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HEELOO EVERYBADY im so happy,, harry's 'you are home' website has a door with lights flashing to the satallite stomps beats DHKGAFGAHFDAH YAYAYAYYY SATALLITE MV COMINGGG HOHOHOH LESSGOOO also i came here to confess that i will miss Euphrosyne more than Hera after POP. dont get me wrong i love Hera too but i like us when its not Parade and its js us goofing around everyday ygwik? but Euphrosyne best Squad like my LOVES i love them thank you. THEIR ENTHUSIASM makes me want to muack muack HDGADGHA ya <33 today was very chill as well. i cleaned my bookhelf and sorting all my tbs and files and arranged them nicely. each holiday im making my room slightly better from the prev week. its getting less messier now YAY hope it stays the same but it probly wont :( raeann talked abt mala now iw mala also PLEASE BEEN SO LONG THE LAST TIME I HAD MALA WAS WHEN I BLOGGED AB IT IW TO EAT AGAIN. maybe after sch in the upcoming week ill go eat :)) i also want acai but i had acai last week b...

(i typed this out a while ago so)  hello. this is to everyone in CNU thank you for making the past 3ish years absolutely amazing. i went through so many ups and downs with NP but i cannot be more grateful to every single one of you for making it absolutely worth it. NP has made me grow emotionally and mentally so much. i learnt so so so much and it fr is the soft skills that sticks with us throughout. and thank you to Hera and Euphrosyne for staying back after Parade recently and bonding for so long it made my day 100% better. i am genuinely going to miss CNU so much. thank you HO, CIs, Aphrodite Ma'ams, Alectrona Ma'ams, Metis Ma'ams, Euphrosyne, Persphone and Nyx. most importantly, Hera.  to Hera, im so proud of us making it this far. through all the scoldings, bondings and after all the terrible E-CCA days and staying back for POP rehearsals (we'll be doing the same soon but a different POP 😓), Ma'am XX fanclub, sock puppet show, Changing Parade, shooting, NDC, ...

 I keep thinking about * 💔💔 can't believe I won't ever see him again..it's ok haha some things are not meant to be! Anyway..just now I was searching up for like uhh ok let's give him an initial ok B ok so just to make it clear * and B are totally diff people ok so don't mix up Anyway I spent 1h on ig trying to find B but to no avail. FYI I noticed B like yst and honestly I was so 😧😧 because he was cute ok but anyway luck was not on my side so I don't even know who he is he's just cute. Ok that's all for today bye - Germaine

HEEEELLOOOO TNF WAS SO GOOD SO  MANY HERA APPEARANCE ON THE BIG SCREEN IM SO PROUYD OF MY BABES. oh today i finally studied history on my own after like an entire term cos i cldnt understand my teacher at all. shes too smart and she doesnt teach in a way i can grasp so relying on my self studying for history rn. i hope i dont do too bad for wa2 cos wa1 was HORRENDOUS. also ik im a harry maniac but can we talk about hanni from newjeans. BRO HER VOICE. why is it like honey. HAHA hanni honey. ITS FR LIKE HONEY OK HER VOICE IS SO LIKE SMOOTH AND NICE AND DENSE AT THE SAME TIME. i didnt know my fav part of OMG was sung by her like. HER VOICE IS SO RNB and just like i predicted she does like and listening to rnb??? thats so cool!! she also listens to like the songs that bunnies request thats so nice :)) RNB SO COOL YA THANKS today i went to ikea and it was so crowded like brah ik got the 12 inch hotdog but nah insane insane. i still got it tho. it tasted ok but i wont really get it again...

 i know i said ill blog ab my emo-ness. and i blogged ab it a while back and posted then i reverted back to draft bc i didnt want it to be out everywhere idk lol ill repost it soon ill give a weekly update instead bc q alot happened monday: HOOLIDAAY fun. idr much but i was actl kinda productive and i went out hehe tuesday: english wa LOL it was q ok i think lah but im not gonna keep my expectations too high lol wednesday: interesting bio prac where all my results were 0.... help i copied results lol and also. last Parade b4 POP hahaha cried. was very sad 😔  thursday: missed my MSP wa bc i was too sick LOOOLL. stayed at home the whole day and rested bc i rlly didnt want to miss fri HAHAHAHA friday: alr kinda blogged ab this but okay ill do again LOLL b4 tnf finals,, JUMPED 6 GRADES FOR GEOGG BROO IM A GENIUS. TNF FINAAAALSSS. SOOO FUUUNNN BROOOOO i enjoyed sm 🔥🔥 3/22 Hera appeared on big screen LOLLL so funny i loved it so much hehe. I LOVE VCAA SOOO MUCH I SAID THIS ALR BU...

