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 hello i think its time for a life update ive had a eventful first 2 days of sch! oh bfr i start. this is the 498th post we're going to hit a milestone bbgs! general update first: avt is fun! except the tables keep falling. and i cant rest my head on the table if not the table falls so i cant even sleep during breaks for double period lessons. also it gets super cold after a while but better than in clsm when its hot LOL! but we're moving back up on friday bc of youth day 💔💔 BUT I AM SUPER EXCITED FOR YD! monday: it was ok! i was super happy to see ppl LOL but i got back chem bye i didnt know how to tell my parents i kinda got scolded but its ok 🤣🤣🤣🤣 i am doomed #YOLO (im kidding im not going to yolo i hope i rlly do well) today: i got back physics 💔💔💔💔 i am doomed pt 2. i also had double period pe where i did absolutely nothing i went to the track toilet for like 10mins to kill time bye i js sat on the ledge of the cage and was 100% zoned out. even my pe teacher was ...

 i am big time screwed for tomorrow goodbye atb for school 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

 Once again hierarchy is stopping me from achieving my dreams 😂😂😂 it's ok I'm stronger than this haha bye

 hello everybody! im very bored ☺☺☺ i count it as one day bc today is over. i have q a bit of chem hw left but i dont know how to do.... also i have an entire prac paper! but other than that i think im done w most of my hw?? but revision-wise hahaha im not doing great bye. oh wait no i still have msp work also but im kinda excited for sch bc iw see everyone again! and i feel more productive in sch LOL im also excited for youth day 🙏🙏🙏 (and post yd winkwink) but ya i cant wait for yd hehehe. (also the last one) but its ok ☺☺☺ life goes on! oh the timetable ok la not bad. except for sciences we have 3 double periods every 2 weeks bye. we have same teacher for both geog and ss tho! anw my class at avt for first week bc of me HELP idl the tables though lol its ok aircon 🔥🔥🔥🔥 (but no fire bc aircon haha im funny)  anw today i saw someones bangs hahehkahdkjashfkjl funny bro (sorry for laughing brah) i think im also gna trim my bangs tmr!! if its bad im going to skip school fo...

 hi i think im running out of cool harry titles so maybe in view of TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT MOTHER ❤️ 🔥 ❤️ 🔥 ❤️  coming to sg!!! ill have taytay tites in the future. only like 2/11 of my hwk is done and i hav 2 days left so hahahahahahahahah im doomed and also the timed practices KILLED ME but ya how issit ther lastr weekday of the holidays already HMMMMM anyway SO SO SO HAPPY TAY TAY COMING TO SG BUT NOT HAPPY THAT ITS THE ONLY ASEAN CONTRY SHE GOING TO ://// BUT ANYWAY SHE COMING AND WITH SABRINA SOMEMOREEEE HEHEHEHEHH sp exciting im prolly not allowd to go cus i alrdy went for hslot but im still gonna try get tix yuppppp if i dont get tix im js gonna go and camp outside stadium with my friens lol HEHH really hope she extends the dates tho having said people from 6+ counties wil be attending it so atleast 6 shows so that sg can atleast have 1 show worth of sg people  life has been so confusing lately i feel so distant from everything and everyone i js want to listen to mu...

 Hello i am in (physical) pain bye life is so hard 💔💔💔💔 i want to go sch tmr but i cannot im so sad. but i cannot wait for fri thank god its this week i was so happy when my mom told me 🙏🙏🙏🙏 not yd fri 😭😭 ALSOOSSAKLSSDJGLDHSGJKLHSD TAYLOR COMINH HERE 😭😭😭🙏🙏 SABRINA OPENING FOR HER BYE IM GONNA DIE THIS IS SO CRAZY BRUHHH LIFE IS SO CRAZY I MANIFESTED IT GUYS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IW GO SOSOSOS BAD ILL SELL MY SABRINA TIX IF I HAVE TO OK IW GO TS SO BAD HJDSHGLSDHGJLJHGJKL IW GO WITH XXX ALSO OK BUT SHE GOING W SOMEONE I THINK 😭😭😭😭😭 ITS OK I HAVE PPL TO GO WITH ANYWAY JS NEED TO CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO LET ME GO BYEYEYEYYEE I WOKE UP TO SPAMS FROM 6 DIFF CHATS AND PPL MENTIONING ME IN STORIES 🙏🙏🙏🙏 I WAS ACTLY SO CONFUSED FOR A SECOND THEN I SEE AND I STARTED CRYING BRO. but i had to pull it together and go sch so LOL! BUT ITS ACTUALLY CRAAAZYYY OK I RLLY RLLY WANT TO GO SIA 💔💔💔💔💔 ok i need to finish tuition hw! bye

