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 hello :) we got nth to do so we shall answer a bunch of qns here yellow, dora, kelly2 and boomwhacker ! 1. What’s your favorite way to spend a day off? Y: being yellow  D: be delulu K: doing Debrief Sheets B: sleeping and staring into space 2. What type of music are you into? Y: chinese songs from 20 years ago D: kpap! K: Peace By the River B: kpap! 3. What was the best vacation you ever took and why? Y: i only go msia and indonesia my whole life D: europe trip, went fr like 2 wks K: bali bali bali B: shanghai trip w my pri sch, it was chaotic and furthest i been to 4. Where’s the next place on your travel bucket list and why? Y: hong kong, cause the food is nice D: venice, bcause its romantic and flooding K: msia, cheap B: italy, iw to eat pasta everyday 5. What are your hobbies, and how did you get into them? Y: brushing my Boots with 1995 polish, bcuase i believe thrs no lost cause D: eating POP snacks, i had to bring home everyth and no one wanted to claim so i eat K: pol...

 hi cce is very boring we're js asking chatgpt write fanfiction for us lol. its very funny i REALLYY need to go toilet but idw interrupt teachers  anyw bcl is lame again. all talks. AGAIN. interview skills my head la idw do.... the only intersting thing is scentopia at sentosa but fri will be fun LOL but me and germ got a lot of time before that though everyone arnd me is js doing other things. playing games (2048), drawing, reading, blogging (me).  i have bio prac aft this. i hate bio pracs! eng was so fun though we kept giggling during grp work and laughing until all crying. but its ok teacher said out intro was good 🔥🔥 UGHGH I RLLY NEED TO GO TOILET BUT MY TEACHER HAS BEEN TALKING FOREVER. i hope shes almost done. (3 mins later) shes still not done. ok now we doing some gratitude thing idk ill go toilet once she asks us to start on this but aft that is lunch OK I CAME BACK AFTER A WHILE i saw rae at the toilet LOL i js ate lunch shvetha is eating lunch rn oh fire dri...

i just ate subway cookies also aswatha and kawin are in a call with me so hi . anyway just wanna preface that i love cookies so much and my fav brand is famous amos so if anyone wants to give me present, famous amos is the way to go thx 1. chocolate chip basic but omg subway cookies chocolates are so gooey and yummy like?? and the dough is so simple but delicious LIKE ugh give me four and i will gobble it up instantly 2. oatmeal raisin UNPOPULAR OPINION but omg the texture is so >>>> and the dough is so sedap sia istg.. and the raisin like elevate the texture. idk i think it's really so good 3. double chocolate it's kinda bland and idl white chocolate bcs it just tastes like glorified sugar,... and the dough dark colour so i thought it would have a deeper flavour but NO?? it's LESS flavourful.. but ya if there's no other cookie i wld take this lah 4. white chocolate macademia LIKE I SAID. glorified sugar. THERE'S BARELY ANYTHING?? idk it's not as yum...

 everytime im sad i read POP cards and get sadder but its all good it makes me feel better in the end 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 thnaks guys for all the gifts im going to take forever to finish the food i cant do kinematics (amath) i mean i cant do physics kinematics either but amath kinematics is my problem rn i have 8 long questions due tomorrow i cant do this rn ill go eat one of the many POP snacks then ill continue with amath bye

 hehehe js want to say NP open house booth looked super good!!!!!! good job Euphrosyne anyw open hse was q fun LOL the parents more interested than the kids HAHHA HELLEPP SORRY GUYS I FORGOT AGAIN THAT WAS YSTD anyw i dont understand integration. it was fine in class but suddenly the hw i cannot do. and its due tmr. hahahahahaa nvm ill ask someone later lol also my screen time has increased after pop bc i keep texting Euphrosyne????? but its ok wa2s over! but now prelims and os. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaa live laugh love OK bye i need to do physics 