 This whole wk was so chaotic omg Mon: no sch I didn’t do much things anyw, I was js doing hw and notes and staring into space lol Tues: I can’t rmb lol Wed: I had like 3 periods of math with like cce lesson in btwn so it was just 200 mins of seeing Mr Tan HAHAHA oh and last Parade… last Parade b4 POP on the 17th, I was so sad uk. I was so sad thinking thrs no use in me staying by anymore and that my Wednesdays and Fridays are now so free… I think I’ll stay by though, I feel like it’s to free alr 🫥🫥🫥 Thurs: ran 2.4????? Gosh I failed but erm it’s ok I finished it HAHAHAHA smith  in r though I wld accomplish tbh. So regardless if I failed, I’m still happy to know personally that I completed it :)) Fri: msg track finals 🔥🔥🔥 because break was 1040 to 1120, I asked the Cher if can js leave and luckily can so I went to eat monster curry w suwa hehe. 15.50 for 1 big plate of curry rice, 1 soup of the day, 1 Hagen? Daz ice cream and 2 ice lemon tea, soso worth ok la it was 18.4...

 quick life update bc idh much time rn today was legit so fun bro i lost my voice but i LOVE VCA SO MUCH VCA EVENTS ARE ALW SO FUUUN BROOO I LOVE THEM 🔥🔥 i think NDC made me realise iw go VJ ‼‼ VEE JAY BOLEEEHH also quite emo i couldnt see xxx from xxx school today bc they told me they skipped but its ok (i hope) i will see them on the long weekend SO EXCITED FOR ANOTHER LONG WEEKEND (maybe i can see xxx hehehe). AND FINALLY AN ACTUAL HBL on a side note, POP date confirmed. 17/05/2023. we will spend 1189 days as a squad. i will blog ab my emo-ness ab this soon (maybe tmr) ANYWAY I AM GETTING BACK MT WA2 TOMORROOOWW WISH ME LUCK. speaking of wa2, would like to inform everybody i jumped SIX ENTIRE GRADES for geog 💪💪💪💪💪 hope u r all very proud of me. oh ss today was ok i never finish my q1 but its ok its ok maybe geog will pull up my grade LOL also 😍 would 😍 love 😍 to 😍 see 😍 life 😍 updates 😍 from 😍 all 😍 of 😍 u O...

 Today was so fire 🔥🔥🔥 but I am so tired rn. Anyway I screeched so loudly I swear everytime the vs vj ppl cover their ears it's cos of me 😭😭 then everytime they look back to give like a dirty glance I would stop screaming HELP 🤣🤣 anwyay I had so much fun. Also the vs guys in front of me and my class were so goofy...I think one was sec3 one sec2 anyway they asked us for our balloon things and then they kept like spoiling it cos idk what they were doing with it...anyway they were so ???? Random the whole time. Watching the races also very exciting... and right I saw some ppl took pics with the Australian team like broooo I also want...nvm. Lastly just want to share that I saw * 3 times 😁 feels like a fever dream bc he's literally like from the opposite side of sg but I saw him today 🔥🔥 I also walked past him once I was like OMG. 🤯🤯🤯 he's so cute. Bye - germaine

 Ok I lied I'm kind of bored SO IM GOING TO list my fave players in the football teams i like/keep up with (not in order other than Chelsea) 1. Chelsea - CHRISTIAN PULISIC #10 🦅🦅🦅 (it's so funny how ppl call him LeBron James of soccer bc he's American 💀) 2. City - RUBEN DIAS/Haaland/few more others (tbh I like a lot of ppl in city bc they're all good) 3. Arsenal - SAKAAAA (starboy fr he's the best love him so much 🙏🙏) 4. Liverpool - HARVEY ELLIOTT (first time revealing pls be nice) Honorary mention to declan rice bc he was my fave England player during WC last year and he plays rly well Anyway city are going to overtake arsenal in the league and honestly idm I like more city players than arsenal so I think I prefer city? Idk. I know I will get bullied for my opinions but SHHHHH

 I have been watching YouTube on tv and I haven't mark finish the books I am doomed..it's ok! I wake up tmr to mark..what time shld I. Uh. 430am shld be fine ok see u all at 430am bye oh ya I have 2 tests tmr also but whatevervevrbrvr I give up on school I am successful independent woman with or without sch! - Germaine Khoo Zi Ning

bro yesterday so embarrassing muack muack balleter go remind me that it was our last time wearing PT Kit and it hit me so hard i started to sob. urgrhghgrhghr so emo so emo i wanted to go home then cry or like atleast cry on my way home not like bawl even before everyone was dissmissed, its ok to be emo its fine i love life hahaha i literally wanted to POP asap cus i wanted to start revision proper but now its all coming to and end and its hard to accept it cus regardless of how much or little love we have for this cca, we are all attached one way or another ://  i am craving banana cake from molly in hougang maybe ill go over the weekends js to get it. it taste so good and nostalgic cus i used to live there till i was like 4 years old so ya. im so sad iw my comfort food. also today was supposed to be louis concert but hahahahaahaha its ok life is never perfect we can get through this. I AM SO EMO I DIDNT SEE MYSLEF BEING THIS AFFECTED BRO VUVHSGVSRGJ URGRHGRHRGHRHHH yk i cant even...

