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 i'm so happy theres 4 day holiday because its time for me to speedrun through everything because i didnt watch pre-recorded vids (but tbh who would????) i have bio and geog with a one day gap and i happen to have msp that day???? like no thanks <3 how much content do you want me to memo?? but tbf i dont regret this subj combi,, i enjoy MOST lessons (phy 👎👎) but yeah.  anywayz after i got home yesterday i was sO TIRED and i said that my friend would treat me to frappe but we were both too tired to leave the house so we just watched moon knight (theres gonna be spoilers so dont read if u dw spoilers). we were watching ep1 and my friends made the most RANDOM predictions like how the guy in the reflection (marc) was actually the goldfish's soul and i was just like "o-okay..." yes but then he started talking to his mum and i felt like crying but i didnt want to spoil anything so i didnt say anything. and then i got rlly tired so i fell asleep HAHAHAHHAhAh GUYS I FOUN...

 me and raeann ran from school to woodleigh and survived and i think everyone should be proud of us 😻😻‼️‼️ help im exhausted now but my friend is treating me to frappe later so ill be fine  anyways today was emath wa and i decided to create a whole new diagram on the graph bcs i didnt understand how to do the qn! but its ok. my answer was the same as everyone else's 👍 ok i reached home goodbye

 i understand forces so forces is fun but kinematics oh god help me ok yesterday we had pe and it was surprisingly bearable?? usually our teacher talks and scolds for like 2/3 of the lesson but yest he was quite ok and it was actl fun like how pe is supposed to be. anyways yest parade was also very chill and fun HEHEHEH first aid was so cool i loved it sm that i wanted to break my arm 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 JKAKEJJEHE JKJK BUT I RLY FIND IT COOL TO FRACTURE A ARM YES I AM INSANE,, UPDATE I TRIED A NEW COFFEE TODAY AND IT WAS SOO SOO SOO GOOD omg why wass i typing in caps!?!?! ok yeah i got the nescafe iced latte the 500ml bottle omg IT WAS SO GOOD,, byebye pokka i’m gonna drink Nescafe from now on LOL MY SISTER SAID OT WAS TOO BITTER BUT HONESTLY IT WAS THE PERFECT AMT OF BITTERNESS AND SWEETNESS PUT TGT I LOVE IT SM IM GONNA GO AND HOARD LIKE 6 BOTTLES OVER THE 4 DAYS OF HOLIDAYSSS - stewa (loves coffee and forces)

 HELLO today was ilyanas birthday I am so sorry ilyana i didnt give a birthday card 😅 will make one when i have time! anyway our bday present for her was gigantic and she was so embarrassed by the things we wrote and drew on the paper bag but its ok thats fine 😂😂 ok i have like emath wa2 on fri and i have no idea what the topics tested r about and am in deep trouble so bye! i go study rawrrawrs 

 ok omg today i was lowkey so productive i finished 1/2 of a whole chapter's tys in like 1h and i was so happy. i realised that i enjoy learning and doing work when its not homework. like i enjoyed reading random chapters of sciences when we werent told to do. and like i enjoy making bio and chem notes and revisiting what i learnt for bio and chem when tHERES NO EXAMS !! basically i hate studying for school ! also i found out tdy that we have lc and oral for el next year??? did primary school not tell us that theres no lc and oral in sec sch 🤨🤨 this is an unreliable source. (lol i fall asleep in ss alot HAHHA) ok thats all i hope i dont come back here i shall go do geog (tyvm wendy for the notes)

emphasis on LEARNING. i didnt do well for bio wa1 but understanding bio is so fun??? like i genuinely enjoy when ms sarah teaches us and she's so enthu about bio and i want to match the energy yk. ughh bio is the best science fight me. speaking of bio, recess was so funny shvetha asked ridha swetha and ilyana (all physics students) for help in bio and they all just "??" LOL but i also didn't do the hw hehhehehehhehe help the only reason im blogging rn is bcs im bored in the train HAHHAAHHAH pe was so funny. we played handball and then my grp had a total of 2 points after all the games but my friend's grp had 11 points and another grp had 9 points and the entire class just "?????" at them but tbf those grps at sport cca + very competitive people. i was v sad i didn't win the milo but its ok. i shall buy for myself ! ok i reached home byebye