HELLOOOO one year since HARRYS HOUSE HEHEHEHEHEEHE MAY 20 HOHOHOHOHO bestest album it quite literally saved me in so many ways i love him and whole concept of him making us feel at home with harry's house + the entire tour and hslot sg <3333333 ok now. POP.wow i took so long to accept that i fr steppped down like in my head i was js gaslighting myself and thinking it was js Drills Session in the Courtyard as a Unit but nah it was POP. yes POP. I LOVEEEEEE BEING ABLE TO TALK TO JUNIORS AND Ma'ams INFORMALLY. LIKE I WAS SO SAD AND BAWLING WHEN Bersurai BUTTTT AFTER LIKE 5 MINS OF CRYING I REALISED I CAN TALK TO EVERYONEEEEE YAYAYAYAYYAYYY SUPER FUN THEN ALL THE EATING TGT + TAKING PICS AND SO MANY POPPED MAAMS CAME I WAS SO HEART FILLED. 7 GENERATIONS of NPCC bro mega slay im so so so grateful to everyone that POP SUCH A SUCCESS. after that i came home then read all the notes and letters from POP it was so emo i cried but i love all of you so so so muchhhbAAAAAAAAA special men...

 Omg I POPed 🎉 

 my first post after POP and i think i finally accepted it (after 2 very specific Euphrosyne keep annoying me and rae) but im not in denial as much anym ykwim anyw POP was crazy. seeing SO MANY Ma'ams there OMG. 7 generations of Cedar NP was there 💓💓😭😭  it went by so fast tbh. everyth was so cool and idk i saw HOC happening from the corner of my eye and i teared up. esp when Aswatha started timing + commanding but obv i cannot start bawling then so i js stopped. but when Bersurai. i started sobbing craazzyy. then after that i calmed down, talked to all the Ma'ams <33 and jnrs!!!!!!!!!! SO FUN OMG then got gifts from everyone and gave gifts to everyone! and i hugged the jnrs HGSKJGFKSHK so cute i wanted to melt Aphrodite Ma'ams gave us a watermelon HAHAHA SO CUTE THOUGH rae looked pregnant carrying it to nex LOLL so fun talking to all the Ma'ams! finally got our gifts from Metis Ma'ams also HAHAHAHA FUNNY then SO MANY PICTURES HELP SO CUTE ALL OF THE PICS (my ...

 hi im still in denial but rlly i cant say much details abt POP bcause erm, i was js living in the moment and like rlly my brain is small 😗😗 POP came and go so quickly, rlly i nvr knew it was gg to come so quickly and finish so quickly it still doesnt process in my head rn. its so funny that Persephone and Nyx alr blogged about it and NONE of Euphrosyne and Hera blogged abt it yet HAHHAHA. spent the time b4 Parade helping everyone pack their gifts while i js cleaned the Store and threw sm things and js tried to make space for all the gifts omg thr was so much so much then i wore my SI Rank and my Beret with the Yellow Flash FOR THE 1ST TIME AND IT WAS SO DBFKRVSKVDKSVDKSH i felt so cool but it felt so off at the same time gdkdgdjgdkshsjhs soon it was time for the actual thing and erm IT JS WENT BY SO FAST.  tbh i actually forgot what to do aft my name was called out, literal brain freeze uk. i actually teared a little during Pledge Taking as the entire Unit js recited the Pl...

 hello. i want to say again, your roles DO NOT define you! its no doubt super disappointing but at the end of the day everyone is a CL and can alw help the Unit. like what swetha said, dont like the heirachy break ur squad and dont forget to be there for your squad. ur all part of the Unit and youre appreciated and recognised by everyone <3 you guys tried your best and outcome was not what u wanted but plspls rmb its not your fault. dont ever blame urself for this ok. im SO SO proud of every single one of you and im so happy that y'all have grown into the ppl you are today :) and i know some of y'all might think that the ppl who got the roles dont deserve it (i cant say anyth ab this bc i dont know yall well) but ur efforts are recognised okay! ur role is not the only thing that recognises you. I appreciate all that each of u have contributed into the Unit and im sure you'll all be great CLs. and if u really feel bad and u cant talk to anyone ab it, u can text me after P...