 I can't believe it....I rly can't 💔💔💔 I'm so sad..😢 I don't even know how to cope with this I just know that tmr I'm going to start bawling when marking the books and everythign I can't do this anymore ☹️☹️☹️☹️

1.  i looked through salts cause its tested for chem and can i just say i want to cry ITS NOT EVEN THAT SALTS IS DIFFICULT ITS JUST SO TEDIOUS TO LEARN AND QA EREEHFHKHKKKK its fun to do it in the lab but NOT fun to do qa in a non lab setting 2. i did some lit notes on crucible (i did not understand anything lord help me) (i also couldnt finish it cause i had SO MUCH to do like seriously my google doc is like 85 pages-- theres no end to this 💀💀) 3. i did an em practice paper (i suck at em why is em so hard :(() ye thats all i did today ok it doesnt seem like much but i spent alot of time on chem and em so yes  ~r

 i hope i come back and have done all the below things - cell division notes - electrolysis slides - pack NP Uniform (for the 2nd last time.... 😓😓😓😓) - finish up SOR and do ammonia notes ok thats all i think also. im becoming sick again. 5th time in the yr and its only april???? nah i cant do this 😭😭😭😭 hopefully i recover asap bc i alr started taking meds  pray for the best everybody 🙏🙏🙏 see yall tmr :") last Parade excl POP <//3 love you darlings 💓💓 🤸‍♀️

 LATELY YOUVE BEEN ON MY MINDDDDD HONEY okok another day of blogging duirng historyyyy HEHE so i was just thinking about how people can be so disappointing like esp in the aspect of leadership. everyone disappoints when it comes to leadership. good leadership is so rare like i have only seen like a handful of good leaders in cedar iw to cry. some of my friends who are leaders do a TERRIBLE job of being one but i dont give them feedback and they just continue being terrible (WOI THEN TELL LA)... like not everyone is receptive of feedback yk? also i want to avoid conflict so :((  but like i cant expect them to js get hit by self realisation and suddenly improve themselves also...idk everyone should evaluate themselves and do better and be less disappointing. like you have a role for a reason right? why take it up if you cant commit urslef to it and be responsible? haiz issok everyone makes mistakes we are all humans its fine but consistency hahahahahah i absolutely despise peopl...

STOP I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO BUT YK WHAT IM DOING INSTEAD OF FINISHING THEM? BLOGGING no but im so guilty cause its been so long since i blogged well i just got back my mt prelim oral marks and guess what i got a b3 (apparently its not enough cause my cher talked smth about me taking a retest idk ??) BUT YOU CANT BLAME ME OK I GOT A VIDEO ABOUT A WET MARKET AS SOON AS I SAW THE VIDEO I LITERALLY FREEZED THIS IS NOT OK TO MAKE THINGS WORSE MY TONGUE DECIDED THAT IT WAS THE BEST TIME TO STUTTER LIKE HELP ME I HAVENT STUTTERED THIS MUCH SINCE FOREVER AND THE QNS SHE ASKED WASNT HELPING ALSOO anyway its ok i just know that my el oral would be better (hopefully god pls help 🙏🙏) aa i still have el ss lit (i gave up lol) am phy chem em wa to do and im so screwed OH AND BY RIGHT IM SUPP TO HAVE COMPLETED ALL MY TOPICAL TYS STUFF BY JUNE BUT GUESS WHAT I HAVENT EVEN TOUCHED THEM #livelaughcry SO. TO TURN THIS INTO AN OPTIMISTIC SIT (cause sad backwards is das and das not good) IM GONNA USE ...

 Pls STREAM SVT NEW ALBUM PLZ LISTEN TO FIRE 1:15 TO 1:30 ALBUM OF THE YEAR 🔥🔥 SONGS OF THE YEAR 🔥🔥 I LOVE EVERY SOGN

 title is dedicated to the upcoming week i think t might be the best on in term 2 so far. here is why! monday (today) - holidayyyyy i have been at home all day and its been so cozy and nice i also managed to clean my room and clear some of stuff yesterday so the room feels soo good :)) i think im gg wwp later on to topup my ezlinki and also maybe get pop gifts HAHA!! tuesday - school! I HAVE MY FAV SUBJECTS AND CLASSES HOHO i have pe chem cce all 2 PERIODS so fun i love tuesdays so much :) wednesday - LATE DAYYYY dont know how long it has been since we had late day but i need go early fgo5r the open house volunteering but still fun XD lessons arent that bad and my chem cher took and extra chem period (from the one we missed on monday) so YAY (LETS IGNORE THE FACT THAT ITS HERA's LAST PROPOER PARADE I AM IN DENIAL) thurdsay - probably the only meh day in the week cus i have both humans subject geog and hist 2 periods each first thing in the morning with break in between (thankfully)...

 we are all very emo. but i feel like i need to announce this very surreal and happy information I GOT TICKEEEETSS  BROOO ITS SO UNREAL WHATFFHERGCKJPEORKRVR https://cedarnpcchera.blogspot.com/2023/03/ncd.html RMB THAT 😭😭😭😭 OH MY GOD THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY WEHFDSBVLIDBSVLJCE I BOUGHT TIX AT MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND I ACTUALLY CRIED WHEN WE GOT TIX AND WE WENT THROUGH A WHOLE EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER BC THE PRESALE CODE WASNT OUT ??? BUT IM SO HAPPY NOW I CRIED SM OF HAPPINESS OH GOD THIS IS SO UNREAL OKAY ANYW BYE I WILL GO DO CHEM NOW 💪💪💪 THANK YOU FOR READING YOU CAN GO BACK TO BEING EMO (IF U WERE)

good morning i am very disspaointed in my sister. my mum wanted to go bugis with us and asked my SISTER if we shud go cat cafe or arcade and she said ARCADE?!?!?#?$@?#? bro she loves cats more than me BUT THE CHOICE U MADE*^&%^#&^& what is she thinking and GOSH why didnt my mum ask me where we shud go???like hello?? we went to arcade literally like a month ago and play play for idk how long. ok her reasoning was she wanted to use up the tickets we earned from the previous time b4 it expires but still its valid for 3 months and she shud have chosen to go cat cafe. issok i will go with my friends in june hols or smth. someone said my prev blog title was very sad. ya harry lyrics are very sad and most of the time the song is hapy cus of the tune and music but the lyrics themselves are actl vry deep and emo. i love a sad emo man. issok all is well. i am still clowning max and thinking that 1d reunion will happen on 27 april yes it WILL HAPPEN thank for telertaing me everybody i...