hi i is back again. just updated the blog book for april. idk how these maniacs manage to post everyday but respect :00  so um i am home rn and i have finished geog notes yay. idk yuh its so farny that when other kids worry about grades and stuff like that i have to worry about my health lol like i wish my body would toughen up cause i am literally allergic to everything and i literally have a heart condition and blood circulatory issue. like??? double homicide ig. you can laugh, i dont mind.  i find the functinality of my body so amusing at times haha. anyways my mom made me some homemade noodles which are definitely better than mine :) um yea thats about it oh also i hope i score well for my chinese, cause i literally put so much effort into it but it only uploaded 30 mins past the deadline💀💀 and i hope i score a C5 for physics (wow look at that goal) and uh i hope i get like B3 for A math cause i literally suck at it idk why its prolly cause i am too arrogant for math and...

 help i always start with me being tired LOL but i am. im not even sleep deprived im just tired. anyways today i successfully finished phy wa2 and i've never been happier. after the exam mr ang gave us more hw but i left my ws in school so LOL too bad HAHAHA we're back in exam seating arrangement which i absolutely LOVE because its alot less hotter and i still sit beside the same person which is so convenient cuz shes super smart so shes like my private tutor hehehhehehehehe ok thats it i shall go do english now

 guys i am convinced that i can turn any situation into chaotic one. im extremely broken after starting on a new fic today so here i am blogging to ease the pain  sooo today during english we were like supposed to liek go up to the board and write our answers as usual okay then then then omg my grpmate (lets name her mango) and i js went up the the board tgt and started laughing help was there any particular reason why we did so? yes. so basically another one of my grpmates (lets name her pear) had drawn a very nice looking heart and my mango grpmate erased it to write our answers. before i cld stop her it was too late oopsie daisy then right after that we both faced pear and pear was so disappointed but after 3 seconds of all of us js looking at each others reactions, WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING HFHAGDHA help now that i think abt it so dumb of us but pls why is our humor down the drain........ oh and like i forgot to bring my key (AGAIN) and i had like one hour?? to spend while w...

 sorry for the title i drank like 3 bottles of coffee in the span of 14 hours yes. i am back in my coffee grabber era. ok well i have A LOT to talk about but ill try to keep this short ok 1. TAEKWONDO PAIN. ok so yesterday many bad things happened during taekwondo and i js want to kaboom ok so first my friend(?) partner(?) idk what to call her but shes like the one that i always get paired with cos we same height and same belt and same age ok so shes DIDNT COME oh my this is like the 4th time shes didnt come this year and its pain pain pain ok so not just that but exactly 17 people turned up for training so......... one of us had to be paired up with sir and GUESS WHAT. IT WAS ME. PAIN PAIN but its fine cos when he holds the target i kick better but still bro i am more prone to getting scolded cos he is like literally right infront of me and can see ALL MY KICKS. ARGHHHH also i had train like twice as much as everyone else cos everyone had partner so person A would do first then pe...

 he dnsed in qualifying so he started p10 im sprint and then in sprint he recovered 6 postions and he's starting p4 in the race tormowow. that's it, that's the blog post - ilyana (heinz fan)

 hello rawrrawrs i am back. ok so uhm svt cb haha full album …. my money fly … anyway! ok so there are 5 album versions + kihno has 2 vers and for now weverse yes24 and yizhiyu have pobs (excluding jpn sites because too broke to afford) so uhm i claimed wonwoo and seungkwan for all three 🤣🤣 rip bank account and apparently theres going to be carat version again sos morr money fly ok whatever anyway i bought like 7 albums and they are like HUGE so second payment is going to be so expensive also but like im still contemplating if i should get the kihno kit like the pcs will definitely be expensive but the size of the pcs are like …. bigger than normal so its kind of like a postcard??? idk 😭 ok but i’ve decided to part with my incomplete dvd kyeom and hao pcs so i hope it helps fund my future spendings 😥 ok i have a pile of undone work bye 

