i miss girls sch

 hello im blogging bc this will forever and always be a safe space for me! i need to talk abt orie bc it was too insane for me 😕😕 ystd was day 1 of orie and actly soooo overwhelming and scary sia bc so many new faces i only know one other person in same sch as me 😢 i didnt get into my first choice which made it even more scary sia 😭😭 the entire day so stressful bc sm talks abt subjs and stuff... the more i talked to people in my og the more i missed cedar bc i missed my friends and cedar culture... for context im in acjc 😇😇 no hate to my new sch ofc their orie seems rlly fun ngl and my ogls are super nice and enthu my grp also not bad la! but i just Dont Like new people 😅 so yea i was bawling so much ystd bc i missed cedar and i didnt want to start jc at all bruh.... i havent fully processed its my new sch… i feel like im at just some event at some other sch bonding with other strangers and itll all be over in a week 😭😭 the day of posting also i cried abit bc i didnt get first choice then i cried more bc i didnt want to go jc. i feel like a kindergarten student who dw leave her parents. except idw leave cedar ☹☹

but right on the plus side the campus is soooo cool. we have three swimming pools 😇 and aft june we got swimming module LOLLL and ofc the day had some ups! this guy was the first one to talk to me and ngl he was kinda cute 😊 i think hes planning to take bcme! but he was q nice la! i talked to this girl from chij and another girl from unity sec also! the unity sec one q funny LOLL but i saw some obvious redflags in her but its ok she was super chill and she talked to me alot 😁

ok but point of this blog is!! i miss cedar so much. esp y3. may have been my academic downfall but it was definitely a rlly good yr for social life 🥰 so yes jnrs pls appreciate ur wonderful cedar years 🙏

ok bye! im gonna go talk to my parents abt subj combi 😅 stress bruh

BYE POOKIES hope i see u guys soon 😔