i have not done my testimonial but this is something that i shall do haha there was this girl who's heart was not whole but she found the missing pieces in the cracks and corners of her treacherously goofy CCA called NPCC it leads me to think that this whole NPCC journey was honestly such fate for me. i will never live down the fact that i tried to appeal out 3 times and mr chai just never read the emails LOL one thousand, one hundred and sixty four days of being part of NP with barely half of it being us actually doing something related to NP, 40 weeks of going home with sweaty people and complaining on buses too loudly that half the nation hears.  im going to miss this :( thank you hera for being my lovely buddies who stuck with me even though we fight sometimes and thank you for being the constant thing that never changed even as the year passed. i will miss going home with yall, i will miss eating at the longkang at AC with yall, i will miss drinking milo that sonia or diviya d...

one more proper parade until POP man its all coming to an end sooner than we thought. I was fr anticipating POP so that i can finally start on revision proper and work towards olevs and prepare for the BIG EXAM but im so conflicted rn like im so grown to this cca and leaving it in ond day is so URGHRGRHRG no more procrastinaing my homework by doing NP work and no more sunday night panicking with Training goofers :(( life is gonna be so boring after step down i think hera should still try to meet up every wed or fri and study/do work tgt and also watch the rest of the squads have Parade. POP is gonna be so emo but I am just so grateful for all the experienced gained in this cca. ya it was and is still quite terrible at times but there is srsly so much you can learn and takeaway from everyone and everything here. i learnt more soft skills in np than any other cce lessons HGDAJGADG also the friends i made in here <333 my biggest fear is drifting away from them. i hope we stay in touch ...

 yesterday’s Games Parade was SO fun, thank you admin dept for planning evrything so nicely. I think setting up was more fun tbh HAHAAHAH. It was like setting my inner child free by going everywhere in the classroom attaching Twine randomly. It was so fun omg, and Sonia crying over her game cmg to life HHAHAHAHA Yest was rlly a core memory for sure and im defo not gg to forget about it it was so fun and rlly a gr8 way to slowly end of this journey. I cant’t believe its gg to end, 4 yrs in NP, rlly its been such a long time. Thrs a high chance that im gg to cry on POP, or maybe not, maybe only when im home. What am i gg to do w a the free time, its like a whole chunk gg to be missing frm my sch life. No more staying back on Wednesday and Fridays, no more crazy experiences in the Store. And no more gg home with the same few people after every Parade. Rlly i will miss this, i will miss my entire experience and interactions i have w everyone. Choosing NP as my 1st choice rlly is a deci...

 thank you to everybody. everything feels so crazy. cant believe our 4 months+ of hardwork paid off and everyone enjoyed Games Parade (i hope) <33 i enjoyed sm also bonding with everyone in CNU and yall trying to bribe me for points 😭😭😭 very cute though i love all of u so much 💓💓 and all the pictures we took are so so cute and amazing and everyone looks so happy. i loved yest so much my body is in pain now but its ok i had a lot of fun. im so proud of my dept 💗💗 good job everyone :) and thank you to the rest of Hera, Euphrosyne, Persephone and Nyx for being so so enthu and cheering each other on and making it so much better than we expected. all of u are fr so cute 💓🔥 i loved talking w yall sm also after finishing the game HAHA ik my game wasnt the best but thank you for making it so fun and enjoyable for me also 🔥🔥 i love CNU so much thank you for making our last Games Parade so amazing and fun and rlly rlly so enjoyable i think this is one of my core-est memories fr...

RUNNING AROUND WITH THE CLOAKS AND WAND REALLY HEALED MY INNER CHILD FR I HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED GAMES PARADE AS MUCH AS I DID😭😭 

 I don't want to step down....NPCC has been my entire upper sec life and I don't think I can ever live without thinking about it daily 😕 I'm so sad that we're stepping down next week..it doesn't feel real but I have to accept it...I'm rly so sad - germaine 💔💔💔💔

 today is the DAY! hahahahahahaha LESGGOGOGO im so excited and i love love love admin dept im not even in adminbut admin lovelies love yall sm muack muack im in history lesson rn and we are doing CMC hohohoho not that interesting tbh but im js trying to make myself like it cus its part of unit 3. also WE ARE GOING GO STADIUM NEXTWEEK FOR THE TNF finals and guess who was there on march 17... HARRRYYY STYLESSSS AND ME AND MY BOO BOO AND SOME OF Euphrosyne and Persephone and Nyx also :)) i hope i dont start crying again when i enter the stadium cus even before harry popped on stage i entered the stadium and balled it out at 7pm AND YA i hope stadium doesnt trigger PCD again but it probably will and ill js cry it away its fine everything is good. also tall banana left sch for the early dismissal. such L behaviour but hope shes ok - stewa (doesnt understand history AT ALL)