 ill post this first then the other one cant believe its really all ending :( time moves so fast man..... just like that 3 years gone. im crying alr but iw to cry tmr so i wont cry now .. :") im so proud of EVERYONE in the Unit for making it this far (this post will be more Hera oriented sorry).. UGH I CANT BELIEVE IM WRITING SAPPY STUFF  but its ok im emo so proud of all of us for making it till our POP.... we've all been through so so much and its so unreal that its alr our turn 💔💔 its so fast and im so so so sad bc im way too attached to NP for my own good i was listening to rae's vm and i started tearing up also.... i dont have the energy (and time) to blog sm ab this i need to go settle other POP stuff but ill definitely cry tmr so pls come hug me  - div

 hi guys so i read all the blogs yea ALL Of them and js wanted to say goodjob and a big fat hug to ykw that are disappointed. its ok. it really is. having a role isnt the only way to contribute to the Unit and im so proud of all of you for even making it this far even if u are 'role-less'  at the end of the day, all of yall are gonna be leaders of the Unit and everyone is significant regardless of the position you hold. dont let hierachy break your squad and always be there for one another ok? i have less than 24 hours and i am so emo i am tearing up at every thought abt POP and i cant believe i wanted this to end but when it actl is ending i am not ok and unable to accept it. one more day. less than 20 hours to march for the last time :") i love NP man i hvnt said this in a long time cus i was super stressed but i really do and ill miss everything and everyone from this goofy cca, IRGRHRHR i have phy wa tmrw and im more scared and emo abt POP than anyth else. jiayou every...

tdy wasn’t too bad! it was rather alright imo :) log differentiation is actually manageable ok, and apparently we were moving on to matrices soon instead of integration it’s ok my suffering of integration is postponed! the roles came out today, and i rlly want to say to all, good job :) you may or may not have gotten the roles u wanted but i would like to let u guys know that it is alright, sometimes life doesn’t go the way u want it to be and im hoping u guys will not be so sad about it ok? it will all wrk out in the end and it isn’t ur fault that the results are like this. u guys hey tried and did ur best, and we can see it. js do keep trying ur best to persevere and move on :) overall, i am proud of the people u have grown to become tdy was also rather eventful! managed to clarify sm of my doubts and hv a dry run, since i was not rlly thr previously. and i also realised how carefree i was when doing anything CCA related… it’s like an escape for me uk, and a bit unhealthy :3 chem is ...

 hello life is so sad not everything will go ur way :( but need to make the most of what we have 🙏 easier said than done but this is how life goes js need to look on the bright side of things sometimes! and trust that everyth happens for a reason. may look bad now but everyth will be fine soon :) idw to grow up :") jiayou POP is in 2 days. rehearsal tdy gave me intense flashbacks from last yr POP also the Store smelled so good i felt so happy smelling it (i swear im normal) phy wa2 is tmr atb and jiayou everyone push on a bit more

 so exciting

 6 MORE DAYS AND THIS WEEK IS OVER JIAYOU EVERYBODY. SO MUCH HAPPENING IN WEEK 9 OMFG IM GENUINELY SO STRESSED FOR EVERYTH mon: em wa2 tues: phy wa2 weds: POP + squad dinner thurs: hbl  fri: chem wa2 sat: open house OHMYGOD life is hard jiayou everyone pls drink lots of water its so hot ok bye i will go back to doing physics 🤸‍♀️

 hello guys i am fever-ed but not covided ya i took 3 art tst in the span of 2 days cos the sickness felt exactly like the last time i got covid right after obs so ya. but its not covid so slay ig???? i js took panadol last night and slept. was fine when i woke up but now im getting feverish again so im js chugging on water so i wont miss my paper tmrw. this whole week all my fav subj WAs idw to miss the plsplpslpsls also IM DONE PACKING POP GIFTS hehehehe asked my sister and mother to help me cos it was overwhelming but ya its done now YAY now i need to find a way to transport them to sch by wednesday. maybe ill bring little by little and stock it up in my locker YUP  i have been so lethargic and tired. i feel what balleter felt whe she was getting sick too pften like the weather is also damn hot and draining as a overhydrater than drinks too much water, i alrdy feel so dehydrated cos all i water i drink is gone by sweating the moment i step out of my room. so ya. everybady p...