 help that 5 hours that i spent in cedar hub for cedar65 rehersal...WHY WAS IT SO COLDDDDDD help BOTH THE AIRCONS AND FANS WERE ON HELLO??? yk we are like facing global warming and all but here we are with BOTH fans are aircons turned on... TSK TSK anyways today was tiring,, i didnt do much during rehearsal but sitting down and listening to those long long speeches was TIRING OK IT REQUIRES A LOT OF ENERGY AND DEDICATION TO HEAR AND LISTEN AND WATCH THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN ok yes i was basciallly tired and hungry and thirsty and everything at the same time HAHA so fun but ONE GOOD THING ABT THE REHEARSAL TDY WAS......... i found a directioner who ships larry.... YAYAYSAYSYAYA ok so storytime: this y2 red cross person was sitting beside me and we were talking talking and she saw the picture of 1d clowns in the back of my phone and went "you like one direction??" then i said "yeah,, how abt you?" she went "last time i was a hardcore fan but now i am li...

 ok i came back from school (flex i was dismissed at 120) and slept for 2h and i still managed to fall asleep while revising chem?????? idek why im so sleepy i just dudhjzjxhjs. i sleep a good amt but im still very tired  my table partner is the best human ever she helps me clear my table and the end of every lesson bcs she knows i am too lazy (also she is very organised and hates messy stuff but that's not the point here) but then she goes for nsg and she expects me to know what the hw is and what we learnt??? like she is the one who reminds me to do my work how am i suppose to know what the work is if she isnt there???  also i was so unproductive today i lied in bed and just used my phone for 1.5h and i felt so bad but i didnt have motivation to stufy AT ALL but then physics wa is this monday and i want to revise and pass but i don't even understand physics so idl akdjaljdkdkd ugh i should go sleep (even more) now so bye also guys download obimy tyvm

 hi i feel like everyone is kinda dead today,, totally not referring to my table partner,, shes like physically falling asleep and like waking up again every 5 minutes HELP she cant even keep her head up and is literally banging her head on my shoulder every second to keep awake...but fr tho everyone is really dead today,, maybe cos yest we used up too much energy and now dont have energy for the rest of the week??? ok its physics right now and this cher is just suffocating me with papers with crap on it help why forces sm things,, forces better than kinematics but do we have SO MUCH worksheets?!!?!?!?!? ok this lesson is actl quite understandable and OMG ITS GNA RAIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THERE WAS A HUGE THUNDER JS NOW HANFAHNFH BOOM BOOM BOOM POW POW POW SHH SHH SHHH LICK LICK LICK 😛😛😋😋😋😋😋   lol help the font changing is so troublesome ok anyway phyiscs is gonna end soon and like i am gonna go now BYEBYBEYBEYE -stewa (with mushrooms wink wink)

 GUYS ILYANA AND I WERE TALKING ABT HOW EVERYTHING IS GOOD RN AND IT RLY IS!!! FIRST WE WON MONTE CARLO AND NOW WE GOT A STEF VLOGGG AAAAAAAAAAA ALSO HISTORY WA2 WAS OVER TODAY SO NO MORE CRAMMING HIST FOR THE REAT OF THE TERM 💃💃💃💃ALSO NO LESSONS THIS FRIDAYS HEHEHEH BUT I WILL STILL COME TO SCH FOR CEDAR65 😵‍💫😵‍💫 IM SO BLEEESSEDDD OMG GONNA WATCH HIS BLOG THE FIRST THING AFTER REACHIJG HOME HAJAKAJAHAH I LOVE STEF I LOVE MY LIFE  - stewa (in her blessing era)

 usdgcklshcvlksd i havent finish hw or hbl and i have file check tmr and i havent eaten dinner (as of 1010pm) ASKJLSKJFLJD i am going crazy! and there's mass assembly in the COURTYARD tmr i think im going to faint right there other than that there's a lot of sabrina content recently (at coachella and some other events) so im happy about that and also hs at coachella was so cool !!!!  ugh funny how im suppose to be studying but as you can tell im here so i shall leave now thank you