 Hi im very excited for tmr, thank you ~ boomwhacker :)

 plsplsplspls begging all of u to come for Parade tomorrow if not i will feel like the worst person on the planet and i will never emotionally recover from this i understand if u cannot make it but plsplspls try ur best im so so sorry everybody i feel terrible im really super sorry everybody me and sonia will buy everybody milo after POP if u come tmr 🙏  please try your best to come tomorrow :) love all of you hope to see every single person part of CNU tmr 😭💓 🤸‍♀️

 4th post in less than 8h. HHSGAFJSGFJ  anyw. i finished the amath qns. i asked help from my friends and my dad but its okay 🔥🔥 i finished it at least i js need to finish chem adv ws bc i finished all my other tasks alr 🔥 then i will learn bio on my own bc haha yes okay bye SEE. YALL. TMR. AHHFSHKJSLDVKLSJDVJ  🤸‍♀️

 if anybody wants to help me with amath tb b ex14C, qn6, 8 and 13. pls do. idk what im doing anym also ive been very angsty the past 2 days. sorry everyone who had to deal with my angsty-ness bye

 hello i keep posting unnecessary life updates here but its ok i went to take a nap at 340 after finishing some NP work, and decided ok ill wake up at 430 i woke up at 545. its currently 6pm i have yet to start on my 6 integration qns atb to me love u all jiayou 💓 🤸‍♀️

 im back home from prelim oral. i messed up. so bad. topic was terrible. i cried after oral bc i messed up so so so bad. i had multiple breakdowns. i hate everything. everything is going wrong in my life and tmr. im so stressed bro.. and and things are not going right. im so so so stressed about everything </3 someone come to my house and give me a hug please ❤ okay bye will go do hbl work now :) see yall tmr (so excited hehehehehe hope everyone in the Unit comes tmr hehahehahe big L if u dont) update: after 40mins, im a bit better now. ab everyth. but obv still stressed. but a little 🤏 better 🤸‍♀️

 GUYS THIS IS VERY HARD I KEEP SMILING AND STUFF ITS SO ANNOYING WHY AM I LIKE THAT IM GOING TO CRY (OF HAPPINESS) LIFE IS SO GOOD THIS WEEK 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 I LOVE IT SM 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ISTG IM GONNA END UP BLOGGING HERE MORE OFTEN NOW AND ILL BLOG AB THIS BUT VERY FEW PPL (I HOPE.) KNOW WHAT IM TALKING AB SJAFHKSLDFHLKSH THIS IS SO BAD OK WTV ILL GO SPAM TEXT MY FRIEND AB THIS SEE YALL TMR OK BYE

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAYD AFAJFHAJFHAFK JHDJAHDKDHKJA today i went to watch syf and they were so good like i was so mesmerised and like WOW so good i love watching performing arts perform their stuff was syf like i also went for the drama one and they were all so fire SO SLAY. also how is it week 5 alrdy like huuhuhu halfway thru term 2????? also cus i attendend the syf thingy i was only in class for math and chem LIKE WOW CHEM so fire WE HAD LAB LESSON HEHEYEYEHETEH I LOVE CHEM amd also btw one of eh experiments we had to let the heated carbonate cool down beofre we had to add acid to it and my crazy self forgot to let it cool and I STRAIGHT AWAY POURED ACID INTO IT AND IT LITERALLY ERUPTED LIKE A VOLOCANO AND SPILLED AND SPALASHED ALL OVER MY DESK THEN POOR TALL BANANA BESDIE ME WAS SCARED JHFGSHFGSKHG I WAS CLOSE TO CRYING I SWAER EVERY LAB LESSON I MESS UP SOMETHING SOMEHOW. but issok my chem cher came to my desk and told me it ws fine and i cld still contine the experiments and he t...

____ MAKE ME FEEL SO SJIDHEWUIBVRIUREWHVJBDNSIVBERJKVCDHVKJDL I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I CANT THINK STRAIGHT SEND HELP I AM SPIRALLING DOWN I AM LOSING IT HOW DO THEY JS JSJFNKJDSBNDKFJQWLEJF AND I LOSE IT COMPLETELY this is not good. i cant do this months before Os. OK BYE I WONT SIGN OFF 😘

 it is 854 pm good morning everybody! i am doing chemistry rn and would like to say my tuition teacher is so 🔥 i jumped up 3 grades. THREE WHOLE GRADES BRO! WOW! and also i actually do my work by putting in effort now so.... today was actually such a good day. i had very interesting and fun convos today i enjoyed sm and i did very very fun things which i swore not to tell anyone so i wont! and aft sch also i saw my friend and her sister 💓💓 i love them sm <33 update sorry i forgot. 925pm im doing hw that was due last week ❤❤ hahha sorry cher. also. 1989 by taylor swift owns my entire heart. hands down fav album, then lover, midnights, then rep. BEST ALBUMS OF HER SORRY! oh there was geog today. i barely finished but i messed up the 2nd qn a bit its okay though i have time to improve hehe okayyy bye everybody love yall sm <33 jiayou WAs have begun. atb everybody! 🤸‍♀️ (me otw to my raw 6)

boomwhacker - bold 🤸‍♀️ - italics  today was conflicting emotions i agree idk how to feel sia so real today was so up and down live laugh love live laugh cry. lets ans some qns What weird food combinations do you really enjoy? i actually have no idea fries and icecream but idk if its weird bc alot of ppl eat What food have you never eaten but would really like to try? probably insects meat (but i cant lol) What’s something you really resent paying for? school handbook school handbook What would a world populated by clones of you be like? complicated, efficient but stressful bc ill stress myself out. terrible. too chaotic.  Do you think that aliens exist? yes. i think im one yes. i used to pretend i was from jupiter when i was younger What are you currently worried about? POP, how my wallet is doing, hw, notes, revision POP, WA2s, prelim, Os Where are some unusual places you’ve been? very disgusting public toilet. no actually. level 3 toilet in cedar beside computer labs tiger...