 SAVE ME. IM GOKG TO BAWL AND CRY AND EVERYTHIGN. I don't think I can study anymore. I am definitely not god's strongest soldier. Please save me. I don't want to go for hist timed practice. Please let me out. Please let me go 😭😭😭 NAYWAY this time I'm at Starbucks AGAIN and I DONT HAVE A JACKET. Freezing rn. Forever suffering. And one kiss is blasting through my AirPods......in a mental state of distress. I am a mess. But I have to suck it up and study. So I'll go back to studying bye Gkzn

 countdowns to a some things i am looking forward to! my doc appt - 3 days THANK GOD 3 DAYS IS TOO LONG TO DO THIS youth day- 10 days heheheh im genuinely so excited CONCERT LFG - 37 DAYS OMGMGMMGMG end of os - 143 bye i cant do this so far away bruh ok thats all i think (?) bye i need to fr study ss 😭😭🙏🙏 soz frgt to post! 

 I'm doomed for tmr. 100% doomed. Don't think I ever want to study again. Questioning my entire existence rn. Save me from this hell. I want to run away. I want to sleep until olevel ends. Save me. Germaine 

 realised its time fr my life update! ihvent blog in so long bcause i was lazy hehe i actually hv no content er. im either sleeping or eating or doing wrk or procrastinating or playing phone or playing ipad or watching variety shows or staring into space. ya i got my bcls + aed certification! 162.. very ex but it was worth fr me. i can save someone from choking now 😉😉 im also trying to see if im able to volunteer at events so that i can also get some via la. maybe even concerts.. hehehe (twice con pls) met up to sell my yes i am dahyun pb in the morning, i was so sad bcause i love it sm and i rmb blogging abt it sm here as well. however, it was necessary as i slowly start to clear my room a little, so new things can come in too! took the mrt bk and decided to q fr mr donut, wah the q alr started b4 the shop even opened sia. so sad that some of the donuts i wanted only came out aft i bought and collected my donuts but its okay. went fr a solo lunch at yakiniku like and it was so g...

 hello everybody time for a life update! em time prac was ystd, i didnt do that well for em standard. like my goal for em is >90. but i think ill get 70ish ..... am was today! terrible. i couldnt prove or solve the trigo eqn 😭😭 my coord geom qn also my coordinates were some long decimals bye so i js left those blank 😭😭 i calculated and i alr lost 26 marks 🙂 its ok i js need to work on trigo log and coordinate geom 🙏🙏 i have ss tmr! i dont know whats tested lol its ok only 7m worth of content. rest all sbq. which i also cnnt do bye. ALSOALSO i watched the summer i turned pretty it was sosoos good jeremiah is soososoos cutetette i cannot iw him for myself belly can have conrad! the susanah thign was so sad 😭😭😭😭😭😭 laurel and susanah are so cute also. bye i lvoe all the characters sm ok iw jeremiah so bad bye hes so pretty his eyes his hair i love him. anw i think jeremiah is js a rlly good brother to belly ok dont hate me but imo belly shd be w conrad (partly bc iw jer...

 Good evening, fellow Cadets and non-Cadets. I am currently studying in Starbucks at Jewel, Changi. I am freezing. The aircon here is absolutely mortifying. I am wearing my Squad Jacket and I am still freezing. I hope to brave through this challenging time and make the most out of my revision for now. See you all after I complete my tough revision time here. Goodbye, my fellow comrades. - SSGT(NPCC) Germaine Khoo Zi Ning

 Good morning every fellow Cadet and non-Cadet. I am Staff Sergeant (NPCC) Germaine Khoo Zi Ning and I would like to announce that I LOVE NPCC! Thank you for reading, good day to all of you. Bye.