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA stef didnt even touch that piece of rat ahem ahem I LAUGHED SO HARD also that abuser dude is legit ding donging and clowning with a neg connotation YES when its the rat clowning its becomes neg connotation LOL even the net hates him??? idk if this match is funny or i am js high from all the oreo cheesecake and coffee,, OK stef leading 5-2 15-40 I HOPE HE WINS THIS SET ASAP COS I WANNA PEEEEE STEF PLS HOLD URE SERVE PLS I NEED TO PEEE PLS no not a df no no no my bladder cant,, yk what ill js go and pee rn after peeing: hi i am back!! i think rat won a few shots :// stef is leading 5-4 ,, also sooper random but i have hist wa2 on monday and i am only like 1/4 done with revision so i guess ill cramp everything tmrw :)))) haha so fun phew ok back to the match!!!!!! WHY CANT HE SERVE IT OUT OMG PAME STEF PLS that backhand alice. that backhand sliceeeeee!!!!! OMG HES SO GOOD ON CLAY ITS SO PLEASING TO WATCH HIM BEING SO DAMN GOOD..AAAYYYYY HE BROKE AND WON THE FIRST S...

ima criticise f1 first haaha and im not really criticising the sports itself but the carlos sainz doubters.. like my man dnfed in australia due to some car issue and yall are already claiming that he's the 2nd driver/close to being the 2nd driver LIKE HELLO ?! it's only the third race guys. give him time :) secondly, tennis. again i am criticising the fans. why are yall looking for replacements. especially replacements for the big 3 (basically the best in tennis EVER) HUH??? do yall realise they CANT be replaced? they're the goats for a reason.. carlos alcaraz is apparently the next rafa. yall said the same about stef in 2019 claiming he's the next roger federer or something .. NO ONE IS THE NEXT ROGER FEDERER. NO ONE IS THE NEXT RAFAEL NADAL. NO ONE IS THE NEXT NOVAK DJOKOVIC. PERIOD. stop finding replacements. - ilyana (very much agitated)

watching the monte carlo quarters rn and he's broken diego two times in a row and he's playing so well and he looks so good AAAAAA  UPDATE: HE WON THE FIRST SET 6-2 !! could've been 6-1 but it's fine, he won nonetheless. :D - ilyana (loud internal screaming)

 ok i just uploaded the darl+ing blog ok anyway the song is so good and like yes its so good and wonderful and yes ok  anyway enough of 911 calling i just watched a bit of new world (a show on netflix) and yes i dont feel like watching anymore so i stopped and now im going to read candy factory prince series comics. the show is not bad but im just not in the mood so. oh yes i was watching bad and crazy these few days and finished it yesterday so im kind of rly bored rn cos i have no more shows to watch. Lol idk. i need to like scroll through netflix very thoroughly to find. anyway i have like history wa2 on monday so will need to revise first and i havent film the recording for eng wa2 i’ll do that when i wake up tmr ok wait i should make a todo list imagine if i forget abt it and dont submit it then gg. ok i made the to do list ok good morning its 12am i go play wordle now byez stream darl+ing rawr

  youtube :  https://youtu.be/bTtNV6hgDno spotify :  https://open.spotify.com/track/6vo0dV9t7PCQZKsLFwVwZ5?si=87pUzes4QkC1XSNHx_aNng&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0Dl7e3uv3UrVDdZ6saplzH please stream thank you. 911 calling ✔️🤣🤕😱😙😱🤩😱😥😰🙏😚😚❤️☺️🤙😚🐯🐯😂🤣🤕🤣😂🤩🤕✔️💔😝😰😋😍🤙🥺😚😅🍜🤩🤣🤣😂🤣💔😅😰😰😚🐯🤣🤣🤕😭😜😜🤣🤕🤕❤️😍🍜😍🤙😰😝😥💔 sorry rawrrawrs (im actually not very sorry) wish everyone a Rawrsome weekend. 🐯

