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 today Parade was so crazy i ran around sm and now my legs hurt sm and im mentally so exhasuted also after school. school was lowkey so tiring we had chem prac and it was super rushed and then bio was so confusing. and also i had no idea what was going on during math either. and i was just super confused and tired today. maybe bcs its still the first week of sch and i havent adjusted back to normal routine. my sleep schedule is like messed up but it's not at the same time???? man i dont know at this point. anywaysssss,, first Parade as CLs was not as bad as i thought it will be. sorry if i hesitated too much during Drills 🙏🙏 but everyone did well (i didnt even see the other squads but yall seemed cool from where first level 👍👍) also swetha my love pls go negative yourself,, i want to matchy matchy on youth day and do ballet together but if u dont come im going to be so sad. ridha said she can replace you buT ITS NOT THE SAME YK. ridha also said that we can use cardboard and tis...

 hello i decided to drop in bc i have 7 minutes to my “official” sleeping time for today. so im going to talk abt obs! (outward bound singapore) blog idea creds ilyana. anyway so firstly i like camps a lot and yea stuff like that so i was looking forward to obs for the longest time ever (probably since after my p6 camp HELP) anyway yup so i was so excited we got to go for a 2d1n residential camp (its like overnight hehehehe) and like ofc when i went it didn’t disappoint! although i thought it would be more intense i liked that my campsite was more of recreational activities at the beach 😅🤣 my watch (basically means group) did mainly kayaking for both days. for the first day when we reached we just got like briefings and stuff and tbh i thought it would be rly boring cos “briefings” yk but it was quite interacting and all the instructors there were rly funny and engaging. then after that they gave us out food rations and we got a lot of instant stuff … me and raeann ate vegetarian...

hi yes its me licky licky after like 2 weeks ish but hey seems liek the last few post were all by the same person ahem i wont reveal who but yes i think its my ballet partner WHEEEEEEEE anyways got sick for the second time this month and honestly i shud blame myself cos i have restlessly been travelling the entire holidays + obs made me super duper exhausted and tired so like all combined made me sick haizz anyways tmrw first parade for hera as cls im so excited even though i wont be there,, hope everything goes smoothly and well planned HHEHEHEHE also this is like my first time bring absent from sch in line 3 years,, the last time was in 2019 feb and after that i HAVE NVR BEEN ABSENT TO SCH EVER TILL THIS VERY FINE DAY so i was lowkey sad that the 'streak' ended but its fine i cant do anyth abt falling sick :(( also had to swallow 6 pills today and it made me drowsy in like 15 mins help??? and the medication is for like 3 days after every meal so i need to take a total of 6x3x...

 haha we love life school is in less than 2 days and i have #notdonemyhomework !!!! fun. but i lowk think the hw is kind of unreasonable bcs we have to learn a new topic for THREE subjects on our own which is so 👎👎👎👎👎👎 anyways i have decided to start my geog now (1145pm) i hope i make it 🤪🤪🤪🤪 probably wont but thats fine its just how life goes hahahhahahhahahahhaha brb lets see how far i make it for geog then ill continue blogging about whatever i wanted to say  im a #survivor i finsihed 2 geog qns in 30 mins !! okay i think that weather and climate is super confusing and stuff and the teachers didnt give us any resources so its jyst so 😐😐😐 but ohwell i cant do anything about it i will just force myself to understand alssoo the idk why everyones complaning abt the new timetable i found it ok (atleast for my class)  omg im back (145am) and i successfully finished geog!!! im so proud of myself. i randomly did most of it but no one cares. except probably my teac...