 its been so long since ive blogged hehe decided to blog bcause my finger is cramped up and stuck... im typing w 1 finger on my keyboard 🥰🥰 this whole wk was crazy! let me start frm last sat <3 NPAP happened and omg it was so so so fun it was so cool seeing it w my own 2 eyes but it was damnnnn hot uk its ok i wont complain :) the food.. that muscat grape drink was 🔛🔝 i drank sm thay i ended up not even eating much. germ's parents brought me home and germ told me they thought i was her junior 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ my 1$ ice cream was delish aft that thou ;)) i cant rmb what happened what happened on mon and tues... wed was rhe bio ppr! thr was a qn for us to count AND I CLDNT COUNT OK. like srsly i counted 30 then 33 then 34 i js gave up counting at 1 pt losing 4 marks alr!! its ok mayb i shd count more things more often... didnt stay bk that day bcause i was js too tired and i needed to study for math on fri so yea (to those who were expecting me to be thr u can expect me in the futur...

another harry lyric but its there for a reason cus the end is REALLY near HUH. ONE more Parade. time flew by so fast yet so much happened in the past 3-4 years and its so hard to just let go of it in one day but yeah we all have to move on cus thats life :") im just reminiscing how much i loved this cca till we stepped up like after becoming CLs it was more stresssful than enjoyable but i wld still miss stressing out with my fav goofers and hera yk?  i feel like after this it wld be very hard for hera or like any of us to come tgt and just even spend time cos there wont be a clear purpose to it rather than js being together. i wanted to POP so that it wld be less stressful for me and also have time to revise but this temporary step down has already kinda achieved that and POP means we have to let go of this Unit completely?@?#$?@$@??!@?!?!!?!?$!$ bruhhhhh im so emo we only have 3 days and it all feels too soon. our time is really over lol i dont even know anym im js so numb. and l...

 maybe im right (i hope im not) but maybe im js overthinking IDK but i had mental breakdowns bc im scared that im right (I REALLY HOPE IM NOT) bc if im right i will never emotionally and mentally recover anyw im supr stressed for phy and em 😅😅 bc i alr messed up amath big time. chem also i havent memo salts yet hahhahahaha ok bye im going to study i hope everything goes fine tonight 🤸‍♀️

 hi hello history was very questionable. its safe to leak the paper here right my class is the only pure hist so idc im gonna share my sorrow so basically right before the exam at like 7.56 i was telling my friends "aiya berlin blockade wont be tested" THEN GUESS WHAT the essay qn was on berlin blockade and the superpowers boom booming there LMAO so clowning i fr felt like the paper over heard my ramble before the exam then decided to troll me yk,, max clownery but anyway LETS TALK ABOUT ACAIIIIII so that day i think monday ya tall banana and i went to serangoon gardens after sch js to get the student promo acai. its ends at 5pm and we went in there at like 4.56 helpppp but ya the acai was a bit wattery but the taste was nice and also the granola slaps wow tall banana loves the bananas in the acai HAHAHA me too but not as much as her i js like fruits in general so heh.  also i forgot to blog abt me germ rae mala experience last friday WOW that was really wow we got medium spi...

 MY REPUTATIONS NEVER BEEN WORSE SO  YOU MUST LIKE ME FOR ME (yes stewa loves swifties and harries yes slay love you) i cant believe theres 6 days till POP... im rly regretting procrastinating my stuff haha i need to prep for physics, chem and em AND I STILL NEED TO DO MY POP GIFTS :(  i just realised a huge part of my cedar life is just NP, like going for the ECSI comp (even though we failed lol), NDC celebrations, our first and last Changing Parade (i will never everevereverr forget that), becoming a NCO and growing super close and making idiotic and chaotic memories with Hera. thinking that we wont  talk as frequently as before now is kinda heartbreaking and how we wont ALL go home tgt cause we now have different dismissal timings :( seeing Euphrosyne take over the Unit is so bitersweet,, ik theyre def gonna run the Unit better and make sure Cedar NP continues to thrive <3 im gonna miss all our Ma'ams, we bonded and created some great memories w them by asking ...