god i thought my love for casper wld never be close to stefs but but but him losing made me so sad???? like no hate to dimitrov but i rly love casper ok i hes like urgh my lick boy. am i emotionally ATTACHED to him?? maybe i am. and him losing on CLAY is painful but im js happy that he lost to grigor and and not like stef cos that wld be so so so so conflicting for me i wd js meltdown ok anyways i am watching stef play now and oh my god i am so happy for him hes doing rly well and CLAYYY ARGHHHHH CLAYYYYY CLAYY GUYS ITS CLAYYYYY also stef kit is like not bad but its not nice on clay yk like the red clay and the green shirt doesn't go well,, help ok the score is 2-1 now let me watch and ill come back once in a while ok this match is still ding dong ding dong its not juicy yet. this djere person looks like he can play pretty well ok its gonna be challenging for stef.....BUT STEF IS GOOD ON CLAYYY ok stef is leading 4-3 rn,, pls keep it up god the crowd is so dead,, pls be more hyped ...

 we all need to be ok cos we are not ok. ok yes yest my geog teacher actl got us the bubble tea she said she would get HOHOHO ilyana, germanium and i js sip sip on gong cha before parade and during parade our energy was so high man. also while drinking bbt yest we saw our ft mr ang and omg i think the sugar rly did some stuff to our brains,, we were js laughing and goofing around and being a absolute mess help HELP he js stared at us and our bubble tea and went "enjoy your bubble tea girls!!" LOL the guzheng girls were being so hardworking and carrying their guzhengs back from the cedar hub and we were there with our bubble tea sip sip sip  ok but after parade was so tiring and sad okay after parade a wave of sadness js whooshed all over me and i cldnt even eat properly i was so tired and sad and tired and sad yeah ok i havent started on hbl yet HEHEHEHEHE bye also stef and casper playing in the evening HEHEHEHE OKAYAYAYY BYEEEE - stewa (has to go to sch today :///)

 hello i am so happy we have hbl tdy and they reduced workload its so amazing i love it and then we have no school tmr so i dont need to complete anything today which is so great except msp </3 but its ok i can chill the whole day yesterday was so tiring my body still hurts and i am still very sleepy but i had cake and coffee jn so i feel better :)  also guys did u know that hs releases album on 20 may and then a week later tate mcrae releases album i think i will actually go crazy those 2 weeks. but yk who hasnt released an album in like 3 years? sabrina. carpenter. uhfudhivhdisfnfhioerohfuohv she said she's gonna release this year but all we got was 1 song and snippets of 2 songs and its its been more than 1/4 of the year ughhghghhbfbhdvcb but its ok at least hs and tate are releasing music ! i shall go start on hbl goodbye

"hi. npcc people are very hardworking. eh yall are actually hardworking cus i see yall marching" - testimonial from keryn lim ke ning from 3S 2022 you heard it there, folks. we are hardworking.  - ilyana (very hardworking)

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA clay season CLAY SEASON GUYS CLAY SEASON OMGGGGGGG URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR CLAY SEASON IS THE BEST SEASON EVERRRRRRR GOD I LOVE CLAY SM ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE STEF AND CASPER ARE GOOD IN CLAY BUT CLAY IS JUST SO JCBJDSGFREJGFHD I LOVE CLAY ok i have calmed down a bit and omg when i saw monte carlo draw i was like "mhm ok a pretty good draw for both my boys but nole...." and i was like rooting for stef to win monte carlo but i was a bit scared of nole hhahahaha the trauma from rg 21 hasnt left me yet,, anyways yest right before going bed i saw the live scores when nole was playing against fokina and fokina had won the first set!!!!!!! i was like "i hope fokina wins cus it wld be easier for stef to defeat fokina than nole" THEN I SLEPT WITHOUT WATCHING STEF LOL then just now i went to see live scores again and oh my god oh my god oh my god FOKINA ACTL WON?!??!?!?!!?BROOOOO WHAT IF STEF ACTL GETS TO DEFEND HIS TITLE AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH STOP I AM GOING CR...