 Because I'm super early for my #blueforMATA meeting with fellow juniors R and K I will be blogging. I was so sad when I saw that the police roadshow was 17 & 18 june bc I on cruise on these two days 😂😂 but luck was on my side! So my cruise arrived in SG at like 8am then I got home at 9am. My parents insisted on sending me to wwp at 9am so now I'm sitting in CoffeeBean alone waiting for 10am bc like we arranged to meet at 10. I hope the police car figure thingys are in stock....I want them so bad. So excited to see the roadshow...spf is so cool 🙏 ok bye I hope I have fun at the roadshow  - SSGT (NPCC) Germaine Khoo Zi Ning

hello i lied in my prev post i didnt actly finish my hw im rushing it now!  sorry i forgot to finisha nd post again but that was 1027am. i finished it and managed to submit now its 406pm im going to go study for timed practices bye cant wait for sch to resume 🙏🙏

 Good day everybody, I currently need to poo. Anyway, although I'm out of my svt phase, I wish hoshi a very tigerful birthday bc I honour his tiger ways 🔥 thank you now I need to poo bye

 hello everybody time for life update bc im bored. oh we're alm at 500 posts including drafts LOL. i have tuition tmr i havent done hw yet hahahaha its ok i got time ive been procrastinating the whole week 😭😭 my throat is still super sore help i cannot swallow anyth it hurts so much. tpday was so unproductive i did like 1h of chem in the morning then after lunch i havent do anyt yet help haahhahahahha kilometers per second. also. fun fact everyone, we're 45% into the year! haha! 149 days till Os are over but only 200 days until the year is over. i cannot do this anym bye. also this is so weird but i miss school sm idk but iw go back to sch i didnt like lessons but i liked talking and goofing arnd w ppl. and im not even allowed to go out anym bc i ""used up"" all the times i was allowed to go out HELP. anw ystd at night i was texting and when a certain gc became active i felt so happy 🙏🙏 like it genuinely felt so good bc we havent talk in so long LOL toda...

hello im falling sick again i cant do this anymore going to k-word myself ☺ jk. i finished 2020 o level em paper it wasnt too bad i think i skipped some qns bc theres too muhc thinking and my brain is not at its best. i js took like every single medicine i found bc idw fall sick v badly again hahah boomwhacker is also sick but shes sick-er than me its ok we can get through this. better fall sick now than during sch lower sec me wld have killed me for saying that lol but its true. i miss out on 1 day of sch and suddenly idk whats happening in all the subjs. and idw stay at home and do nth yk! i feel more productive in sch LOL bc even if i come home and do nth i can say "i went to sch and studied" which is q good alr if u think ab it! alsoalsoalso gusyysysyysys 45 days to concert 😭😭😭😭😭😭 thats crazy omg i cannot believe it sia. ALSO CAN ALL OUR DEAR JUNIORS BLOG. all of u r lame for having dead blogs. anw since gkzn and balleter answered qns i will also some diff qns bc im...

 HI HARRY OBSESSED PERSON IS BACKKK bet yall missed my blogging HAH ok saw khoo zi ning answer some questions a nd im gonna do the same but its different qns cus i am super bored LOLZIES 1. What’s your favorite way to spend a day off? go sentosa/karaoke with friends 2. What type of music are you into? my fab genres are boyband, pop, rock, pop rock and indie so ya these. i like melancholy and country music (only for mother taylor) 3. What was the best vacation you ever took and why? LAST YEAR DUBAI (fav balleter was thr at the same time as me but we never met :"( but still so fun and the sun there is wonderful i loved it) 4. Where’s the next place on your travel bucket list and why? iw to go amsterdam, it just looks peaceful and also its special to larry SO HEHE 5. What are your hobbies, and how did you get into them? urm i listen to music and if im feeling intelluctual i wld analyse the lyrics while doing so. idk how i picked it up maybe it was being sort of good at analysing poe...