 obs is in 8h. IM SUPPOSE TO BE ASLEEP. yeah i should probably sleep now. just going to express my hypeness and excitement for obs OBSSSSSSS IS IN EIGHT HOURSSSSS IM SO EXCITED AHHHHHHFHHDHDJSJDJJSKDJSKDJDK I CANNOT WAIT TO DO ALL THE FUN STUFF AND BOND W PEOPLE AMD STUFF help i forgot to finish and post otw to sch rn. goodluck everyone okay bye 

 help i js had dinner (as of 945pm) but the reason is kinda funny. i studied from 4-530pm and then i went to use my phone and i lied down for a while. so i fell asleep from 6-8pm then my parents woke me up for dinner then i was like "ill go in a while" and i used my phone and fell asleep AGAIN until 920pm. but this time my parents didnt wake me up so i had dinner at 920pm. from this i realised that im still very tired. i thought in the hols i would be less tired but turns out im not oh i forgot i was blogging lol ^^ helpppppp that happened again i had a dream ystd night that i overslept EVERY SINGLE DAY even when sch reopened and i got so scared when i woke up bc i thought i overslept for obs  also the weather rn is so nice its so cold i feel like sleeping even more but its so nice and comfortable ugh i love the rain okay i forgot why i wanted to blog in the first place so if i rmb ill blog again byebye

warning: it's just my messy mind spilling everything im thinking of rn and a lot of random thoughts ive been having lately.  lol ive been blogging alot about obs lately but its not my fault that like i legit caannot wait to do like kayaking and stuff its going to be so fun ahhhhhhhhhh. anyways tdy was so chaotic in the morn when everyone got their grps but my teachers didnt send us and i was like screaming jsjhskjdfkdsfjdskjfkjds but idk anyone in my grp rn. i think ik one person?? ive interacted w them like a few times?? ohwell its still gonna be fun 👍👍 i lowkey want to be in group 32 cuz got like 5 ppl ik in there (3 hera and 2 other) so it wld be more fun yk but nvm lol. oh i js realised that obs is in like 5.5 days and i still have not finished buying stuff help 🫠🫠 (crying that emoji looks so funny on my phone when im not using whatsapp) okay lol i forgot about this. i js socialised alot at a party today and now my social battery went like 📉📉 faster than usual. idk lah iv...

yest i was watching my friend's status and laughing so hard and my sister was beside me js looking at me like i was a crazy insane person but oh well the tiktok in her status was rly funny that i started to sound like a rooster while wheezing + laughing anyways yest felt so high low high low ya know,, actl the whole holidays feel that way lowkey but oh well yest the books i ordered arrived HDJADGYWGD i was so happy it was only like 3 books but it made my day ya know also since the holidays have started i have bought like 5 books... AND HOW MANY OF THOSE HAVE I READ? TBH NONE BUT I WLD SAY 1 COS I AM VERY CLOSE TO FINISHING IT (hopefully today??) ya and maybe after that i wld start on six of crows which like 4+ of my friends are claiming to be REALLY good like ok yall have overhyped books before but soc is like lowkey interesting but but but I WONT LET THE OVER-HYPENESS affect my reading i wld js read it with zero expectations and i am like kinda prepared to be disappointed if it is...

 im js blogging to keep the blog alive. more than half the hols are over and i just 🫠🫠 oh well. i havent done most of my hw but im revising a bit of 2-3 subjs everyday and im proud of myself for that :))) oh ystd i found out there are TWO worksheets for physics but i only have ONE hahahha funny. so i emailed my teacher to ask if he could send me softcopy but he also doesnt have the softcopy 😐😐 but he said he'll ask the other tchers and send it to me in w4 so good for me ig👍👍 also i want sch to resume js to meet yall and all my friends bcs its so  boring at home. i mean yeah its cool im not stressed about alot of stuff but like im realising that sch is kinda fun esp clowning around yall in the morn and before parades its so chill but stressful at the same time. ykw i mean???? i also kinda want math lessons. yes, i love math. also bcs my math teacher is so cool and chill he legit gave me an ext for hw js bcs i said i didnt have time,, so cool👍👍👍 alsoooo OBS IS IN 8 DAYS...