 (title is not just a harry song lyric)  guess who i hate? people that i seem to love. no but rly this year showed me how its very normal to be done with and hate people you love at times cus its quite unreal and impossible to love someone 24/7 also i realised how much people not doing their own work annoys me. like not taking innitiative is one thing but not even completing ur BASIC responsibilities makes me angry. AND SOMETIMES ITS REPETIVE AND I DONT SEE ANY FORM OF SELF IMPROVEMENT OR ADJSUTMENTS MADE LIKE BRO U LIVING THING OR WHAT?? (please dont be offened im just really mad at these kind of people) red flags tbh like i dont like at all, instant turn off fr! u cld be great and funny person but the moment you dont have any form or work ethic, my admiration for you really goes down. cant help but dislike that side of you. i mean some times people really try and dont have time to complete their stuff and responsibilities but thats okay if its like a phase or once in awhile ...

we had chem prac today and it was SOOO FUN esp test for oxygen gas?????? me and lab buddy (also my table partner and very good friend) clowned sm we kept repeating it cause we had extra solution so we js did again and again. i like QA pracs but not the theory i cant memo sm. we had physics practical also and we both struggled sm bc we had insufficient wires and our bulbs were so dim and we couldnt visualise how to carry out the actual set up haha but its okay we finally did it after asking for help from everyone. i also made a lot of "thats what he/she jokes" bc thats my entire humour. sorry. but it was very funny the ppl on my bench laughed (bc of how bad the jokes were but im delusional) next week is super eventful! monday: geog WA. boooo. im so scared but okay tuesday: nth actl most chill day wednesday: Parade !!!!!! always looking forward to that thursday: HBL. but there's EL prelim oral (how is prelim alr here) + MSP. and my day in sch is from ab 8am to 2pm. so essen...

 everything pain my back, my neck, my shoulder pain. my arms, my abs, my calf all pain. every night i go to bed, i whine and groan in pain. how i wish to be free, of this muscle ache. thank you for listening. ~ boomwhacker

 good morning i studied amath and namely DIFFERENCIATION LIEK THAT THING IS SO *@^%#^%&( I DONT LIKE DIFFERNCIATION AND BASICALLY THE WHOLE OF BOOK B FOR AMATH CUS ITS ALL BASED ON CALCULUS AND MY TINY BRAIN IS TAKING SO LONG TO UNDERSTAND IT,, I ALSO I KEEP MAKING CARELESS MISTAKES AND GETTING THE ENTIRE THINGF WRONG LIKE ?>??>?>? URGHRGHRHRHRH I LOVE EMATH I DREAMT OF GETTING A1 FOR EMATH AND CHEM THAT DAY AND SO FACTS YES THOSE TWO SUBJECTS ARE SUBJECTS I AM ROOTING A1 FOR REAL BAD. also in my dream history was a b3  😐️ 😐️ 😐️ ya i am terrible in history but b3... hgqjfja issok i wont include it in my L1R5 actl the subjects iw for L1R5 is hmt, chem, emath, physics, ssgeog, and english so hist and amath being the terrible crap they are dont matter so much afterall but still idw anyth lower than a2 for amath and b3 for hist cos ya  Parade was so fun yest esp towards the end YA yest in total was fun excedpt for oral WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS THAT TOPIC AND WHAT...

 I love NPCC 100x 💙 - germaine

 i just want to put it out there that if 1d actually has a reunion on 27 april or somewhere around there. I AM GONNA EVAPORATE AND DIE. a few recesses ago i was on my phone and found out that harry liked a 1d post from like 2014?????? why did he have to do that. why? harry? why? also his final love on tour is happening soon and its kinda sad but im also lowkey glad thathes ending it cus hes been touring TOO MUCH and i hope he gets some rest like touring is his fav thing in the world but it also gets tiring and HE NEEDS REST! but LOT ending is so sad cus i know and have felt how much comfort it brings to A LOT OF PPL like its not a ordinary tour ok its a family full of strangers and iw cry /pos BUT YA LOT WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART ESP SGHSLOT best yes i am so so so so glad i was there best night of my life i will never forget. hopefully after getting a few months of rest he works in hs4 and gives another album (hopefully in 2024?) before touring again? (PLEASE COM...