 I am in a call with raeann and 2 other people who can't be named. Anyway because I am my best friend, I will answer 10 questions. 1.  What emotion do you experience the most? Ok so uhm uh yearning for HTA according to raeann and she's right 2.  What embarrasses you the most in front of other people? Not most embarrassing but recently in one of my pdp trainings I said responsibilities instead of duties in like one line of the pledge 😭😭😭 I said it so loudly it was so embarrassing I wanted to run away... 3.  What do you love about yourself most? BUC 💪💪 4.  Who has influenced you the most? Ma'am K 🔥🔥 very very influential and inspirational 5.  What has been your best moment this year (so far)? POP, PDP, PDP trainings, NPAP 6.  What would you like to change about yourself? My height 7.  What motivates you to get up every morning? Monkeyman 8.  If you could do anything for the rest of your life, what would that be? NPCC 9.  I...

 im so tired..... i have no energy for anyth bro but i still need to go meet someone at 1030.... im genuinely SOOOO dead idk bruh its only 2nd week of june. i havebt even started mugging 😭😭😭 im not even done with hw man .... my todo list is still so long bro 😭😭😭 and idk ive been sleeping sm lately. 2 nights ago i went to sleep at 11, woke up at 9. then at 3 i was kinda tired so i was gonna take a 45min nap but i woke up at 530 and i still slept at 1130 last night! idk ive been doing nth lately its so tiring i hate everything. iw np again bc np without fail alw helped me?? like yes it was ofc stressful at times but np was alw a better option than studying 😭 like idk if idw study i go do some document or smth or go settle np work but now if i dont study i have fr nth to do???? if idw study i js end up scrolling or binge watching then i get scolded 😭😭😭 this blog is taking too much energy too but iw let all this out but i got no energy to talk so im js blogging lol. like i we...

 hi im back but bc im emo. i said this alr but im gonna blog ab it too i miss npcc so much i miss having parades i miss b4 parade goofing arnd in store and playing burning bridges i miss taking walks b4 parade i miss hearing "all adjusments cut" i miss doing roll call and inspection i miss goofing arnd with hera. esp during pioneering. i miss tent pitching and flag erection i miss asking hera changing timing and seeing we improved i miss planning ac and games parade i miss meeting up like everyday of the wk b4 ac to prep for ac i miss making layouts i miss parades where ncos wld come for parade with hera and i wld be soso happy i rlly wanted a full hera parade b4 pop yk i miss all our ma'ams i miss post parade bonding with Euphrosyne i miss buying and chugging milo after parades and talking ab how everyones parade went bc got ncos for each squad in all of us gg home tgt i miss taking pictures at THE mirror i miss the few mins b4 pop when i was alr ab to cry bc fr last thi...

 GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! Staff Sergeant Germaine Khoo Zi Ning here 🙏 PDP IS OVER! It was so fun omg bro yst right we had like a bit of practice then like before we ate lunch sir (uh let's call him S bc privacy) so sir S was like taking out ppl to put in reserve temporarily then he put my entire column in reserve I was like 😟😟😟😟 but later on we asked him abt it he said it's just to give chance to other ppl to see their marching and he said those ppl he pulled out are confirmed marching alr so I was like THANK GOD! Anyway we had lunch and the fish was SOOO good and the vegetable not bad also. Then we had to wait until like 2pm for rehearsal and like as I said I was reserve for the time being so I jsut watched. It was like my first time seeing npcc contingent march out bc usually I'm marching too so it was nice 👍 and then after the rehearsal the sky got so dark and it started pouring we were so worried the parade would be cancelled ☹️ but good news! At like 4pmish we had ...

 GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY! i think im back in my super freq blogging era LOL the np meme page IS SO FUNNY HELELPP THERE WERE 40 QNS AND I ANSWERED IT AND I SPENT MORE THAN HALF MY SCRN TIME ON IG BC OF IT 😭😭😭😭 so i left my phone outside and im js gonna blog then ill study and then use later i used sm scrn time in the morn LOL OH GOT THE BINGO ALSO but one of them is majority talking ab camps and competitions ☺☺☺☺☺☺ whatever im still salty that we missed out on sm 💔💔💔💔💔 its ok we need to move on OHOH PDP WAS SO COOL BRO I WATCHED IT AND IT WAS SO NICE! EVEN THE DOGS COORDINATED HELP AND THE ENTIRE THING WAS JS SO COOL????? BRO I WAS IN AWE JDKSGHFKJJK i hope g, y, yx had fun LOL im going beach today hehehhe i lvoe the beach! i love water based activities! so much bro i love i love anyw fun fact its been 18 days since we pop-ed! which does not feel real bro it feels like a week or smt but life goes on. im emo but oh well im out of cnu alr lol live laugh love fr. i rmb blogging...