 HELLOO im back here like after a week help it feels so long but YAY. just wanna say today hari raya performance slayed. front row of the girlies dancing especially HEHHEHEHHEHEHE so proud ya i have been so busy with mugging for WAs lately like esp amath and history. amath was done on monday and it was.. lets not talk about it. and tmrw is hist so i came here to take a break from studying HAHAHAHA yup life has been busy and quite empty without Parades so heh :) POP is exactly in 1 week so URMRRURMRMRM my pop gifts are here but i hvnt packed them so urmmm ill get my sister to help ig??? cos i still have 3 WAs next week oh my gosh AAAAAAAAAAaa but chem is one of them so HEHEHEHEHHEHE fun i love chem (i have said this like 767367560578 million times but i will never stop) i hope i dont too bad for history tmrw since amath is alrdy hahahahahhahahhahhahaah - stewa (chem enthusiast)

 last 5 posts all mine (6th incl this one) pls post bbgs 😘😘😘😘 (YAS BBG STEWA FAV IS BACKKKKK FIREEEE) ok bye im going to go do more differentiation

 HELLO I AM LIKE SO SCARED FOR BIO I SHDNT BE BLOGGING BUT WTV IVE DONE TYS, 1001 MCQS, REVISED AND SOME STRUCTURED QNS. HOPEFULLY I CAN GET BETTER THAN A C5 THIS TIME ughhdhgjfhgkljfjkhf im so mentally drained again. i think i pref being in sch bc im constantly thinking then i dont end up contemplating my life and im alw talking to ppl and goofing arnd so i feel okay! i think i cannot be alone for very long if not i downward spiral LOL anyw im thinking if i shd stay up studying or sleep. i think ill sleep LOL iw to rest i didnt sleep well last night  OMG OMG ive been craving froyo.... idek why maybe i js havent had cold stuff in a rlly long time bc i was sick but idk im thinking if i shd get froyo tmr..... ill see how! im so delusional but its ok!!!!!!!!!!!! live laugh love fr! "delusion is a part of life" - me 2023 ok bye bbgs

 hi would like to tell everybody im better toodaaay :) i mean im still like super mentally drained but its not as bad as the weekend! :)) hopefully it just gets better from here. maybe it was the 2.4 LOL i felt damn shiok afterwards i passed 🔥🔥 did alot better than i expected HAHHA okay tmr is bio and i am ok prepared tbh i love my tuition teacher she actly helped me sm HAHA super grateful to her <33 she's the reason im understanding chem and bio LOOLL ALSOOOOO xxx is SOOO CUTE DLSHLDSHLKDJBVKL im so emo i cant see them until open house weekend. ugh. but its ok!!!!!!!!!! i talk ab her 24/7 to my friend so its all good okaay bye wish me luck in revising

 i hate everything. i have zero motivation. i cant be burnt out so early in the year i still have a longlong way to go bro. i tried doing multiple things to make me feel a bit better (meeting one of my super close childhood friend's baby sister bc she normally makes me super happy bc she's so cute, and making post os bucket list so i have motivation, watching comfort videos) but nothing worked at all i've been super down the whole day and i js keep forcing myself to study bc i really don't have a choice. i have bio on tues and i'm not even close to done revising. i haven't even memorised yet how to do qns. i'm saying this all here bc i don't have the energy to rant to anyone or talk to ppl in general. even xxxx didn't get me excited today. idk man life's been super bad lately i really need longer than a weekend bc my weekend isn't even a weekend considering sat i'm only free after 630pm (essentially longer than a normal sch day tbh) and i...