 In approximately 5 hours it will be the Chelsea vs Real Madrid UCL quarterfinals leg one...I am so scared for Chelsea...they have been at rock bottom I do not dare to believe that they can exceed expectations...but I am a loyal supporter of the blues even through tough times...so I put my trust in them. Up the Chels! 🆙💙  Germaije 

 Just a note for everyone, I am packing POP gifts again but the thing is I haven't finished preparing the gifts so I have to keep unpacking and packing back 😂😂😂 why do I put myself through this 😊❤️🦅 - germaine

 would like to tell everybody a funny thing. tmr is late day right. and supposedly i have 2 periods mt, math, phy and bio. but i dont take mt. so math phy bio. and then both math and phy teachers are absent tmr. so im going school for 40 mins of bio. i would skip but i will not. below are the reasons all of u will (gladly and enjoyably) see me tmr 😊 - Parade! - i love NP  - im not missing the last few Parades we have whaehrhhahfehgrhedjj - macs w yall - we're starting new chap in bio so yeah thats all.  also i ordered stuff and it is too small i need to rebrand! thanks everyone for the lovely ideas (real) bye c yall :] 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️

 Just dropping by to share that I am currently packing POP Gifts thank you 🙏😊 - germaine

 almost 400 posts 😊 would like to say most of them r me. im very hungry nowadays. i ate sm tdy bro.. 😭😭😭 its ok live laugh love im doing geog and my brain is rotting...hahahaha wa is on 17/04 hahahhahaha atb to me  I FORGOT TO POST. AGAIN. im back in my blog and leave it in the draft for days era ok have fun in sch bbgs 🤸‍♀️

 just spent sm money on gifts... havent even inlcuded what boomwhacker helped me buy. its ok i will go all out this year for everyth :] last yr in cedar make the most out of it ykwim! im still very sick and boomwhacker is also becoming sick apparently! everybody falling sick ☹☹☹ pls rest well everybody <3 long weekend so sleep alot pls. i slept 10.5h 2 nights in a row 😊🔥 felt very good. so pls sleep. im writing cards now hehe idw delay my gifts lol i scared i cant give on time anyway I FORGOT tjat was all ystd (07/04/2023) btw im back from physics tuition! i hate physics.... i havent done my testemonial thing and im so stressed ab it bc idh any academic achievements. but im procrastinating it.... AGFHGFHHGHHHH will brb after im done (1823) hello. its currently 1842 and i finished it. i think? it looks ok to me but idk.... im so stressed for the future. oh well. live laugh love. i have a call with winkwinks at 1900. so excited hehe! im also going to my friends house after that ...

hi everybody long time no blog. anyway differeintoaon is so confusing and my math tch doesn't make it any better so now im just watching eddie woo vids on yt to try and understand but i think i scorched my brain so like ya.. anyway im craving samyang carbonara and like i also want pizza..

 here's me manifesting for money. i love money. I wish I were a nepo bby #livelaughmoney <3 money makes me so happy. money money money. me & money = 100% happiness. if I were a rich all my life problems would be solved #lovemoney okay bye.

 TODAY MARKS 6 YEARS SINCE SIGN OF THE TIMES <3333 BEST SONG OF HIS FR!!! ALSO ITS RIDHA SHARMIN'S BIRTHDDAYYYYYYYYYYY LESGGOOOO SHES NOW OLD TOO HAHA! /J as happy as i am about this.. I HAVE SOME VERY VERY DEVASTATING NEWS TO SHARE...louis william tomlinson cancelled the ENTIRE ASIA LEG of his tour. so like all the asia tour (INCLUDING singapore is JUST GONE BRO) im so sad like im not even gg to the concert in the first ploace but i have so many online friends whom were going and i was so happy and excited for them AND NOW ALL OUR DREAMS IS SHATTERED LIKE THAT.. sad thing is some of the asia tours are starting in 10 days and now its cancelled due to some unforeseen situation. i mean thats what they have said so far and i really hope REALLY REALLY HOPE hes alright. the last thing i need right now is something tragic happening to my guy. please i jus need one confirmation from him that he is alright but he probably isnt very ok and thats so devastating to me canceling concert is ...

 yes we will all be alright yes POP is soon but WE ARE GONNA BE FINE AND EVERYONE NEED TO BELIEVE THIS! i js talked about young people and their spending issues for a sold 4 mins and i realised how youths are TERRIBLE at financing their money and saving up money! no matter how much pocket money we get,, WE JS SOMEHOW SPEND IT ALL and only save a litttle. it’s a common issue for the entire generation but howelly we do smth about it ya also louis concert is like “unavailable” rn like whattttt is the concert happening or no????? BRUHHH AND ALSO the kl one is also showing like that like WHATS GOING ON??? the fans are guessing that the venue for concert will be changed to somewhr smaller cos it’s a lesser crowd than expected initially. nonetheless i am not going to the concert so i am not greatly affected but my online friends are and i’m js a bit worried for them :// - stewa (yumyum lick lick muahhh purrr)

 I have so many things to do and so little time for everything. This is terribly unfortunate. Anyway tomorrow there's no school but I'll probably wake up same time because I need to pack my bag and I need to do tuition homework 😂😂😂 my mom decided 9am is a good timing for math tuition on a Friday. Whatever I have to brave through this I am stronger than I think I am. With belief I can achieve. I will not fall asleep in tuition. I am strong. Anyway today I went to Nex after school to eat lunch. Pickles make the quarter pounder nicer by 100x. Ok anyway uh bye Chelsea watcher 

 am at home rn bc im sick. i js recovered a week-ish ago and fell sick agaain. i started losing my voice but i rlly dw loose my voice esp w POP coming soon. i really dw miss POP ... so i got MC and rested today. i slept at 930 and woke up at 8. solid 10.5h of sleep felt great tbvh speaking of POP, so emo. too attached to NP. i wont say much cause i alr texted someone ab it and i lazy type everyth LOL but yes. POP </3 oh yest Parade was sososo fun <333 i genuinely enjoyed sm more than usual and idk life felt good again HAHHAHAHA i had super nice bread in the morn after doc appt and it was damn good sia. idk what its called but it was SOO GOOD. will defo buy again if i rmb what its called just received 2 comments that made my whole heart. and sonia's and 💋's. we love these ppl. thank u for validation. frfr made my day anyw. i hv ppl coming over for dinner but im still sick lol. its ok they r all my good friends i hope they dont care im sick uh okay thats all bbgs i will go...