 i think i have motivation to blog when i see otehr ppl blogging! i read other ppls blogs and suddenyl i want to blog! ANYW i think i have been overthinking WAY too much lately and its not good bc two days later i realise that i was wrong! OH WAIT B4 I FORGET atb to those at PDP 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 and to the ONE person invited u better take pics and vids and send us ! ANYW i will try to watch but i have tuition then ill see how! eh i lazy continue help nvm i will do this 💪💪💪💪 oh im going out later but i have NO energy to go anywhere and its with the same person ive met with for the past 2 days and im seeing her tmr and im v lazy HELP idk idw go but idh a choice its either i go see her or go to the other end of sg to meet relatives i dont even like LOOLLL so meeting w friend it is also apparently some ppl get mad when i post alot ab np or ab how im emo i pop-ed so i js tell np ppl now. one way to do that is blog. i found like old screenshots of hera doing goofy things and im emo now bc ...

 hello im back ive been in a bloggy mood lately i js posted a few hrs ago but iw blog again LOL i had msp tuition jn and it was so draining omg and i cldnt do the tys bruh im so screwed for Os but its ok i got time i got time ugh nvm idw blog anym idk i js had a random mood swing.  currently 1608 maybe ill continue later ill go do chem now bye ok wtv i lazy continue can all the other wondeful jnrs blog! even POP-ed squad blog more active than yall!

good morning. i think this my first actl blogblog in a while HELP LOL its ok i finally felt like blogging even though it lowkey still feels illegal anyw life has been so up and down! ive been calling rae everyday LOL im sick of her but its ok she is alw my number 1 🔥🔥🔥 ive been ok productive...? idk im studying but im not mugging yk. its now 938 i have tuition at 11 but i need to leave by 1015 but iw finish this blog first idw forget ab it cause if not ill lose energy lol oh also talking to jnrs is so fun omg i think the reason why idw blog as much anym is cause b4 POP blogging was like the only way to find out ab other ppl in the Unit's lives but now i can js text everybody SO IDK idk. but ya! this hols i have 3 outings with NP ppl and 1 with other ppl HELP i love NPCC! oh also apparently ppl get angry when i talk ab NP so now i js talk ab NP to NP ppl only (do i still need to caps NP related words HELP idk im js gonna it feels weird not to) also i forgot how to do all my y3 to...

HEYYY so like SINCE POP i have been talkign to juniors so informally and it feels so good omg that day after ics farewell me ssl and cheerupkidz went home tgt and we saw taylor swift OMGOMG truly memorable and we also took bereal tgt yassss SO FUN also as i am blogging rn i am in india HAHAHHAHAHA been here for like 4 days now?? im coming back on the 13 june so like come to changi and welcome me back HAHAHAH jkjk THE SHOW WILL BE OUT IN 8 DAYS AHHEHEHEH NIALL HORANNN I LOVE I LOVE also i am so anxious for Os cus since hols started it feels a bit too soon like it was a reality check that Os are in less than 3/4 months and thats so scary. ALSO FOOD IN INDIA SLAPS LIKE SO GOOD BUT i am trying not to be so unhealthy ya and also 2 days ago my mum got me kulfi and wow heaven i love kulfi (again reminded me of ics farewell and cheerupkidz and ssl) YUPPPP SO thats abt it i am currently chiong-ing history HEHEHEHHE see yall and enjoy and rest up in the hols :))) - stewa (LOVES KULFI PLS BUY ME)

iw to blog but it feels v illegal ..... idek if ill post this lol iw revert my prev posts back to drafts too i think i will ill keep the POPOPOP one lol ok bye maybe ill post this one day all this is as of 25/05/2023 2104 btw update as of 2205 im reverting my POPOPOP one also lol HELLO! AS OF 06/01/2023 IM POSTING ALL MY POSTS AGAIN BC I FEEL LIKE IT