 i said i wld blog everyday but i give up i have no life haha. i read swethas post and same. i want to have parades but like with maams yk. not us as the taken over squad. i still havent process that we have taken over lol funny hhahhahha ok i hate SS sm like all im learning is why singapore is the best. mp5 is so confusing. actually its prob easy if i use my brain and put effort into it. yeah im gonna try and do and then ill continue blogging hello im back i finished 1qn. for some reason my eyelid is suddenly swollen and now i cant see with that eye which makes it sm harder to do my work hahhhaah also my dreams have  been getting super weird nowadays. i have like super short random dreams. like before falling asleep i fell half-asleep for a few mins then i woke back up and i had a dream about changing class aft june hols and learning 2 subjs (which i dont take rn) in 1h and getting a1 for both in eoy. then i think 2 nights ago, i dreamt that hera was burying people (i rmb who...

idk why but since yesterday i have been spelling out 'omg' as 'oh my god" idk some new habit stuck to me somehow but anyways saw irene's blog and went rly happy cos it felt like we went back to the era where only diviya and i were blogging but issok :)) ok got my braces off like 2 days ago and istg my teeth felt so free and light in mass and it also so so smooth?!?!?!? my teeth didnt feel like how i thought teeth wld feel like cos ya know its been 2.5 years since i felt my actl surface of teeth so it was kinda weird but now i am getting used to it. okay its been like 4 days since i came to india and i have still not seen my cat like ok lowkey came here js for my cat but its currently at my cousin's house which is quite far and my cousins are busy w college so lets hope i get to see it asap. also food here is rly cheap and nice like tdy i went to a shop and bought like chips for my sister and it was only like 40 cents??? so cheap i was like :000 anyways its rly ...

 ok one week of hols is almost over and me and my friend were thinking abt it and each day of the hols is abt 3% of the hols???? which means each unproductive day is 3% of my hols gone. i havent finished any of my hw im like halfway thru each of them??? i have no more motivation to complete anymore hence the blogging.  mygod ss marked practice 5 is so hard??? like why is the wa3 even in week 2. i legit have no idea how to do any of it?????? ugh ok nvm ill js anyhow do  it i dont really have a choice lol ok bye gonna go and do math

 i went ikea tdy and the announcement ppl kept pronouncing it in diff ways it was so funny. how do yall pronounce ikea tho???? 1. eye-key-ya 2. eye-kay-ya 3. ee-kay-ya 4. ee-key-ya  like what even is the actual pronounciation???? ohwell. tdy i had phy remedial (again 😐😐😐) i nearly overslept HWKAKZH but thankfully i woke up 10 minutes before it started wheeeee ok im going to study or smt idk

 ok so i was in sch from 9 to 5 and it was the saddest thing of my life. also i had to spend the whole day with ridha 👎👎👎 (guess who wasnt smart enough to bring their jacket. ok but i was so nice i shared my jacket with her the whole day) also very sad shv didnt come i discussed everything with myself 💀💀(gws pls rest shv) LOL ok uh the training was super boring but the instructor was super enthu and the games were fun yeah. ok but it was super fun going around sch with vivian ridha and sonia just clowning and seeing if we find anyone else we know HWJHAHAHHA oh shoot i haven't done my ss and wa3 is in t3w2 🤡🤡 help i nearly forgot i was doing this (its still 2nd june i havent alr destroyed my goal HEHHEHD) but yes i rmbed now ok idh anything else to say. gn gonna go sleep now

 i'll probably forget to blog everyday so if u see this and u see that i havent blogged for that day,, remind me pls i want to see how boring/interesting my holidays are i realised idh anything to blog about. except i hate physics. with a very strong passion. ok lol anyways im readinf you've reached sam rn i realised i keep forgetting that im reading if im not invested in the book. yes so also remind me that im reading the book. ohgod this is making me realisee i have terrible memory. oh i suddenly rmbed during games parade i asked "whats my name" hajhcskjchsdhc i was either having a super bad headache or my memory is rlly that bad ahhbsdcjkhbfcer  helppppp keyboard smashes on comp look so wonky and funny. im so dead tdy idek why. i legit forgot the formula for acceleration and my dad js looked at me like 😐😐😐 ok lol im going to go stduy now byebye