 im alr burnt out and wa2s arent even over yet i still have 5 more how i am going to survive until os save me plspls idh energy for anything anymore im not eating as much either and idc ab anyth i js want to sleep and talk to ppl andand i also want a long long break like 2 months not going to sign off bye jiayou everyone

 hello everybody today felt so weird when i saw other NP ppl bringing their uni and i js came to sch w my bag 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ funny but i am starting to accept reality </3 anyw today i had chem make up prac and it was so funny i asked 3 of my friends to come with me bc i was too scared to go alone and make small talk with my teacher HELP and then they helped me wash my test tubes and stuff when i was doing other parts of the prac LOLL and they like gave me hints not to do co2 test for one of them so i can save time and my teacher was like "wow ur friends so nice they help u i would be so touched" uhuhgufihliu i didnt how to reply so i js "hahahah yaa" LMFAO then i came home at like 3 which is super early for a friday bcs for the longest time friday was alw a reach home at 8 day so it felt good ig but i rather be at Parade 😕😕 its okays life goes on! also i miss the NP Store so much 💔💔 iw to go in and go crazy on fridays b4 Parade and js talk and talk and play burni...

 STOP this is so. I have no words. How did I even get shortlisted for Fitnlit cedarian 💀💀 I will not elaborate. Anyway today was such an unproductive day I only did sls work I haven't done anything I'll do when I wake up tmr. Also I have 2.4km tmr I think I'm going to fail but I'm aiming for at least C so that I can get gold for napfa good luck to me ig....bye - germaine 

YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN i love yesterday but i was kinda guilty cos they were getting scolded but aft that HEHE yaaaassssss going home esp WOOOHOOOO to the rest of the 3 ppl who were were tgt w WINK WINK EHEHEHEHEHHEHEE TODAYYYY SATALLETITE MVVVVVVV  I WOKE UP TO IT OMGOMGOMGOMG GG LIKEEEEEEEEE I WAS LAZXY TO STAY BACK COS IW TO SLEEP SO WHEN I WOKE UP FIRST THING I WATCHED WAS THAT AND WOW SO GOOD ALL OF U SHUD WATCH TOO I LOVE HARRY I LOVE STOMPER MUACKS MUACKS also done w like 3/4 of my hbl work HEHEHEHEE but my other work that was due quite long ago still not done help urmmmm ill do lafter my hbl work but ya i went to study in library aft very long w my frd and was kinda productive,, we went to kfc afterwards and then we ate there then got damn lazy to go back to library so we js sat there and studied there LOLS HEEH yass but the wifi wldnt connect to my laptop so i cldnt do the sls but its fine i had fun YAYAY also tmrw i cant wait to eat mala with rae and germ I LOVE SPICY AND N...

 hello today was the first Parade without us anym. was kind of sad but its alright i spent my time w a few of Hera LOL it felt weird seeing Parade going on but we werent there ykwim. anyw it was kind of productive....? i finished cell div notes 🔥🔥 but tbf we were talking to each other and Ma'ams quite a bit. then saw my fav swetha 🔥🔥😍😍😍 LOLL very fun though after ""Parade"" im also like super emo but i lazy blog ab it ykwim. OMGOMGOMG ALSO. GOING HOME????? BRO?????? IT WAS SUCH AN INTERESTING AND DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE HELP??? hope the 3 who were there with me are good now. my fav three with my other fav 2 frfr 🤭🤭🤭 going home today was 6746205789265092/10 winkwink loved it so much hahehahehhahehah i felt like all my bottled up feelings finally let out ykyk. wont say much but i feel supersuper good now lol. like ill be able to POP happily and all my feelings are not like stuck within me forever. anyw,, atb to those Euphrosyne going for NPAP 🔥🔥 have fun ...