i am here to tell everyone that i am taller than irene and swetha !!!!! ridha thinks i am taller than swetha and thats all that matters and for irene its obvious i am taller. which means i. am. TALL. thank you. its currently 7.22pm and i have not started on my work 😁👍 i think i'm being really productive rn!  today was so funny we went to do the calming bottles thing and then we embarrassed ourselves so much it was so funny! wendy put green glitter on herself so she became shrek and then shvetha accidentally put a spoon inside her bottle so she had to redo it and we tried making it look like a christmas tree but it looked so terrible HAHHAHAhAH i bet the psls hate us now sorry psb 🙏🙏 everytime i shake my calming bottle it looks like singapore bcs i decided to use red and silver glitter ! (mine is still the best) also today we got back chem after a week bcs my teacher was on mc but i am here to flex my only good science grade 💃💃 i got 31/40 i was so happy HEHHEEHHE today we als...

 one of my wise friends said shes a clown and not a joke because some jokes have meanings... HEHHEHEH im the same. im a clown,, a clown that clowns and cries cos of two grown men who were once truly madly deeply in love with one another. ok moving on im here procrastinating and i still have math and hist to complete god help ANYWAYS I WENT out to eat and oh my god i ate nearly every indian food i was craving like garlic naan god MY HEART beats for garlic naan and garlic bread ok?  this week felt so off like it wasnt like other weeks yk. im not saying it was bad but it just felt so long and weird like it was a mix of fun and tiring but it felt so weird ok like extremely weird and funky ALSOOOO,, i changed my water bottle (byebye to "my cup") and idk why i think i share a emotional connection with every water bottle i ever have....MAY ITS CUS I LOVE DRINKING WATER AND USE IT AS A FORM OF EMOTIONAL SUPPORT????? so like whenever i change my bottle i feel kinda sad and it feels li...

 went to bugis today and it was so fun AAAA better than geylang yesterday tbh.. SM FOOD EVERYWHERE but they're also so expensive. also i realised that so many food places have similar Stuff like waffles, ice cream, coffee and they all taste the same but the prices are like 8+ ?? maybe cus it's instagrammable that's why. anyways, i deactivated my ig account because i've been inactive on it for two years and there's literally no point to it. i figured out another of my pet peeve which is people recording EVERY SINGLE THING. like i am sorry but sometimes i want to enjoy the moment by itself instead of recording it.. ruins the whole mood man - ilyana

 hello i am So in love with this brand called muzik tiger i can’t believe i didnt know abt it until today … their tiger products are the CUTEST and they make like wallpapers with so many different tiger designs as well the whole website is tiger-fied and i love it RAWR! 🐯 i cant even choose which wallpapers to use now … i dont have enough phones for this … and i changed my whole homescreen just to make it muzik tiger themed they have like a design (?) pack for widgets so like yes im using rn 😁😁 when they restock their sold out products i’ll definitely buy some … i want the soft toys but theyre so ex so i’ll not buy those i’ll buy smaller and cheaper stuff probably. i love tigers rawr Anyway i’ll stop using woofwoofs and start using rawrrawrs because i love tigers rawr bye 🐯🐯🐯

it's formula 1 related. i know you dont want to read it. i know. but if you're gonna continue reading this, then thank you. (this blog is a mess and a dump of my brain. WARNING: a lot of keyboard smashing)  anyways... MCLAREN IS  GOOD? IDK MAN THEY HAVE SOME PACE AT LEAST!KAJBVHKKV! their practice timings are good honestly (comparing to the other 2 previous races) so lando got 1:20.8 in prac 1, 1:20.1 in prac 2, and currently he has 1:20.1 in prac 3 (prac 3 not over yet though) HOPEFULLY he can hit 1:19.6 during quali?? idk that's a bit unrealistic but i really want him to do well,, like cmon he signed a LONG contract so of course i want him and the team to do well a 1:19.6 can get lando in p5-7 and he's bloody talented so he needs to have that chance to get some good points on sunday during the race ykyk  also we're racing in australia so um daniel ricciardo podium pleasepleasepleaseplease  ALSO DO YOU KNOW? IF LANDO CAN IF CAN  ALDNo ok so if lando can can uh...