 Hello 👋 today I will be sharing about my horrible experience watching Chelsea vs Liverpool at 3am today. So basically, most of Chelsea's passing and ball control was all quite ok but then kai Havertz and Joao felix had so many poor finishings 🙂 they totally mis-aimed so many shots I was speechless...and kai havertz celebrated a goal he scored with a handball 😭😭😭😭 that was so much secondhand embarrassment..anyway overall I think most of the players were quite good but they couldn't finish properly so no goals were scored 😭😭 so many opportunities but all cannot score. Nevermind life is a journey where you stumble and fall...if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. 😞 up the chels 🆙💙

 HI I GOT MY BIG SHINY BADGE AND ITS BIG AND SHINY AND BIG AND SHINY YES I LOVE IT ALOT its being displayed on my table rn but i need to wear it tmr, but idk how to take it out erm yea thank you i love my big shiny badge <3 UPDATE: i managed to take it out but now the cardboard is bent :( its ok now im gg to leave the box here like i hv an engagement ring inside hehe no engagement bracelet? (Do these exist) I still love my big shiny badge 🫶  ~ boomwhacker

 this is already been done but i feel like once is not enough. i am apologising on behalf of us 🙏🙏😭😭 for the last many posts. they were crazy. forgive us 🙏 everything they said is a lie. deepest apologies to everyone 🙏🙏  lets move on and hope to see more normal posts here :) 🤸‍♀️

 apologies everyone for the past 7ish blogs that were posted when ppl were going bonkers 🙏🙏 none of them are serious please take it all as jokes. no on is having history paper today and no one met taylor swift at starbucks. all fake news ‼️‼️ kindly forgive and forget 😊

 Woah woah WAH WAH boo Sha leh la la BOOM boom BOM BOM BOM very NICE! SCREAM! oh no... HUH? Noted. What even is going on.. Alright, thank you.

 hello! today was so fun omg, though it was like a bit messy but it was js so fun in general hehe! i ate bread and banana for lunch while germ ate baked beans lol, still dk whr she took the spoon frm. anyw, we headed over to Bendemeer Secondary for Area Games Day and it was so sosos osososoos fun ok so sad we didnt get to watch the Swearing In, but we got to see them have a conjoined POP, it was so cool bcause thr was drums too. me wendy and germ were like js setting up everyth and js doodling on thw board hehe it was fun,, we went over to talk to those frm other schools bcause we had nth else to do while waiting but overall it was js sosososo fun bcause i got the chance to interact w others and like it was js so fun in general, spending time w germ and wendy and Nyx and the rest.  overall i volunteered bcause of 2 reasons 1. i wanted to exp Area Games Day since we never had the chance to and rlly though i will NEVER get to experience it as a Cadet, i at least have the chance ...

 someone told me when i was y1, "the truth hurts". the context was js me being short in y1 but i didnt think too much of it bc i thought it wouldnt apply to other contexts ykwim.  now. its a very different story. the truth really very much hurts. A LOT. and i think thats when i realised i am fr growing up? reality is starting to sink in and idk man, life's getting harder :( when i was texting yall tdy and i actl kind of teared up :") this year was gonna be my year. and i hope it is. but definitely with alot of ups and downs :") i hope net change is still positive haha jiayou everybody <3 see yall tmr. and weds. and thurs. and every single school day bcs thats the clowns we are, who sit at the corridor and do useless things. i love Hera and Cedar NPCC so much, to extents i cant even put into words. 💓💓💓💓 bye :) 🤸‍♀️

 WE HAVENT SPOKE SINCE YOU WENT AWAYYYYY hi hello i’m here to say that i slept 10 hours last night and GUESS WHAT? IM STILL SUPER TIRED (ok i did. amath and half of my chem homework today somehow) BUT MY BRAIN RN IS JS REALLY FRIED 🤯🤯🤯🤯 i think i’m gonna get a headache soon from overthinking and using my head too much /hj whatever today is april fools? (FOOOLSSS GOLDDDDD~~) gosh why do weekends fly past so quick i js want to sleep and hibernate all day. this is why i despise growing up. ITS TERRIBLE AND U GET LESSER AND LESSER SLEEP. EW NO SLEEP AND FOOD V IMPT I WONT COMPROMISE THESE FOR ANYTH. maybe food i will consider cos my appetite is truly unreliable BUT SLEEP NAH. i rather sleep hungrily then eat sleepily. DO I EVEN MAKE SENSE? IDK also today to make PCD WORSE i played the entire hslot recording i found on yt and played it in my TV when my family went out haha! cried again when matilda and little freak played (not new) OH HOW I MISS HIM SO MUCH ITS BEEN 15 DAYS CAN U BE...