 i made myself the best coffee ever and i spilt half of it on the floor I CANT JSFGSGSGS i need to revise for chem im HORRIBLE at it im so sorry im gonna do horribly in chem then i got hw and stuff but ITS OK CAUSE WHY? ITS HBL TMR WHOOOOOO it feels like a YEAR since i had hbl and im SO GLAD to SLEEP IN and to read ignite me  BE PRODUCTIVE YUH but yeah basically im down bad. like rly bad. its a wrong time for me to read shatter me. aaron warner is too hot to handle EHMEHMHM  ya wish me luck cause lit is on fri and im screwed. ~r

 i hate bio pracs. but i love learning bio. but i hate memo-ing bio. and im flunking bio big time. but iw take bio in jc cause fun WHATEVER I WILL GET THROUGH THIS I AM GOOOODDDD okay wtv anyw i managed to rush through hw that i found out about 1h ago ❤ like i said, I AM GOOODD tmr is so boring. and theres principal talk for our class! but whatever we get to on aircorn (its the only part im happy ab sch) ALSO OMG i can finally see ppl again i feel so ppl deprived idk if i make sense bc thurs i was sick and fri was tnf finals and obv i talked to ppl but it was more of js screaming and stuff. so i havent talk talked to ppl i miss human interaction ☹ also fun fact to everybody my love language is physical touch so pls come hug me i need hugz i have been hug deprived lately. also i think i will need many hugs on POP lol 16 days. anyw iw go sch tmr bc i also need to update my friend ab xxxx theyre so NDHFLJKDSHFLKJFPO i saw them ystd and day was instantly made! i love everything hehehah...

 hello i was telling my friends (not in cedar) ab some (not so good) stories ab my life right and one of them told me i choose to ignore red flags and most of the time dont even realise it and now i realise how real it is. this is not good. whatever this is why i have these friends! anyw i love being home alone ❤ i cant wait to buy my own house and live on my own heheh ya i mean it'll defo be hard but i think it wld be q fun also. ok bye im gonna go out and eat dinner 🙏 have fun everybody hope u have all completed ur hw and r ready for school ☹ 🤸‍♀️

 Why everybody talking abt mala I also want to eat 💔 ok bye - getmaien 

 this is an announcement that I am not mala blogger BUT FR THOU MALA SLAPS I ate mala last night for dinner and like it was so ex omg it was 9.5 😭😭 What I ordered: Glass noodles 3 sotong balls A bit of mushroom A bit of chicken Potato Boom 9.5 gosh it was ex 😭😭😭 it’s ok it slapped. I can’t eat da la but I max can eat Zhong la without dying and drinking water every time, mayb it’s js this mala shop near my hse which isn’t that spicy. The place mala blogger blogged abt was gd thou, ate it w swetha germ wendy and suwa b4 it was actually not too bad imo.  Ok I shall finish up my chi hw and grind Hist for tmr,, bye bye everyone live laugh love mala Oh ya if got some1 want to eat mala w me pls pls pls hmu tysm I can’t eat mala w suwa… ~ boomwhacker

 OK SO HERES MY EXP EATING MALA ON FRI  SO ME AND MY FRIEND WENT  TO THE HAWKER CENTRE YOU SEE WALKING TO WOODLIEGH AND WE DECIDED TO EAT MALA (i didnt know if it was halal so i just put seafood stuff and veggies)  BUT UM YEA WHEN I WAS TAKING THE CAPSICUM THERE WAS LIKE A DEAD BUG INSIDE??? IDK MAN IT LOOKED LIKE A COCKROACH 😭SO UM YEA IF I GET SICK YALL KNOW WHY and then it turned out to be $10?? (most ex food ive ever had but it was my first time buying so maybe next time i wont put veggies with big portions) AND THE PERSON ASKED SPICE SMALL? AND I WAS LIKE UM YEA SURE I THOUGHT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT THE PORTION OF THE MEAL  AND IT LOOKED SO GOOD THOUGH THEY ADDED SEASEME?(spelling go brr) SEEDS AND DRIED CHILLIES AND PEANUTS AND IT TASTED SO GOOD TOO PLUS IT WAS RAINING AND WAS COLD AND SO ITS THE PERFECT THING TO EAT SO YEA EVERYTHING WAS GREAT EXCEPT FOR THE HYGENE IG??