 im so sad …. i walked for 30 minutes straight just to get to school because i didnt try pushing down the handle at the back gate haha i am so funny haha my body is aching now and my heart is broken thank you haha i walked 3km in the morning haha morning exercise haha bye

 this week was just so not vibey??? idek why this week was just not cool yknow. uehsjdjsn my arm hurts sm. i am so sleepy and my sleep schedule for this week is so messed up dkdhskkdjs. i havent gotten back chem and its so ufhdhjdjdbdjdjxhd. eudjksjxjsk this week i barely typed in auto caps and i am just so tired sudhdjxhjshdbxjs. tomorrow is the last day of the week and then i will rest.  also sm people said that they thought i'm an introvert??? i never thought i gave introvert vibes but cool ig?? i was talking to msp people and they said i gave of istj vibes??? but i am the complete opposite i'm like esfp????  ok goodnight i'm going to pack my stuff and sleep

 god i have said this before but i will say it again okay? I AM MY BIGGEST ENEMY like ok that day i twisted my ankle during taekwondo and the sir was like "are u ok??" my dumb dumb self said "yes" even when i wasn't cus they were doing my fav kick (back hook) and i didnt want to miss it ://// hah then later my leg became worse ok yeah i learnt the hard way and i cldnt walk properly over the weekends and all i did afterwards was stay at home :( hah then yest during parade i couldnt feel my right arm at all,, like there was zero blood circulation and my hands were like turning cold???? i cldnt hold the rifle properly so i sat out then later did rifle drills with the lighter rifle. shudnt have done that. yes once again im my worst enemy. hah okay MOVING ON,, TODAY my arm was super sore and like in the morning when i took my bag to leave home i cld feel my arm like being sore and painful but guess what?? we did the filming for cedar65 celebration thingy and i had to...

 hady mirza is this really really good malay singer and my mother was watching his live so she asked him a question and he answered and now she is telling me about how wonderful it was for hady mirza to answer her question LOLL  - ilyana (also likes hady mirza but honestly he's quite irrelevant now)

 hi hello another day of me blogging during lesson heheh pls i am surrounded by too many fans and its so so so windy help,, i wanna turn off two of the fans cus there is literally no one under those two fans like its just the floor bruh.... and my eyes are like so dry rn help,, my previous seat was like so hot and this is like the complete opposite and also today i am in a geog-y mood,, it maybe cus hist was so sad yest but oh well i love tourism its so fun and enjoyable yes my geog teacher is also so fun okay bye -stewa (loves tourism and is sitting beside a sleep deprived monkey that claims to be a pig) cue loverrrrr by ts (folding stars for future loverr)

 ok now germaine has also joined the call HOHOHO,, i shud clean my room its a mess mess like its doesnt look messy but its not organised yk so like i shud kept the stuff in their own place and like tidy up everything haiz i also need to start working on english wa2 brrrr we are doing a poem as a group,, tbh its not that bad but oh well i hope my love for analysing poems helps me PLSLSPSLPSLSpPLS today i told my friend i sometimes analyse poems for fun and then she looked at me as if i was a alien god but issok another one of my classmate also likes analysing poems so eheh we vibe tgt lol,,, we both took history and not lit like hahahahaah both our hist wa1 was so terrible ;-; it felt like my fav humans subject just betrayed me :((( but issok i dont regret taking hist over lit cus like hist is more fun to learn and lit is like only enjoyable when i do it on my own SHEEEESHHHH ok i will try to do better for wa2 okay??? i still have hope left for history unlike geog WOOPS ok storytime...

