.5h then after lunch i slept another 2h 😭😭 bruh why my "i" not autocorrecting to "I" 😭😭😭😭 urgh Anyway today I had to do smth also and it took my whole evening cos I had to type every name out one by one.. got like 70+ names or smth. But it's ok no complaints! I'm done with that alr so alls good Then aft I settled that I had to do my hw...econs is so 💔💔 bruh I alr kinda don't get it 💀 wait actl no I get it now but at first I didn't get it then I didn't know how to do the work als...

 It's Valentine's Day soon.....but it feels so sad this year...I'm starting lessons in a new class with strangers...no cedarys with me 😞 no special stuff like song dedication or gift exchange...it's gonna be difficult to get used to ☹️ kinda sad bruh... Also new year old me STILL ALONE. When am I going to have somebody 💔 the only lover I'll have forever is NPCC. 💔 urgh life is too unfair. When is it MY TURN to be happy 💔 sorry I'm so emo suddenly. 😭😭😭 Oh anyway ik I said bye just now but I can't sleep so I'm back LOL. Also tmr is Swetha booboobears birthdayyayayay and Hera's 4th birthday 🤯🤯🤯 time passes so quickly....missing all the times in cedar now ☹️ (and in HTA 😅😅) it's ok I'll go back soon to make more memories 🔥 urgh I'm still so emo tho 😞 ok I shld stop here bye

 So I was just thinking like "hmmm I wonder how [] YouTube is going" and then when I went to the acc. [] literally just posted like 10 min ago. If this is Not Telepathy idk what is anymore. Anyway if u read this blog, nice video! Ok bye

 I'm the bowling goat guys. I went bowling on Friday right, and I scored 131 somehow. Like suddenly I'm just good at bowling like that. Then yesterday I went bowling again and guess what! I got 146. Told u. I'm just good like that 😁 I played like 5 games in total yesterday and I think I got at least 10 strikes (kinda little cos my arm got tired in like the last 2 games and I think I didn't get strike in last game LOL) but yes like I said. Bowling goat. I am the bowling master man no cap. Anyway since I'm suddenly good at bowling I have renewed passion for bowling and now all I can think abt is going bowling again 🤣 Oh ya and tmr I have taekwondo trials 🤣🤣🤣🤣 hopefully the trials not that high standard cos I rly need to get in 😭 idk what other cca I can do if not tkd. Ok bye Edit: I realised I alr said my Friday's score in a prev blog 😅

 HI GUYS so I went cycling 🤣 finally. I cycled like 6/7 rounds arnd punggol park idk. Not much but idk and idc. Anyway it rly Hurt my Butt. So yea. But it was nice. And I changed bicycles half way cos my brother started using mine to learn how to cycle so I took my fathers. But then on like the last round I was uhm trying something ambitious so I kinda lost control of the bicycle a bit and the bicycle was like scraping against the side of the path 😭😭😭 and almost flipped over but. Guess what! Cos I'm a warrior and soldier nothing happened to me or the bike 💯 I don't even rmb what happened alr I just rmb trying to stop the bike with all my might 😇 anyway yea I hope I can cycle more frequently tbh. Iw cycle to places also not just at the park In Circles.  Oh yea have I mentioned these few weeks I've been having an obsession with hirono popmarts....I like mime, the other one and little mischief series...all so cute bruh Talking of obsessions I've also been having an o...

 Wow...11 feb...interesting  No one's gonna understand the above sentence but it's ok you're not meant to anyway 😊  Anyway happy cny! I'm so tired alr actl idk why I'm blogging bc nth much happened but yea. Ok anyway Friday I lohei-ed with my og mates in my wonderful Aircon Canteen 😘😘 it was rly fun tbh. A bit awkward tho cos we dk what to say. Ended up just saying huat ah and 70rp 😭  OH YEA FRIDAY I WENT BOWLING WITH MY FRIENDS AND. I WON. I beat the two guys so it was like a mini ego boost HAHAH. But more of like surprise for me cos I never played so well bfr...like in my whole life bruh. Yesterday was my personal best. My score was 131 btw. But second round I kinda lost my touch and my score was 101...still rly decent tho. Also I realised I'm pretty good at picking up spares 😭😭 especially those when there's one pin left. I think I'm just meticulous like that 😇 kidding 🙏 anyway yea it was fun Ok I shld sleep soon I need wake up early tmr.. OH Y...

Title is self explanatory...anyway I haven't blogged in quite a while...it's been a tiring week 😭 many many things have been going on, not rly gonna go into details but yeaaaaa...anyway the activities were rly fun.... Anyway I'm really missing sec sch life now that I started jc...life was so much easier in sec sch....had so many friends n so much fun....but yea I'm just gonna hv to deal with it. Don't get me wrong tho the sch is super fun and the seniors all rly nice but I just haven't rly found my grp of ppl yet soooo. Hopefully I'll hv a good class experience. I'm taking geog econs lit and h1 math btw.  Anyway I'm excited for tmr. Not rly for cny sch celebration but for after that. Cos I'm going for lunch with my cedary friends and then I'm meeting my other friends after that 🙏🙏 can't wait. Also I hv reunion dinner after that.  Anyway I've been noticing how Nike obsessed I am...I'm alw wearing Nike stuff 😭😭😭😭😭 at least o...

 hello im blogging bc this will forever and always be a safe space for me! i need to talk abt orie bc it was too insane for me 😕😕 ystd was day 1 of orie and actly soooo overwhelming and scary sia bc so many new faces i only know one other person in same sch as me 😢 i didnt get into my first choice which made it even more scary sia 😭😭 the entire day so stressful bc sm talks abt subjs and stuff... the more i talked to people in my og the more i missed cedar bc i missed my friends and cedar culture... for context im in acjc 😇😇 no hate to my new sch ofc their orie seems rlly fun ngl and my ogls are super nice and enthu my grp also not bad la! but i just Dont Like new people 😅 so yea i was bawling so much ystd bc i missed cedar and i didnt want to start jc at all bruh.... i havent fully processed its my new sch… i feel like im at just some event at some other sch bonding with other strangers and itll all be over in a week 😭😭 the day of posting also i cried abit bc i didnt...

 Bruh my sch literally nvr give any info bruh everyone else got at least a phone call or text alr and I got NOTHING 😭 im gonna go to sch with nth expected bruh like they think this a surprise or smth 💔 also im having a headache...I shld be sleeping but i cant rly fall asleep urgh...also E is so annoying 😭😭😭😭 his replies nvr fail to blow my mind 😞 but at least im being entertained..😭😭😭😭 ok bye!

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 I think I'm interested in bracelet making again...not my fault my friend has the best variety of beads...makes me wanna get my own too 😭😭😭😭 but sch starting alr bruh I can't possibly study n make bracelets at the same time so nvm. Anyway nowadays there's this big thing going on and I'm just yapping away abt it to everyone possible. My friend asked S abt it but it was kinda disappointing cos he gave such an objective n political response like....I wanna know ur opinion bruh...I wanna know what u think not what u shld think 😭😭 anyway I also asked A (same A as prev blogs...S also same S as prev blogs) abt this situation n I can't believe he didn't realise how weird it was at first....but aft I enlightened him I am glad that he has the same opinions as I do. 🙏 knew I cld trust him with yappayappa like this. Now I'm thinking if I shld ask E abt it. But A probably talked to E abt it alr so nvm. Anyway I heard big news regarding E n his Unit today and someo...