 ok so i just finished the 2nd book of the selection and like??? i am so confused?? its like hunger games but instead of killing each other they just fight for the prince?? and aspen is like gale and maxon is peeta and america is katniss and may is prim. ohmygod what if may dies. no. no. she wont die. i hope not. if she dies i will kill myself.  anyways so then maxon is like not paying as much attn to america but like?? he's still in love with her?? and his dad hates america for bringing up the project and maxon got caned for giving her a super impt diary?? which is so weird but anyways i hate aspen sm he's like manipulating america into thinking that maxon hates her but like maxon is so cool he literally defied his dad (the king) for america and gave her a bracelet which was super impt to him.  but then aspen also gave her a bracelet so she's so confused??? technically she has more memories with aspen and like more impt moments but i still think maxon is cooler. ok but t...

 hi i am in geog and i’m very bored.. we have geog once a week which probably means i should focus.. but i don’t lol. my groupmates are doing all the work! they think i’m typing out the examples but i’m actually blogging heehehhehehe actually i’m multi-tasking but anyways  on wednesday the instructor from the leadership BCL said that he was gonna bring food for us on thursday but then he couldn’t so he said he will deliver on monday and hE DID !! HE BOUGHT CUPCAKES FOR US!!!! i was so happy :DD hello i am back after actually doing my geog and now its chem and our teacher isn’t here so we can’t get back our wa1 :< but i mean ig i can do anything i want now?? but i still want my wa1 back! that’s all i shall go read my book now even though im supposed to be doing chem!

first day of fasting i ate food just now thank you for reading - ilyana (fasting)

I AM HIGHGHHG I KEEP EDITING RANDOM POSTS AND I WONT REVEAL MYSELF AND IF ANYONE ASKS WHO THIS IS I WILL DENY HEEHEGEGEGEHHE actually.... i'll prob burst out laguhinh bcs i cant keep secrets hHHHWHEHHA but if u tell me a secret it'll be safe with me bcs i'll prob forget about it in 30 minutes also theres diff fonts here????????? i never knew look this is so cool  help im like a child im fascinated with the most random stuff should i do my math hw now or copy from my friend on monday morning? ok i decided i'm going to do it now after blogging and make my friend proud bcs she's very disppointed in me bc i never do my hw ldfhljsdhf also do you guys know that i, a sec3, someone who takes physics and geography, and is constantly dealing with graphs still forget which axis is x and which is y... like it's so embarrassing.. and i still forget vertical and horizontal... my friend asked me to help her with coordinate geometry and i messed the entire qn bcs i mixed up my ...

 officially 4 days without my phone after my phone decided to pass away on 29/03/2022 at 2300.. this is confirming that i am not a phone addict. . . (no i am surviving on my computer <//3) its only going to get fixed on monday? so ill have to endure another two days :_) haha. . .. ..  okay but like on the bright side maybe y'all should try this too ykyk :)) like u can just stop communicating with the entire world and its so peaceful.. (if only i could stop going to school then it would be even better..)  and you only get the important notifications thru email or smt if they bother to update you like 😻 hbl was kind of hard though since sometimes my teach sends stuff through whatsapp but one of my classmates made like a hbl to do list or something so i could just refer to that 😈  its only very inconvenient when you go out or something bc u need to know the bus timings and listen to  music but i literally almost never go out so that is fine  update: i cou...

why are there no other study techniques for history and geography other than flashcards or a variation of flashcards :(( i like writing so what if i just write essays to memorise.. but that's so ineffective idk.. - ilyana (core history student who cant stand flashcards)

hi my headache is still bothering me god i need to get it checked pls this is like the third time... anyways here i am to tak about "as it was" and distract myself eheheh ahah so funn  lol i was reaching woodleigh around 7am when the mv got released and oh my god i was losing myself in the train like i was legit so close to screaming there and then and ilyana was js there beside me trying to calm me down but it didnt work HEHEHEH then all the way till the bustop and even after reaching there i was just so shook and not able to function okay like i was so lost like harry was wearing reddddd URGHHHHH and omg the larrie in me was quacking so loud oopsss ok but srsly why did harry wear louis fav colour.........  okay moving on i looped the song till i reached school and i was js so so sossos so high and gone and crazy like i wasn't me at all i wasnt me yes sorry for the chaos that i created yes im very sorry i promise I WILL DO IT AGAIN when the rest of the songs get released...